5. Party Party

Warnings: Y/n being an idiot, inappropriate use of alcohol (Y/n is not 21 yet) and a smut scene in the end

Well, things were going almost as you had planned.

You had already had a few shots and a drink, you couldn't see straight but you could still understand most of the things that were going on. "Woah, I didn't think of you as the drinking type." Connie commented while pouring some beer into your cup.

"Yeah well, hard times require hard measures." You said taking a sip of it.

He frowned. "I don't think that's how you say it."

You copied his movements. "Well, are you sober?"

"No."

"Then don't even try to question it."

He hummed. "Are you sober?"

"Not one bit." You giggled.

"Cool, so, heart problems?" He asked and you nodded. "Great, then you need more." He poured more beer and you smiled satisfied.

Sasha slapped his neck and looked at you worried. "Stop giving people alcohol, you moron! We don't want her to puke in the house." She then grabbed your cup. "No more drinking, I saw you getting shots with Ymir earlier, we don't want anyone passing out."

"Fair enough." You murmured not wanting to protest and give her a hard time. "Ugh, where's Mikasa?" You tried to look around but you couldn't see her anywhere, although you could barely see straight, the whole room felt like it was spinning and it was so overwhelming.

She shrugged. "I think I saw her talking to Jean a few minutes ago, they were heading upstairs." She told you and you nodded a bit confused. "Do you want me to help you look around?"

"Nah, I'm good." You waved your hand and placed the cup on the table, it was as if the whole world was moving in slow motion as you walked away from the kitchen and got into the living room with your knees trembling. "What the fuck." You whispered narrowing your eyes to get a better visibility of whatever was going on.

People all around you were dancing, pushing and pulling in the small crowd that had been formed in front of the "DJ set", which was only a computer connected to a big speaker. It was so hard to stay still, your reflexes were shit and you realized that staying there wasn't exactly the best idea.

Some girls were dancing provocatively with each other, a few of them were drinking while moving around awkwardly and the rest of them were making out with their partners, or strangers, you didn't really care.

Suddenly, you couldn't even tell if you were actually breathing, the air was so heavy and filled with people's perfumes and smell, not to talk about the loud musing that was confusing even more in that situation. The lights were low, as if they were trying to recreate a nightclub vibe, even if you were drunk you could tell that they didn't do a good job, whoever decorated the house anyway. Hell, you didn't even remember whose house that was.

"Excuse me." A girl stopped in front of you and looked at you worriedly. "Are you ok?"

"Huh?" Her voice sounded muffled and so low that you couldn't understand what she was saying. "Who are you?" You asked, you could clearly see her lips moving to answer you, but yet you didn't get anything she was saying. "Y/n, nice to meet you." You decided to pretend as if you had actually heard her and she smiled softly and shook your hand. "So, mhm, can you help me get out of the dancing floor?"

She giggled. "I'm stuck too!" She exclaimed and you nodded awkwardly. "Here, grab my hand."

You held her hand as you both tried to push people as you made your way out of the crowd, you stumbled a few times over nothing, that was just how messed up you were. The girl kept laughing and would occasionally stop to make sure you were okay.

You didn't know who she was, you could barely make out her slender figure let alone see her face, but one thing you could tell: she was clearly high. Not that you minded as long as she was going to help you, the only thing you could think of was how glad you were that you had decided to wear a pair of pants instead of a skirt.

Once you reached the other side of the room, which was quieter and with fewer people, you stopped and took a deep breath. "Thank you."

She shrugged. "That was fun, but now I've lost my friends."

"Me too."

"Well, I'll go look for them, see ya!" She waved her hand and offered you the brightest smile you had seen that night.

"See ya, stranger!" You said and then leaned against the wall, your back felt uncomfortable against it but you needed to rest your legs a little.

Why did you drink that much in the first place? Your immediate answer would've been something like "I was so sad that I needed something to cheer me up" but that was corny and embarrassing. You really didn't want to admit that you had exaggerated just to stop yourself from thinking about Eren and what he had told you the evening before.

You still couldn't believe it. He, a smart man like him, proposed a relationship knowing very well the consequences. Yeah, college relationships weren't that bad since you were both adults but it still looked bad and could've marked him forever, that was just stupid and you didn't want him to risk his career.

A small sigh left your lips and you realized that you had just done what you had promised yourself not to, you should've focused on the party and having fun, not thinking about him. "Jesus, I'm an idiot." You mumbled under your breath.

Why? Just why did you fall for him? Maybe because he was the first person to actually listen to you and get interested in your personal life, that was something that had never happened with previous guys. They were all interested in your aspect, your "fun personality", sometimes they flirted just because they were bored and lonely.

It was giving you a headache, even worse than the effects of the alcohol. It was honestly so difficult to stay still, your thoughts were clouded and confused.

Then your eyes met with someone else's and your whole body froze on the spot. Those green eyes, you would recognize them anywhere, it was as if they were calling out to you.

But what was he doing there? Sure, a young man like him could be easily confused with the crowd, nevertheless, people could recognize him and create some misunderstanding. "Eren, what the fuck." You whispered and started to walk towards him.

What if Mikasa saw him? No, even worse, what if she saw you with him and found the truth? You weren't ready to tell her that you had feelings for her crush and that you had even kissed him, not even a simple kiss.

"Hey." You stopped in front of him, he was talking to some other guys, but as soon as he noticed you he smiled. "What are you doing here?"

He pushed his hair back with his hand and smirked at you, which you found weird and out of his character. "Hey you, wanna have some fun?" He asked.

You tilted your head and frowned. "Why are you talking like this?"

He moved closer and leaned towards you so that his mouth was next to your ear. "How do you want me to talk, baby girl?" He chuckled and the guys next to him all let out screams of encouragement.

You shook your head, why did his voice sound so low? You were pretty sure that his tone was a bit higher, not to mention the way he was talking to you.

"Here." He handed you a cup and you stared at it confused, what was that? It looked like some kind of juice, but didn't smell like anything in particular. "So what's your name?"

"Is this a joke?" You snapped your head to look at him. "You know me."

He smiled. "Well, I can definitely get to know you better, beautiful." He placed his arm around your waist and you snorted, was he always this flirty? You couldn't really recall.

"Hey!" Suddenly, you felt your arm being pulled out of the man's grasp, you stumbled on your feet but another pair of arms held you up. "Leave her alone, don't you see that she's drunk?!" You looked at the boy who was holding you and immediately recognized him.

Jean was glaring at the others. "Chill, dude, she approached me first. We were just having a little fun." He explained, you narrowed your eyes and for a moment your vision became clear again.

That boy was not Eren.

Yes, they were pretty similar, but at the same time, they were polar opposites. This guy had long hair but it was rather wavy and darker than Eren's.

"Just leave her alone." And with that, Jean pulled you away with him. You followed him but you were still a bit confused and too drunk to understand what was going on. "Y/n, what were doing all alone with those guys?"

You tilted your head. "I just- I thought I had seen someone I know." You tried to explain, when you looked down at your hands, you noticed that you were still holding the cup from earlier, though most of its content was on your clothes. "You spilled my drink." You complained.

He grabbed the cup. "Where did you get this?"

"That guy gave it to me."

"Don't drink it." He placed it on a random table close to you and then held your hands. "You are wasted, those people are not the type to hang out with, okay? I'm just trying to look out for you."

You stared at his face, that was the feeling that led you to start a relationship with him the previous year. He wasn't a total douchebag, it didn't matter how many times you tried to convince yourself, you always ended up seeing what once was your boyfriend. "I know."

He sighed. "I wanted you to have fun since you didn't leave your room for days, but this isn't fun anymore."

"I know."

"This is serious, thank god Sasha told me you were here, imagine what they could've done if-"

"I know." You cut him off. "I'm sorry." You felt like a little girl after her parents found out that she had eaten all the cookies she couldn't touch.

He snorted. "Ugh, alright let's just forget it." He grabbed your hand and you moved to a quieter place. "Are you ok?"

"Yes, where's Mikasa?"

He shrugged. "You know she doesn't like noisy places, she was upstairs in a room reading something, I chatted with her for a while and she said she'd wait until you want to go back home."

But you didn't want to go home, you would probably just get depressed on your bed, and maybe you would've eaten your feelings out by stuffing yourself with as much food as you could find. "Ok." At least she was safe and doing whatever she liked.

"Do you want to go dance or something? Or we can join Connie and the others." He proposed and looked around to check where they were.

It was as if your social battery had run off of energy, you didn't want to be there but at the same time, you didn't want to go back home. There wasn't much to do, you could either endure your twisted feelings in front of others or pretend like you were having fun while dancing.

"Dance." You murmured and he nodded leading you where everyone was dancing, if it could be called so. "Can I have more beer?"

"No more beer for you tonight." He shook his head and you pouted, you were getting your senses back which meant that it wasn't even that fun anymore. "At least pretend you're happy, would ya?" He grabbed your hand and made you do a small pirouette.

You giggled amused and shook your head. "You're a dork." You commented as you surrounded his neck with your arms and danced together a little.

He had his hands on your hips, his hands were squeezing your skin a bit, but for some reason, you didn't feel anything from it. If you thought about it, there was a time when you would shake and feel goosebumps under his touch, so how come you disliked it so much now?

The answer was obvious, Eren had that effect on you and the others didn't attract you one bit. But that wasn't right, that couldn't be the case. "Jean." You called him and he looked down at you, he was way taller than Eren. "Do you still like me?"

It was a little out of the blue, you were aware of it, but you weren't sober enough to think about the consequences. Your only concern was the fact that you were in love with a professor instead of a student.

He frowned confused and surprised. "Of course I do! What kind of question is this? I've been trying to get you back ever since you broke up with me." He explained and you pouted a little.

Did he though? You were pretty sure that just a week after your break up he was so angry with you that he blocked you everywhere and stopped inviting you wherever he hung out with your friends. You painted it as being petty, but you had to admit that it still bothered you even if you had never talked about it with him.

Well, now you had your answer, shouldn't you be happy about it? Somehow you didn't feel happy about it, you didn't feel anything. You wanted to slap yourself in the face, but in the end, you decided that you couldn't be sure of it unless you tried to take a step further.

So you grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him closer to you until your lips connected. You didn't want a small kiss, you didn't need that to help you. If you wanted to check your feelings once and for all, you had to recreate what had been on your mind the entire day.

You deepened the kiss, he was surprised at first and didn't know how to respond, but in the end, he blamed it on the alcohol and gave in. He pulled you closer by your waist while your hands went through his hair, but you couldn't really grip at it since it wasn't as long as Eren's.

His tongue brushed against yours, it was hot and sloppy but not enough, he wasn't kissing you like there wasn't a tomorrow, he wasn't desperately trying to taste you as Eren did. He was careful and painfully slow. One of his hands moved on your ass but, instead of turning you on, it felt awkward and uncomfortable.

Why? Why could you only think about Eren? The only way you could enjoy that kiss was if you imagined your history teacher holding you instead of your ex-boyfriend. Your heart wasn't fluttering, your stomach didn't hurt, your knees weren't shaking and your head was elsewhere.

In the end, you pulled away and stared at his face, he was blushing but it was barely visible because of the bad light. "Fuck." You whispered when the realization of what you had just done hit you. "I-I'm sorry." You stepped away.

"Wait." He tried to grab your wrist, but you snatched it away.

"I shouldn't have done that, I'm over you, I am." You said but your voice was cracking, others would've thought that you were lying, but in reality, you were just panicking because you had just confirmed everything you feared.

"Wait, where are you going, you're still drunk." He tried to follow you but you were fast enough to lose him in the crowd.

After that kiss, you were definitely sober, but at that point, you had a more pressing problem, you really did fall in love with Eren and you had to tell him and find a solution to that.

Once you were outside, you started to quickly walk towards Eren's house, if you remembered right he was not too far from there so it should've been fine to go alone. You grabbed your phone from your small purse and dialed Mikasa's phone number.

"Y/n, where are you?"

"Mikasa, I did something I shouldn't have, I kissed Jean but I don't even like him anymore. I'm freaking out right now and I need to take some fresh air." You lied, there wasn't much you could do about it, and you couldn't tell her where you were going in the middle of the night. "Don't worry about me, I'm fine, I'm with a friend."

"Who?" She asked panicking.

"Ehm- you don't know her, I just met her actually, she helped me earlier so don't worry, I just need to be alone and think." One thing was true, you had met a girl who had helped you out of the crowd, though you didn't even remember her face.

"Ok, do you want me to pick you up later?"

You gulped, you didn't even know if Eren was at home, let alone if he wanted to talk to you after the last time. "No, I'll probably sleep over or ask her to drive me back." If things didn't go as planned you could've called a taxi or an Uber, you always had some emergency money inside your phone cover.

You could hear her sigh. "I'm going home, text me later and let me know, please don't do anything reckless, Jean said you are drunk."

"Maybe I was, but now I'm sober and confused. I'll talk to you later, don't wait up for me." You ended the call and stopped. You were on the sidewalk and it was so dark that it sent shivers down your spine. You stared at your screen, Eren's contact right under your thumb, your heart was racing while you were trying to decide whether it was a good idea or not.

In the end you called him, the first time he didn't answer which made you anxious, but thankfully on the second ring he answered. "Hello?"

You took a deep breath. "Hi... sorry for bothering you at this hour." Your teeth were chattering because of the wind, you were dressed too lightly, your pants were tight but thin while your top left nothing to the imagination.

A jacket would've been amazing, why did you decide to put something so small in the first place? Oh, right, you wanted to live a little, but that came with a cost. "Wait... Y/n? What's going on?! It's like 1 in the morning."

You pouted a little, to tell or not to tell? "Well, ehm, I don't know how to tell you this but I might be close to your house and I wanted to know if I could come over or something?"

"What? Where are you? Did something happen?" He asked in a panicked way, you felt kind of guilty because of that.

"I was at a party and I... well, I want to tell you something and at the same time, I don't know, I just feel like seeing you again I guess." You mumbled feeling embarrassed. One thing was certain, if a girl had just turned you down and asked to come over the next day, you would've called her crazy.

"Are you ok? Do you want me to pick you up?"

"I think I'm close to your house so there's no need-"

"Send me your location, I'm coming right now." And with that, he ended the call, you looked at the screen with a small smile and watering eyes. He was really the nicest, wasn't he? And you? You felt like the worst person ever.

You sent him your location and sat on a random bench waiting for him. Meanwhile, you kept thinking about the whole situation, you were sure that Eren would've gotten mad or at least irritated by what you did, even if you were nothing, he had basically declared his feelings for you and you had decided to turn him down and make out with your ex.

God, you had to explain to Jean that you didn't mean it, you had to come up with a good excuse or blame it all on the alcohol one way or another.

You really were an asshole.

When Eren's car stopped in front of you, you quickly got in and tried to warm yourself. "Thank you." You whispered awkwardly as you put on your seatbelt.

He offered you a small smile and drove off. "Gosh you're freezing, here." He stopped at a red light and quickly grabbed a sweater from the backseat and gave it to you. "I always keep a change." He said while you dressed up.

"Thank you, again." You mumbled. "And I'm sorry for making you come here at this hour." You looked at him and felt guilty, he was wearing a pair of grey pajama pants and a random shirt with a colorful print on it.

He kept silent for a few minutes and then glanced at you. "So... did you have fun at the party?"

You pursed your lips and looked out the window. "Not really." You said casually. "The alcohol was good."

He frowned. "You're not 21 yet."

You forced a small smile. "Yeah, don't rat me out?" You joked and he chuckled. "I'm sure you were the same at my age."

"You make it sound like I'm an old man." He shook his head. "But yeah, I did have my share of fun but it didn't last long, I was focused on my studies and my teacher was very strict with me." He explained and you giggled, there was no doubt that Vice Principal Levi wasn't a joke. "So, what happened at this party? You're not the type to get easily stressed."

"Am I?" You raised an eyebrow not too sure about his opinion.

He smiled. "More or less."

You sighed. "Something did happen, but I'll tell you later." You decided to postpone that conversation since you weren't ready to tell him just yet. He nodded and didn't ask anything else, and so the ride was mostly silent and awkward.

Your hands were sweating against your pants, no matter how you looked at it, you felt terrible and a sense of heaviness was growing on your stomach.

Once you reached his apartment, you quickly sat on his couch and waited for him to bring some water. You had to mentally prepare for what you were going to say, at the moment you weren't even sure what exactly you wanted to tell him.

He walked into the living room with two cups of water and sat next to you. "So, do you feel better now?" His voice sounded so soft that it almost hurt.

You scoffed. "Yeah, I was alright even earlier you know."

"You looked scared."

"I was just cold." You lied and grabbed the cup taking a big sip of water. He just stared at you, waiting for you to finish your drink and then talk to him about everything that was going on in your head, because he was pretty sure that you had a lot of things in there. "I wanna start by saying that... I'm sorry." You said after taking a deep breath. "What I said to you yesterday, it wasn't fair, I was invalidating your feelings because I don't want you to get in trouble because of me."

He leaned against the couch, his green eyes didn't look as clear as you remembered them, but then again, you were tired and he was too since you had woken him up in the middle of the night. "I knew that already, you made it pretty clear."

You gulped and placed the cup down on the small coffee table. "I went to the party because I really wanted to forget what happened. I thought that maybe what I felt for you was nothing but a childish crush because, you know, you're a professor and stuff. Every girl in their life gets a crush on an older mature man, don't they?"

Eren frowned. "Seems oddly specific."

"I know, but I was so sure and I didn't want to give in. So I went to the stupid party and I got drunk and I... I kissed Jean." You admitted lowering your eyes on your shoes, you couldn't dare look at him since you didn't want to know what kind of expression he was making. What if he was angry? What if he didn't like you anymore? But he didn't say anything, the silence was killing you. "I know it sounds bad."

"It does, it sucks." He sighed, and you slowly raised your head and looked at his face, he seemed sad, his jaw was clenched but he was looking at you just as softly as before. "But we're nothing, so I understand, I mean you always sit together so I figured that maybe you had a thing for him." He shrugged.

It felt as if your conscience had been compromised once more. "No wait!" You grabbed his hand and he took a deep breath, you could see just how hard it was for him even tho you couldn't know how he was feeling. "It's not like that, I promise. I don't like Jean, we were in a relationship once but it ended for a reason and tonight I was so confused and lost that I ended up kissing him just to confirm my suspicions." You closed your eyes and tried to keep it together. "Eren, I like you, I do and for some reason I feel like I shouldn't."

He chuckled a little. "You think so? You've basically turned me down every time you had the chance to, you didn't even want my number at first, remember?" He asked and you giggled. "I get what you're saying, but at the same time I don't understand what you want from me."

"I don't know either. I just, I feel this connection between us and I can't help but want to be close to you! These days the only thing I could think of was the fact that I didn't have any excuse to see you because my assignments were done. I wanted to hear you smart talking about history facts, I wanted to pretend to be tired so that I could casually place my head on your shoulder, I wanted to receive a text from you asking me if I'm ok." You gulped and then offered a small smile. "But at the same time I'm scared, what will happen if we start something and people find out? You'll be marked for life as the teacher who had an affair with a student, that won't look good you know?"

He patted your head and then leaned towards you. "You are getting way ahead of yourself, you know that?" You nodded slowly. "Truth is, I want you and I don't want to give you up for my job because when I'm with you I feel like the luckiest person alive."

Your jaw almost dropped at his words, how could someone be this angelic? He was so different from all the boys you had ever met before, there was something about him that really screamed perfection. "You do?"

"Yes, and that's why I wanted to ask you to be my girlfriend." He said with a serious look, he stared at your eyes and you couldn't look away. "Or to go out together or whatever you youngsters say nowadays."

"Oh please." You shoved him playfully. "You're not old and yes, I would love to go out with you." You said with a small giggle. "Just keep it a secret, okay?" He opened his mouth to say something but you moved your hand on it to stop him. "I really want to make this work but we can't tell anyone or we'll both be fucked."

He grabbed your hand gently and then kissed your fingertips that were still pressed against his lips, you felt shivers down your spine. "Let's not get ahead of ourselves, I promise that this will remain between us and we'll make it work."

You nodded and he smiled. "Aren't you mad at me?"

"For turning me down the first time or for kissing your ex-boyfriend before I could ask you out?" He questioned and you looked away feeling guilty. "I am, but I can always cancel that kiss right?"

You frowned. "And how does that work?"

He chuckled and cupped your cheeks with his hands. "It's a very painful process, I don't know if you could go through that." He teased, his nose was touching yours.

"Oh no." You whispered. "But I'm a strong girl, I bet I can survive this."

He raised an eyebrow. "Are you sure?" His lips were basically brushing on top of yours, but they still had a few inches of space between them. "If you insist."

And just like that, you both crashed your lips against each other with such an intensity that it should've probably hurt you. Instead, you felt refreshed, it was as if you had never touched that alcohol in the first place, it was exactly what you had been looking for all day.

It was intense, it was rough and it was filled with your emotions, your heart was pounding inside your chest, your knees were weak and your face was probably burning up. You could feel his tongue inside your mouth which made you whimper a little, it was such an amazing feeling and you couldn't even begin to describe it.

His hands moved to your hips pulling you closer to him, you surrounded his neck with your arms and gripped at his hair after taking out the small bun he had made with a hair tie. He moaned when you pulled a little, you were both breathless and panting for air.

He then proceeded to leave sloppy kisses on your neck making you shiver and whimper wanting even more, it was so hot that you had to pull away from him for a moment and take off his sweater revealing the small top you had, he probably took that as an invitation because he quickly connected his lips to your chest and started kissing it fiercely, the only sounds that could be heard were his mouth smacking against your skin and your moans of pleasure.

Maybe you had been waiting for this ever since the first time you had started seeing him outside of school, you felt intoxicated by him and the tension that had been building up between the two of you. This was better than any alcohol you had ever tried, he was better than anything you had ever tried.

"Can I stay here for the night?" You whispered in his ear, it was probably a stupid question and at that point, it was obvious that you were going to stay with him.

He chuckled and got up from the couch before picking you up like a princess, a small scream left your lips as he started to walk towards another room. "What kind of question is that? Of course, I'm not letting you go." He joked and placed you on a soft mattress.

You looked around and realized that you were in his bedroom. It was a bit messy with some clothes on the floor and the bed wasn't made, but you could understand why since he was probably sleeping when you first called him. "Nice room." You giggled and he snorted. "What?"

"I would've cleaned if I had known you'd be here." He got on top of you and touched your nose with his one. "I don't want to push you into anything that you don't want to do, we can just sleep, I'll get some clothes you can change into." He muttered and then pecked at your lips.

You sighed and surrounded his neck with your arms. "Pushing me? You're joking, right? I came here by my own will and now I really want to be with you." You pulled him closer and kissed him once again.

This time it was slow and softer, he groaned in pleasure and you reached for his t-shirt before pulling up until he was out of it. You stopped to look at him and gulped, he was very fit, more than you could've ever imagined, but it just proved that he really was the perfect man.

He helped you out of that uncomfortable top and then took off both your pants. You surrounded his waist with your legs, the feeling of his erection against you turned you on almost immediately. You moaned loudly as he grabbed your breast under the bra with his big strong hands, he squeezed it tightly before pinching your hard nipple, it was satisfying, to say the least, but still not enough.

You needed more, you craved it so much that it hurt. You connected your lips to his neck and started kissing and sucking the base of it until you found his sweet spot, the one that made him way more sensitive and loud. So you focused there, sucking and biting until you left a big hickey.

You giggled at the view of the outcome, you had never been a big fan of hickeys but you had to admit that seeing it of him made you feel kind of proud and excited. "Are you having fun?" Only then did you realize that he had been staring at you the entire time, his soft eyes were melting into yours and you felt your heart beating so fast in your chest. "Now it's my time to have fun, don't you think?" He tapped your nose with his and you giggled, but your laughter quickly came to an end as soon as you felt his hand sliding inside your panties, your hot core started pulsing the instant his fingers started to play with your clit.

He flashed a smirk at your reaction which surprised you since you had never seen him acting cocky like that but it was rather refreshing compared to the composed man you knew. "You just got right to- fuck." You moaned as he penetrated you with one finger.

It had been a long time since you had been touched like that, maybe that was the reason why you felt so sensitive and turned on. "You're sucking me in." He whispered as he kept moving in and out of you, the pleasure you were receiving was so much that it made you close your shaky legs, squeezing your thighs to try to get even more. Eren placed his free hand on your cheek caressing it, meanwhile, he started to pump his fingers inside of you harder than before, as he found the right pace, you couldn't help but moan loudly. "I can't hear you, is this good enough?"

"Y-Ye- oh god." You arched your back feeling him putting pressure on your clit, it was as if he was trying to shut you up while also provoking you. "Eren, that-" but you couldn't even finish the sentence because of the intensity of his hand against your core.

"You liked that?" He pecked at your lips and repeated the same action, you shut your eyes closed and felt all your muscles suddenly shaking uncontrollably before tensing under his touch. "Oh?" He asked moving his fingers a few times before taking them out with a smirk on his face. "Did you just come?" He teased while you were trying to catch your breath.

Your chest was moving at an abnormal pace. "Maybe." You whispered opening your eyes to find him towering over you with his big shoulders.

He smiled at you, his eyes studying your face as if it were a work of art only he could understand. "Good girl." He muttered before kissing your nose.

You wrapped your legs around his waist making him groan a little, you could feel his erection twitching again you. "I want you to feel good too." You pressed your forehead against his one and licked your lips. "So Eren, please, fuck me."

His eyes widened but his smile showed you just how much he liked that idea. "You really want that, huh?" He pressed himself against you, but then he blocked out of the blue.

"What is it?" You asked confused.

He snorted. "I don't think I have any condom to use."

You giggled and cupped his face with your hands. "I take the pill, but I'm glad you asked." He raised an eyebrow and you could tell that he wasn't too sure about it, you guessed that he was probably worried about all the risks of not using a condom. "It's ok, really."

"Alright then." And with that, he kissed you, only this time it felt... better. It wasn't needed nor rough, but it felt affectionate. You felt sheltered and loved for the first time in forever.

His movements were a bit clumsy but you didn't mind, after all, you were quite nervous as well. Excited would've been the right word to describe everything that you were feeling, it was rather comforting knowing that he was so caring and sweet. His tongue brushed against yours so smoothly that you didn't even care if the kiss was getting sloppy, you sighed deeply against him and then suddenly felt the tip of his dick against your entrance making you whimper in surprise.

"I'm gonna go in, is that ok?" He asked, his breath tickling your cheek.

"Ok." You answered breathlessly and offered a small smile, his eyes widened for a small moment before connecting his lips to yours for a small peck. "What was that for?" You giggled caressing his cheek.

He melted under your touch. "You have the prettiest smile, did you know that?" He asked making you feel terribly shy, which was funny seeing the situation you were in, your smile was the last thing you had to think about but somehow it felt different, it was the most genuine compliment you had heard that night. "Here I go." He muttered and slowly started to penetrate you until he was fully in.

A loud moan escaped your lips, he looked at you worriedly not moving so that you could get used to his size. You felt so good just from one thrust, you wondered how you would make it through the night. "You can move." You said adjusting your position, you surrounded his neck with your arms while he started to move out and then right back in, thrusting deeper and deeper with every move.

"Fuck, you're so good." He whispered, his hand covering your breast and squeezing it harder with every thrust, you whimpered when he gripped at your thighs and helped you surround his waist with your legs. "Just like this." He instructed and lowered his body so that he could kiss you once again.

This time you felt his teeth nipping at your lower lip before biting into it making you cry, he chuckled and sped up his movements. Your legs were shaking, your toes curling at the overwhelming sensation, it felt so good yet unbearable. Your heart was beating so fast, your entire body felt like it was on fire and you didn't know how much you could take.

"Oh my fucking-" you arched your back, he hugged you tightly and deepened his thrusts, you could sense his dick so deep inside you that your walls started to clench around him.

He groaned. "You're taking me all in, such a good girl." He had his face hidden in the crook of your neck, but you could feel his lips brushing against your skin making you shiver. "Ugh, is it alright if I come inside?"

"Y-Yeah." You moved your hips to meet his ones, the only audible noises were your skin making contact with every move, your deep breaths, and your hearts beating. "I'm g-gonna-" you couldn't even finish the sentence because of the pleasure spreading through your body, your words dying inside your throat before you could speak.

Eren moaned loudly and thrust once more, this time you felt him coming, his hot sperm filling you up as you came, he did the same, his arms still wrapped around you in a desperate tentative to feel you even closer.

He leaned on top of you, your chests moving so quickly that it almost hurt. "You are amazing." He kissed your neck and you relaxed under his touch. "Stay here for tonight, ok? Just rest with me." He rolled on the side, you cuddled against his chest, and sighed.

"I'm not going anywhere." You reassured him before closing your eyes, he hugged you by your waist and left a tender kiss on your forehead. "Goodnight, Eren."

"Goodnight, beautiful."