He looked at me expectantly, I sighed and looked down at my lap now. I don't want to hurt him because he seems like such a sweet kind and caring guy, but I don't remember what our relationship was like before. Then again its not like it should matter, should it? I mean if I didn't feel the same way maybe there was a reason or maybe I was scared.

"Well, um.. How did, I mean." I quit stuttering and took a deep breath and started over. "What I am trying to say is, before I lost my memories how did I feel?" I couldn't look at him, this was a difficult conversation just because I don't remember.

"You never showed a romantic interest in me, we were always together as friends so I don't know if you saw me as a brother figure or just a friend. I honestly don't know, but I know you were always comfortable coming to me with any issues, I was always the one you chose when you needed a shoulder to cry on, and there were many nights that you snuck out of your place when your parents were fighting and you slept in my bed with me because I made you feel safe." I took in what he said and in my heart I knew what he said was true.

I do trust him and maybe I do see him as a brother but at the same time the bond we have makes us almost a perfect match to be a couple. I didn't know what to say so I just reached over and took his hand in mine. He looked up startled and I just smiled at him and gave his hand a reassuring smile.

We sat in silence hand in hand just watching the kids run around and play for a little while before I started yawning, feeling tired.

"Want to go back?" Clayton asked as he noticed me yawn.

"Yes please, as much as I am enjoying this i'm tired." he chuckles at me and pushes me back to the hospital. Once back inside he lifted me with ease onto the bed and helped me get comfortable.

"Thank you for staying and taking me out Clayton. I really do appreciate it." I smile at him as he blushed slightly.

"Any time, as long as it made you smile little bird. You always look better with a smile on your face." he gently brushed his finger tips against my cheek and I found myself leaning into his touch. My heart fluttered a bit at the gesture and how intimate of a touch it was.

"Will you come back tomorrow?" I found myself asking without thinking.

"Of course." he smiled at me as he reluctantly removed his hand from my face, I instantly felt the warmth leave my face and I felt empty. Maybe I did like him and just didn't want to admit it or something but I feel like he is someone special to me.

Not long after Clayton left did I find myself falling asleep and dreaming of something completely new, it was true love.

~~~~~DREAM~~~~~

I was laying in someone's arms, feeling at ease happy and content all at the same time. The warmth of the body laying naked beside mine warmed my body and soul.

"Trouble you are so perfect, some days I can't believe that I am your mate." the man kissed my hand and up my arm, onto my shoulder then attacked my neck. I could feel him leave me many love bites as he kissed his way around my neck.

"I love you so much." I could hear my voice respond but I wasn't the one talking, it was a weird sensation to feel everything but not be in control.

"I love you to trouble, I am sorry that I left you." the arms tightened around my waist as the man's pained voice made me sad.

"You tried your best, just remember I love you and I always will." I felt wetness hit my shoulders and I could hear the man sniffling. I didn't like him being in pain like this.

"How can I make your pain go away?" I found myself asking, well my dream self.

"Just live on and be happy trouble, I want you to be happy even if it isn't with me. Find someone to love as much as I would have loved you, and live your life to the fullest. Do what you want to do and just be happy." his voice cracked here and there telling me how difficult it was on him to say that.

"For you Beau, I will do that. I promise and no matter what I will never forget you." my voice said to the man, who then kissed my lips but my eyes closed so I couldn't see his face. I could feel his hands caressing my body and turning me on as my consciousness started to fade from this dream into another one.

In this dream I was holding the hand of someone while they drove a car, it was dark outside and the lights in the car didn't illuminate the mans face. He gave my hand a squeeze then spoke in a smooth voice.

"My love, you changed me in the short time we knew each other and I am so sorry for doing what I did. But I am not sorry for loving you. You became my everything in such a short time that I was scared of losing you. But alas, you ended up losing me, please don't blame your family or friends as they love you so much." the road ahead was pitch black, but the man didn't seem to mind as he kept looking my way once in a while.

"I loved you to, maybe not the same way that I loved my mate but I did truly love you." my voice again spoke out.

"Oh darling, I am sorry for what happened but please don't dwell on the past. Make a bright and happy future for your self. Find love again, follow your dreams, make a name for your self and further more have children." he pulls my hand up to his lips and gives my hand a kiss.

"Don't be sorry, it was not your fault. If anything you giving me your blood and sacrificing your self is what saved me. I love you Donovan and I owe you my life, do not blame your self and do not feel sorrow as nothing was done wrong." I could feel myself losing consciousness again as this man spoke one final time.

"I love you darling, please be happy and live a long and happy life, no matter what. Find love and follow your dreams. I want the best for you." I felt a squeeze as everything faded out and all I could hear was the beeping of the hospital machines before a dreamless sleep took over and I felt at peace with everything, I may not have my memories back but after those two dreams I felt as if everything was going to workout and I didn't need to worry any more.

With the thoughts of a happy future I fell into a dreamless slumber.

**** Okay so that is the final chapter. If I feel like adding more later on I might but I feel this is a good place to stop!! It gives you the opportunity to imagine if she ended up with Clayton or not, if she ever regained her memories, and if she lived happily ever after. I don't really plan to do a second book but at the same time it does leave off for one if I decide to later on. Right now I have a lot of different ideas and A LOT of stories in draft form so I am going to focus on them for now. Please if you have any questions or concerns or just want to offer any criticism please feel free to comment or message me!! Please VOTE for my stories!!! ****