So... Fun fact about Author-chan. I went insane last year. I had to practice for a short drama thing for my church, and I was watching a video and looking over my lines. When my dad barged into my room and took my iPad away... Now. You might think that I was over reacting about that, but I was going through depression at the time. I needed more voices around me.

I was stuck in my room, only silence with me. I started to think things. I moved into a corner in my room saying "no one cares", "no one loves me", and "I need to die" over and over again. I wrote stuff on paper and hung them up in the corner I was siting in. I was crying and saying that stuff for maybe 2 or 3 hours. I also had scissors in my room. I would glance at them several times. I didn't cut myself, but I thought of it.

My mom opened my door and looked at me in the corner. We just looked at each other as I was muttering "no one cares", "no one loves me", and "I need to die". She then left. I lost it. I was crying really hard, I wanted to scream, but didn't want my dad to come in and yell at me. After a long time of doing that and throwing stuff, I was walking around in a small circle. My mom came back and looked at me. I kept walking. She left again. I didn't do anything that time.

Finally my mom came back for the third time, and asked what was wrong. I told her that I was practicing my lines before dad came in and knew them. Then he came in and took my iPad, and it scared me and I thought I was in trouble. She was hugging me and told me that I needed to show them I memorized my lines to get my iPad back. They didn't tell me that so I didn't know. I went over my lines with her and she got me my iPad. After hugging my teddy bear and watching some videos, I was back to normal.

The End.
01/26/2016