This isn't a chapter, but I don't want someone to see this and I don't think them reads my books.

  So I thought I had a friend... but they- this nameless person- had destroyed my dreams.

  I plan on going to south Korea. What do they do? Yell at me to "think of the realistic".

  I want to be a singer. What do they do? Make fun of my singing.

  To become a Kpop idol, I need to learn korean. What do they do? Make fun of me on my "bad" learning skills and how I pronounce things, even when I'm correct.

  Honestly sick of this person. It hurts to have my dreams destroyed. I thought I was a good singer and writer.

  It's like someone laughing in my face, like, "haha! You're all wrong sweetie. Give it up because I'm better than you."

   Because it's like they're saying they're better.

   I try to pronounce something or write korean. Nope. They seem to be better. I start to sing. Nope. Apparently I sound like a retarded seal and they sound like fucking magic.

   I get all A+ and keep them all semester? Ha. They've been there, done that.

    I'm told I'm stupid. I can't cook. There's always something fucking wrong with my drawings. I can't get to the high notes.

    Fed.

   Up.

   Now I have no confidence what-so-ever. Great.

    Thanks person I'm not going to name.

    Great thanks.

    Thanks for crushing my fucking dreams.

Asshole