"Ok Kid so this is how things will go follow me and listen carefully ok?"Rin says looking stearn completely in teacher mode,"this is going to affect your hole future Star."

I nod taking this seriously and put my hand in the pocket of my new long flowey skirt and brush my hand again all of ash's letters of him believing in me having them with me to give me strength.He believed in me so I would do my best.

"Ok"Rin says as we sit cross legged near the steam."You hear the water right?"

"Yes I can hear the water."I say.

"Good now we are going to sit here and ignore the call of the water."Rin says simply.

We sit there and time goes on five minutes then ten then twenty but then I hear it the sound the water makes calling me beckoning me wanting me to come play.I must have had the longing look on my face.

"Star no do not give in."She scolds.

Only seconds later the water comes out a little form the bank.

Rin sighs and flicks the water back,"Well I guess we are done for now then."

I look down"sorry Rin,"I mumble.

She waves me off out of teaching mode finally,"Its fine kid you did good for a first time it could have been better or worse."and with that she walked back to the house.

Later on

"What am I going to do aqua?I don't want to write to ash and tell him that I can't even ignore water for so much as a twenty minutes!"

Aqua mews and looks at me wide eyed and butts her head against me.

I sigh and pet the small kitten,"I know I should calm done and keep trying I have to do this!"

Authors note

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