"Are you ready for this. Sure you want to do this."

"Of course Doctor. What's there to think about. This pregnancy is due to my sheer carelessness. I cannot become a teenage mother and end up ruining not only my future but also my figure. I don't anyone to know about my recklessness. I am sure my boyfriend would dump me if he found about this. I can't blame him..because like me even he isn't ready to become a teenage father either."

His breathing pace begin to change as sweats began to cover his forehead.

"Manik what are you doing here."

"Security..get this boy out of here.."

Rage began to overpower his senses as her voice began to ring crystal clear in his head.

"You are choosing this piece of cr*p over me. How can you do this. I agree you and I had some really great time but how can you be so selfish to think that I will let you dominate over my will. We slept together and had a great time but why should I bear the brunt of our intimate rendezvous. I will be the one loosing my figure and beauty. S*x for me is just a way to satiate my overly charged hormones but in no freaking way I will let it to become the reason of doomed youth. At the end of the day it's my body and I will decide everything related to it."

"I thought you would dump me if you came to know the truth but I didn't knew you were so old fashioned and would act like a typical male chauvinist pig who think that he can control the life of the girl he sleeps with. Unfortunately that's not going to happen because I can clearly see how unmatched we both are for each other and that's why I am dumping you right here...right now. Ending my relationship with you means you have no right to interfere in my matter anymore including my body. So get out from here and dont ever show your face to me again. Doctor please get him out from here so that we can go ahead with the procedure of abortion."

His blood boiled as another voice intruded his thoughts.

"I agree you are the father...but ultimately it's her call as she is the mother and it's inside her. We can't overhear her reasons as she is justified at her own place. It will be better for you to leave as you are simply creating a scene here unnecessarily."

He began to toss as he could hear his own voice that was begging them and requesting everyone to help him in stopping everything that was going on. He begged, cried, screamed..did everything..just in the hope that maybe someone might come to him out...

..but in vain.

Last image that made him shudder and woke him up was the one when he was tossed out of the premise by those who were laughing at him wholeheartedly.

He was not on the street rather he was at his home..on his bed.

His breathing was uneven..his whole demeanor was covered in sweat..he as always was shaken from within as he got back into the real world from the state of unconsciousness which felt too real to him few seconds before.

He had been having this nightmare for ages now. But the only difference now he could smile after getting up from it as his mind reminded him of the consequences that each one of them faced later who wronged him that day.

Closing his eyes he took several deep breaths and calmed himself down. Then stepping down the bed he simply picked up his cell phone. He walked closer to the balcony where wind had picked up and was now soothing him as it gently caressed him.

However the moment his eyes laid on her face all the previous images that were haunting him simply dissipated into thin air.

His eyes turned gentle as he caressed her picture on his cell phone's gallery while mumbling to himself "how can someone so pure and naive exist on this planet till today. In today's world where everyone is busy deciting the other person how can you exist whose life main aim is to live for her family. Have you ever considered that you might be born in the wrong era my love."

Then he sighed and looked ahead while keeping her face behind his close eyes "Thank you for just breathing Nandini. Thank you for everything my love. Your existence is enough to silence my inner demon. My only regret will always be that you were not my first. Had that been the case I knew you would have made my life worth living. But I guess in order to realise the importance of Star one need to experience the pit of darkness. So I guess everything that happened was important so that I could understand how precious you are. I still thank you for just finally walking into my life when I was already dead from inside and giving me a hope...for a future..with you."

"You might not be my first Nandini...but I promise you would be my last..."

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