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Heiro Nicolai Sullivan
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Nicholas
heiro

Heiro
why messanging me in the middle of the night?

Heiro
i also heard you've been avoiding ameri since morning

Nicholas
i think i need help

Heiro
help, saan?

Nicholas
i think
i'm falling for her

Nicholas
no

Nicholas
i think i like her

Nicholas
i get nervous when she's beside
i can feel my face burns up when she smiles
or laughs
or talks
or even just standing there
my beats faster when she calls my name
when she waves her hands at me
when she messages me
i can feel all of those when she's just there, existing

Nicholas
i wanna slap myself right now
i can't like ameri

Heiro
who says?

Nicholas
YOU
what the fuck
YOU said i CAN'T

Heiro
I SAID, YOU CAN BUT KEEP IN MIND THAT SHE LOOKS LIKE LUNA AND YOUR MIND MIGHT PROCESS LUNA INSTEAD OF HER

Heiro
DUMBASS

Nicholas
ba't ka galit

Heiro
aviona didn't congratulate me when we defended our thesis. she ignored me.
BUT ANYWAYS
your problem again?

Nicholas
i like ameri
im afraid i'll hurt her in the future (just like what you said)

Nicholas
wait, do i really like ameri?
or i'm just liking her because she looks like luna?
what do you think, heiro?
please, help me

Nicholas
hindi ko kinaya ang hindi ko pagpansin sa kanya kanina
she's not even messaging me right now
i want to talk to her again

Heiro
close your eyes

Nicholas
huh?

Heiro
i'll call you
close your eyes
and imagine the things i will tell you

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