(Li Xian, Zhan's old friend, not very important role,
I just love this actor 😅)

(Song Ji Yang, he is just too pretty and suits this character, no hate i love him too ❤️ )

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Flashback, four years ago

Zhan entered the training room to meet the new candidates, very soon his stare froze on the tall,  lovely boy who was standing alone, looking very shy. Zhan couldn't help himself but walked to him and greet first

"Guess this is your first time joining competition no? You look very nervous"

"Yes you're right, i feel scared everyone around me are so confident" he smiled sweetly at Zhan, causing warm emotions in him "i'm Song Ji Yang, nice to meet you Mr"

"Xiao Zhan, you can call me just Zhan, we're going to meet quite often"

Zhan couldn't realize but this boy took big place in his heart very soon with his cute and innocent personality. He was always smiling, talking politely to everyone and very talented too. Ji Yang looked very beautiful and grateful while dancing, Zhan loved standing at the door and looking secretly when he was performing.

At that day, when Ji Yang won the competition and became chosen one, going to debut soon as idol, Zhan confessed to him and receiving consent he felt like happiest man in the world. Mostly they're meeting secretly cause their relationship maybe dangerous for Ji Yang's career and he was already quite famous and loved from many people. Zhan was doing absolutely everything to help and support him, the love was very strong he couldn't see and realize many things.
Until one day...

Zhan was sitting in the living room with Yan li, watching TV. He had made very serious decision, which was going to change his life

"Sis, i want to tell you something important"

"Sure gege i'm listening"

"I'm going to propose to Ji Yang tomorrow, it isn't long time we're together but i love him so much and want to live together forever"  Zhan took out the beautiful ring, with their names written on it

"Ok, you know i don't really like him but as long as you're happy brother i'll always support you" smiled Yanli and kissed Zhan's cheek, suddenly something got her attention

"Gege  isn't he..." Zhan looked at the tv and his eyes widened in surprise seeing Ji Yang snuggled with other man

"What the..."

"The beginner  but already very famous idol Song Ji Yang announced  leaving his current company and joined the other one, he doesn't mind paying compensation and plus that idol is in love relationship with the CEO of his new company"

"Gege" Yanli couldn't recognize his brother's face now, there was indescribable pain, anger, disappointment  written on it

"This can't be" Zhan covered his face and started sobbing desperately "how could he? How could he hurt me like that? Didn't he love me too Yanli? was everything fake, was everything lie? I can't breath, my heart hurts too much" Yanli hugged Zhan tightly, softly petting his back, there was no way to comfort Zhan now, she only could stay next to him, sharing his pain. 

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Present

"Long time no see gege" His smile was same as before, but Zhan already knew true colors of it

"Don't think you can call me that anymore, i'm Mr Xiao for you now" Zhan tighten his fist to held anger, eating him from inside

"Are you still upset? It's been more than three years already. Yes i was wrong but..."

"You just was wrong Ji Yang? With your lovely  smile, sweet words you made me to do anything for you, sometimes even giving up on my principles. You just used me to become famous and then left finding better conditions. Plus that cheating on me with my friend" Zhan couldn't stop, he wanted to let out everything kept in his heart  "i hated and hate you now too, don't know how did you  manage to come here but stay away from me as far as possible, i don't want to see that fake face of yours anymore"

"Zhan gege" sudden voice made both of them turn back, Yibo smiled at zhan unable to hide his happiness

"Sorry to disturb but i have something good to tell you"

"Not now Yibo, wait for me in cabinet" Zhan breathed out, trying to calm down

"But gege..."

"Just do what i told you, damn it"  Zhan yelled loudly, making scared Yibo to move back, feeling too hurt cause of Zhan's sudden rudeness Yibo lowered his head and left the room without saying anything

"Guess your taste is the same, cute innocent boys" smirked Ji Yang

"You never were the one, just very  good at playing" Zhan glared at him and followed Yibo

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Zhan sat in front of the Yibo and held his hand  "i'm sorry for yelling at you, it's just i was very  busy and... we have some problems"

"It's ok" Yibo quickly wiped his tears and tried to smile at Zhan "i wanted to share my happiness to you, the thing is... gege i joined the dance competition in your company and think they liked me, can you imagine? If everything goes well i'll be famous idol"

"Idol" Zhan let go of  Yibo and got up "you did that without telling me?"

"Isn't this nice surprise? Why do you..." Yibo couldn't understand why Zhan's face became angry suddenly

"I won't let you, leave this silly idea" Zhan's voice was too cold, it made Yibo feel hurt and upset

"Why do i have to? This was always my dream, and i'm going to fulfill it"

"Dream? You had never tell me about that"

"Cause you did never ask"

"Are you being sarcastic with me now?"  Zhan moved closer and roughly held Yibo's wrist "or wait, was that your plan too? From the beginning  you're going to use me too?"

"What are you talking about?"

"With that innocent face of yours, acting like little cute baby, you made me love you to reach your goal easily? sure now when you're my boyfriend, you hope i'll help and support you,  i'm such a  stupid for believing in you, in your love"

"Zhan"  Yibo couldn't believe he was listening these words from the man, he loved more than his own life, for who he waited more than two years. his face shook from strong pain "how can you doubt my love? After every sweet and lovely moments we had together, How can you think that i'm this fake, do you know how much you hurt me? maybe  loving you was  biggest mistake of my life, i don't know who wronged you before but you don't have right to blame me for everything"

"Get out from here, i want to be alone" Zhan said without even looking at him and turned back.

"i want you to explain, as your ... as someone who loves you don't i deserve to listen your reasons?" Yibo became desperate, begging nonstop

"i had enough already, i need no one next to me anymore" 

Yibo froze unable to move, was it over? Was Zhan leaving him? What about their love or just his love? Tears were sliding down on his pale cheeks, He moved shaking  hand, going to touch Zhan but did it matter anymore?

Hearing door slam voice, Zhan fell on the floor and started sobbing, hiding his face between palms "why it's happening again, why have i to suffer, why have i to lose you too Yibo"

I really hate this chapter 😓 but can't totally blame Zhan too, think Yibo just got there at wrong time 😭 ok don't forget to leave your angry comments 😅