(Screw the timeline, I'm going freestyle. What I mean is, the timeline is over for good. It's just a bit too much work. Especially since I'm going to be working on Musical Pain. I've also got school, so I'm going to have even less time. Just a little update of what's happening with the books.)

(Warning! Mentions of self harm, mental instability and suicide!)

(Ima not censoring so warning)

(Humanised AU)

(Ice Cube's PoV)

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why...

The mail just came in...

Got out of bed at all...

Let's see here...

The morning rain clouds up my window...

Regular tax shit and stuff...

And I can't see at all...

I sigh in slight happiness.

And even if I could it'll all be grey...

A letter from the one and only Bracelety.

Put your picture on my wall...

She's a bit of a super-fan.

It reminds me that's it's not so bad...

I took all the letters to the living room.

It's not so bad...

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why...

Sitting down, I opened the first of around 14 letters.

Got out of bed at all...

Plain old tax...

The morning rain clouds up my window...

Finally, that letter...

And I can't see at all...

If only I had the time to write back to her...

And even if I could it'll all be grey...

I opened it...

Put your picture on my wall...

And read it aloud in my head...

It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad...

It said...

Dear Icy
I wrote you but you still ain't calling
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
But anyways, fuck it, what's been up? Man how're your friends?
I'm pregnant too, my boyfriend's 'bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?
I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I've got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus to, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back
Just to chat, truly yours, this is Bracelety
Your biggest fan

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why...

Three months later...

(Bracelety's PoV)

Got out of bed at all...

I'm tired...

Waiting for a letter or call...

The morning rain clouds up my window...

Screw it, Ima write her another...

And I can't see at all...

I stumbled over to the desk, taking a pencil and paper...

And even if I could it'll all be grey...

I jotted down a platoon of words on it...

Put your picture on my wall...

My spitefulness bitting through more...

It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad...

Dear Icy
You still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside the show
You didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you
For 4 hours and you just said No
That's pretty shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more then I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like being lied to
Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I write you you'd write back
See I'm just like you in a way
I never knew my father neither
He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're sayin'  all along
So when I have a shitty day, I put recordings of them on
'Cause I don't really have shit else
So that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See, everything you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it
My boyfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7
But he don't know you like I know you Icy, no one does
He don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up
You gotta call me, man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours, Bracelety—P.S. We should be together too

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why...

(Third person PoV)

Got out of bed at all...

Two months later...

The morning rain clouds up my window...

"Officer?"

"Yes." He bluntly replied.

And I can't see at all...

"The car's been pulled out the river, both occupants dead."

And even if I could it'll all be grey...

"Anything else?"

Put your picture on my wall...

"Yes. A tape in the passenger seat."

"Play it."

It reminds me that it's not so bad...

The tape started producing the voice of a certain blue bracelet...

It's not so bad...

Dear Misses 'I'm too good to call or write my fans'...

This'll be the last package I ever send your ass...

It's been 6 months and still no word—I don't deserve it?

I know you got my last two letters...

I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect...

So this is my cassette I'm sendin' you, I hope you hear it...

I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway...

Hey Icy, I just drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?

You know that song by Phil Collins 'In The Air Of The Night'...

About that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drownin'...

But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?

That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning...

Now it's to late, I'm on a thousand downers now—I'm drowsy...

And all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call..

I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures of the wall...

I loved you, Icy, we coulda been together—think about it!

You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it...

And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it...

I hope your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me...

See Icy...

Shut up bitch! I'm trynin' to talk!

Hey Icy, that's my boyfriend screamin' in the trunk...

But I didn't slit his throat, I just tied him up—see I ain't like you...

'Cause if he suffocates he'll suffer more and then he'll die too...

Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now...

Oh shit, I forgot—how am I supposed to send this shit out?

CRASH!...

SPLASH!...

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why...

(Ice Cube's PoV)

Got out of bed at all...

Finally, I have time to write to her...

The morning rain clouds up my window...

The sheet of paper in front of me...

And I can't see at all...

The lead of the pencil...

And even if I could it'll all be grey...

The two starting to be combined...

Put your picture on my wall...

As I started writing...

It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad...

Dear Bracelety
I meant to write you sooner, but I've just been busy
You say that you're pregnant now, how far along you be?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
And here's an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on a Starter Cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must have missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clowning, dawg, come on, how fucked up is you?
You've got some issues Bracelety, I think you need some counselling
To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your boyfriend need each other
Or maybe you just need to treat him better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time
Before you hurt yourself, I think you'll be doing just fine if you relax a little
I'm glad that I inspire you but Bracelety
Why are you so mad? Try to understand that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some girl was drunk and drove her car off a bridge
And had her boyfriend in the trunk
And she was pregnant with his kid
And in the car they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to
Come to think about it, her name was
It was you

Horror radiated through me.

Damn...

(Around 1620 words holy cow)

(Song: Stan by Eminem and Dido)

(RIP Bracelety. First rap song oneshot, shees. Pen-cil22 signing out.)

Bonuses are also to much work, sorry :(