This update is a little bit rush and i don't know if it's good. Lol. I hope you like it though. Don't forget to VOTE, COMMENT and SHARE! Thank You!

WARNING!!! Mature contents for 18 years old and above!

  "I don't know mom. I admit I'm happy now with Enrique but sometimes I still remember Quen. I still love him"  -Blake

BLAKE's POV

I was so wet and ready that he didn't have a problem invading my sacred place. My hand explored his back as he broke our kiss and we stared into each other's eyes. His pace was slow but deep and hard like he was letting me feel each thrust. He was gritting his teeth like he was controlling himself as sweat started to form on his forehead.

"Enrique..." I moaned wantonly, wanting him to quicken his pace. The pleasure was so intense that my nails dug in his flesh.

"Tell me what you want Blake" His voice was hoarse and husky, ignoring the pain of my nails on his back. I couldn't take it anymore, I listened to what my body was screaming for.

"I want you Enrique....Faster" I whispered shyly but determinedly. He smiled triumphantly as started to hump me faster this time, his hands began kneading my breasts and I couldn't do anything other than writhing and panting as I met him, thrust after thrust. I felt my peak approaching and my moans of pleasure became more audible. Our shortened breaths synchronized. Few more seconds later, he finally sent me to the clouds as a mind-boggling orgasm hit me.

His lips went down on mine again before he grunted out loud his climax and emptied himself inside of me. We kissed like there was no tomorrow as we kept on touching each other like we couldn't get enough. We finally parted as we felt the need to breathe for air. His manhood was still hard as he gave me few more slow thrusts before he completely became flaccid inside me and automatically slipped out of me. He fell off next to me but pulled me to his arms so that my head rested on his chest and his arms went around my spent body. Our breathings were still ragged and the satisfaction was undeniable.

Nobody talked as we tried to regain our strengths. His hand was gently stroking my back. Then suddenly, the reality came rushing into me. The feeling of contentment and happiness scared the heck out of me, adding the realization that he had this certain control over me sexually. I thought I hated him but whenever we have s*x, he makes me feel like we are making love. I felt his lips kissed my forehead and that made me started to sob. He was so wonderful that I couldn't help but to feel like being loved and cared of. I was lost with these feelings that whimper came out of my lips. I tried to stifle my cry but he already noticed it. He looked at me confusedly as he cupped my head with his both hands.

"What's wrong?" He asked gently which made me surprise. I bit my lower lip as I took a long deep breath, trying to calm my insides. I shook my head and tried to get out of his embrace but he didn't let me. He cupped my chin and made me looked at him. As our gazes met, I saw his face with a pained expression. Really? No! This is Enrique Blake! He's a devil! He doesn't care about you! He's just after you for s*x, a convenient woman to use for him to have his heir.....

Just thinking about him using me for his convenience was already hurting me. I heard him cursed angrily as he let go of me and ran his fingers through his hair.

"Is it that bad to be with me Blake?" I heard him asked. I wiped my tears then stared at him.

"What?" That just what I was capable of saying after I gaze at his face. He looked defeated and as If all the life I saw from him a while ago decipitated.

"Do you dislike sleeping with me that much?" he enquired while I kept on staring at him, looking stupefied. How could he asked that to her after all what happened a while ago? Here I am, feeling so embarrass and confuse but at the same time, worried because I just realized that there is a strong attraction between us. No matter how much I tried to ignore and deny it.

"I----"I tried to form a sentence but my brain was suddenly frozen, refusing to tell me what to say. I clasped my hands together while rubbing my thumbs against each other tensely. When I tilted up my head to meet his piercing gaze, I noticed his face became more relax. He heaved a sigh as his one hand reached for my hand while the other reached for my cheek.

"I will tell you this just once so listen carefully. I want you and I don't plan to end this even after you give birth to our baby" My heart beat suddenly became erratic as my eyes widened and my mouth hang open with surprise. Is he serious?! I blinked my eyes for a couple of times but his expression was the same. He seemed so serious and sincere. My heart was jumping for joy. The happiness I felt inside was unexpected.

"I want us to work this out. Will you be girlfriend Blake?" Oh my God! Is this for real?! I can't believe it. I thought he was just using me and playing with my emotions. The urge to say yes was so overwhelming but then I couldn't help to be doubtful at the same time.

"Why? I thought I am just here to give you an heir?" I couldn't help but to voice out my thoughts. I was still shock and I wanted to clarify everything.

"I just used that lame excuse to get you" he said as he pulled back his hands and looked away from me like he suddenly became embarrassed. I bit my bottom lip to ease the surge of mixed emotions through me. I wanted to get mad of his answer but for some reason, I couldn't. All I was feeling was happiness and that made me bite my bottom lip to stop myself from smiling. I cleared my throat.

"Why? I don't understand" I told him as I stared into his eyes intently like I wanted to see the truth in his eyes. He reached for my hand again and gently played with it with his hands.

"I won't explain it to you now but I will surely tell you about it in the future. There's just one thing that I want to ask you if you don't mind. Can we start all over again as a real lovers? I won't force you if you don't want to but let me know what to do to make you say yes" I was beyond confused, really and I couldn't find the right words to say. I just stayed quiet for a while, thinking about what I say next. If I say yes to him, would I be happy? What about the mere fact that he blackmailed me?

"I know I am a selfish bastard for blackmailing you Blake but believe me when I say that I want you and my intentions are sincere. I am prepared to do anything for you to accept me in your life not because you were forced to but because you want me in your life" His eyes were full of expectation as he told me those words and my traitor heart was celebrating. I licked my already dried lips.

"I don't know Enrique. We didn't have a nice start. I admit that I feel something for you although I'm not sure what it is. Give me time to think this over" I said and got out of the bed with the blanket around me, wanting to get my clothes from the floor. But before I could totally get away from him, he reached for my hand again.

"Okay. I will give you time but I won't stop pursuing you until you say yes to me" I smiled for the first time and nodded my head.

______♥♥♥_____

After that talked with Enrique, the things suddenly became lighter and better between us. I also noticed the big changes in his behavior. He smiles a lot now and he became a lot sweeter to me which I secretly enjoyed. He gives me flowers everyday whenever he gets home from work. He even accompanied me when I went to the hospital to fetch my mom. The doctor finally gave her his go signal and discharged her. I was so happy that she was as healthy as before she got sick but she still needs to stay at home and recover fully.

My mother was shocked when she saw Enrique with me. I wanted to tell her that we were just friends but before I could open my mouth, Enrique already told her that I am his girlfriend. I was glaring at him while my mom wasn't looking at us but he just smirked at me.

"How come you never introduced Enrique to me Blake?" My mom asked while we were inside the car. I looked at Enrique with a panic looked, silently asking for him to rescue me.

"We had a long distance relationship for quite a while but then we had a problem and broke up. We met again 3 months ago and then we decided to be together again" Enrique explained. I was holding my breath while he was telling lies to my mom. I felt guilty lying to my mom but I don't want to worry her by telling the real situation between me and Enrique considering that she had just recovered from her illness.

"Why don't you just live with us Mrs. Greene while you're still recovering?" Enrique suddenly suggested which made me surprised of his sudden invitation, he just smiled at me while I was looking at him questioningly. He initially asked my mom to live with us in his penthouse but my mom declined. She said, she can manage but then Enrique insisted on hiring a maid for her so that she can relax.

Thankfully she didn't react negatively when we told her that we live together. I really didn't want to tell my mom about that too but I couldn't stop him from opening his mouth.

"Donna is in her way here. She works in our house but I asked her to work here for a couple of months and she agreed" Enrique said when we reach our house. I know mom wouldn't leave this house because of my father's memories. When Donna arrived, he introduced her to us. Donna had been working for the Dixon family for 3 years now. She was a bubby 40 years old woman. After our dinner, we decided to go home.

"Can I talk to you first before you go, Blake?" My mother asked. I looked at Enrique and he nodded. We went upstairs, to my parents' room.

"Blake, I just want to let you know that I am happy that you gave yourself another chance in love. But are you happy? Do you really love Enrique like you loved Quen?" hearing Quen's name made my heart beat faster and I felt the sudden rush of longing for him. I felt guilty all of a sudden. I thought I'd never fall for any guy again but now Enrique is slowly entering in my heart.

"Blake...." I heard my mom again. She was studying my face. I bit my bottom lip and suddenly i felt my eyes welled with tears. I suddenly felt confused.

"I don't know mom. I admit I'm happy now with Enrique but sometimes I still remember Quen. I still love him" I admitted and she smiled. She wiped my tears with her thumbs.

"What about Enrique? Do you love him?" I bit my bottom lip. Do I love Enrique? I just know for sure that I feel this strong attraction with him but I am not sure yet if I really love him. I feel happy and safe around him and I think that's the start of it.

"I think I am falling for him mom" Surprisingly,saying it felt so right. 

______♥♥♥_____  

****Please read my other story SHE'S MINE, EXCLUSIVELY MINE****