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I am back again although I see you guyzz you all don't like to complete my target anyhow I don't want my loyal readers to wait just because of some people so here goes the most important part-1 of the story

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So he picked her up and move towards her room and then dropped her there and a maid came and helped anika to change and then shivay again came back to her room and started talking to her.

S- anika you know you are looking really beautiful today, you know you are so beautiful and special in my life. Anika I wish this incident never took place in your life, I wish I was there to protect you just the way you protect me and my family from all the problems. You know I feel like I am good for nothing who could not even protect that person who protected me from all that mess. Anika when I saw you that time I was feeling so low about my self as I was not even able to do anything and those B*****s did that with you, I was feeling as if some one pierced my heart in millions of pieces. You know I act strong right now just for you but only I know how I control my anger and tears when I see you so broken. I am sorry ani..ka I am.. Sor...ry ple..ase..forgive for... all this that happened with you. I know you always wanted me to be strong and never cry but I can't take this pain in myself. I have seen sahil sad although he does not know what have happened with you but he always cries because he knows something major has happened which have taken your smile from you. I am sorry I could not do anything for you I am really sorry (while crying). Can I hug you once please? Please anika.

She forwarded her arms towards him and hugged him tightly and both cried their heart out in each others arms. Shivay then realized that he is making her stress herself so, he moved little bit away from her and then made her lie down on the other side of the bed to make her rest and he slept on the other side while he took her in his arms. He fall asleep immediately as he was drunk and lot of crying made his head ache but she could not sleep because she again remembered that horrified incident which changed her life upside down. So, she took the dairy that was lying on the table beside her and came out from his embrace and started pouring her heart down in the dairy.

Anika's pov:

I still remember that day when that news came up on the TV that Shivay Singh Oberoi had murdered gayatri and I knew that was a false statement because shivay can never do anything like this even in his dreams he was a person who could do anything to protect his family but he can never murder someone and I knew instantly what I had to do next in order to prove him innocent although I had no idea why I wanted to save him after what he had done to me on the previous day but my heart was saying he was innocent and I went to oberoi mansion and told everyone he was with me whole night which was not true at all but I had to save him, I also knew that after my this statement this news will be on all the television and people will talk bad about me, but I thought I will fight with everyone just like I did from my childhood. I had no idea what storm was coming towards me on that day. I went back to my house and I noticed a smirk on sundari bua's face and I instantly noticed the change in the environment. I knew something bad was gonna happen and I was right because after few minutes I was being dragged by some people while I tried my best to get myself out of their hold but I failed and my that failure failed me in a worst way. I was taken to that factory and those b******s did the worst with me, with their each act I was getting broken into pieces which can never be mended easily. Their those act not just raped my body but also my soul. I was devastated by the end and was waiting for death but it never came to me even that was taken away from me. I was waiting for love but life gave me a bruise for lifetime with whom I can't live with as with this bruise there is no one who is gonna love me. I feel like even my family would have hated me if I had one but I have sahil who I have live for. Sahil is the one I care about because if I am alive then it because of sahil's parents and I can't let anything happen to him because if he would know and understand what has taken place in his anika didi's life he will be broken too. I had left a reason to live but then I got a reason as I don't want anyone to regret specially shivay that he could not save me.

You know people say when you don't have any hope to live for yourself then you should live for someone else who smiles just for you and here I have to live for this whole family who cares so much about me and does so much for me just to make me smile.

I still remember the day I woke up in that hospital bed staring at nothing in general and my whole body paining. I could not even move my limbs and was feeling like I lost all of my body parts. I wanted to scream loudly and cry out loud taking out all my frustration, anger and pleas but couldn't because I had no energy left. I was scared even when shivay and omru came in the room. I could see those people laughing at my pleas and vulnerability but in real life they were crying with me. I could see the pain they felt after seeing me in that state. After they left I was going to kill myself but listening to sahil's voice I couldn't because I knew I could not feel any emotion at all at that time of my life.

I wanted to live, what was my fault that I wanted to save shivay an innocent person to going to the jail. Everyone knows shivay singh oberoi can do anything but not the murder. I was just numb when sahil came to me and hugged me and when shivay kissed my forehead it was also not able to provide me peace at that time. I wanted to cry out loud and scream out loud when three of the brothers sang a song for me but I couldn't as I had no energy left and so I fall asleep and next day when I woke up I realize they were sleeping next to me but then they woke up and even their questions started to. I wanted to speak but I couldn't and when doctor came I realized I lost my voice too.

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