You said you love me.
You said you miss me.
You said all the words I have dreamt of saying, but never did.

What should I do?
What should I say?
What were you hoping to get from those words?

Am I supposed to say it back?
Am I supposed to ignore you?
Or am I supposed to pretend I didn't care?

Every messages you sent,
Every messages you said,
Everything, I always ask why.
And you never ran out of reasons.

I feel like I'm not enough,
I feel like I'm not worthy,
Of everything you said and did for me.

I always thought everyone that came to my life were bound to leave,
And you proved me wrong.

Maybe it's me that has issues,
Maybe there is something wrong with me,
Maybe I strayed too deep into my own thoughts, that I got lost.

Or maybe this is your way of sending a message.
That maybe I'm worth all the risks and struggle.
Maybe I'm worth something.