It was the first full moon that I could be free. Free for people to see my eyes purple all the time,  without having control over them. The first time that I didn't have to wake up before the moon shone in the night sky.

I felt different this time.

Before,  I would just be the same. The only thing different,  was the colour of my eyes during the full moon. But now,  I felt more alive. Which I suppose was pretty contradictory,  considering most thought we were dead. Almost dead,  but not fully.

As I laid in my bed,  I could feel the adrenaline rushing through my veins,  making me want to run. To run through the trees,  for miles constantly. I knew I couldn't,  not out in the trees anyway.

I turned over in my bed,  expecting to find Namjoon laying next to me. But,  the bed was empty. I couldn't help but feel cold without Namjoon next to me. Even though I had spent 180 years without sharing a bed,  I'd gotten used to it. Having his arms wrapped around me as I slept,  or at least tried to. His warm breath against my skin as he slept.

Sealing a bond wasn't something to be taken lightly. Having a bond in the first place was strong enough,  forcing two people together and making them fall for eachother. But sealing it meant that there was no way of breaking away from eachother, not without causing extreme pain to both people involved.

I'd always wondered why we had a bond. It's not like humans did,  I mean they fell in love,  but I don't know if it was as strong as a bond. But then again,  maybe it was there own form of bonding, that they had some sort of decision over. Maybe not. I would like to think that maybe it was the same. Humans always spoke of heartbreak,  but I don't think it was as strong and painful. Separating vampires who have bonded,  can result in death. Only those whose bonds were the strongest resulted in death.

I'm scared that maybe one day. One day soon,  something would happen. Nothing was certain, but right now,  things were even more uncertain and that scared me. I didn't like to feel scared,  all my life I was expected to be scared of people finding out about me. But now they knew,  that wasn't what I was scared of anymore. I'm not entirely sure what I am scared of,  but I know that I just am.

I threw the covers off of me revealing my bare legs. I walked over to the mirror to make sure my hair didn't look too crazy. Staring at my eyes,  I smiled. The bright purple glowed from them,  brightly. Brighter than usual. I smiled at my reflection slightly before moving my hair over to one side and placing it behind my ear. I was wearing shorts and a t-shirt; I don't think people will particularly care what I look like.

I walked over to the side of the door and put on a pair of plain black trainers before leaving my room. I didn't know where to go first,  so I decided that the best place to go was down to the gym. I wasn't sure what time it was,  but at least one of the boys were bound to be down there.

As I ran down the stairs and out of the main building,  towards the sports area,  I recieved strange stares,  but I didn't care. I just wanted to run, and run,  and run,  until I couldn't run any longer. But I thought I'd but my energy into something more productive,  like looking for Namjoon.

Whilst running from one building to another,  I stared up into the sky and admired the giant full moon shining down onto the ground. I noticed the stars shine brightly,  glistening in the dark night time sky. I bowed down slightly to the sky as I stopped for a moment to look at it. I remembered what my mother had said to me in the letter she left before she died,  saying how she would be up in the sky amongst the stars along with my father. I believed her,  I wanted to think that they were up there looking down on me.

I stopped staring and smiled, then began to run again. I really must have been awake early,  there was very little people around and even then,  they didn't look very awake. I noticed the lights were off inside the sports building,  but the doors were open.

I walked down the dark hallways,  it was a good job I could see well in the dark. I tried to listen out for any sounds or signs of someone talking. But I couldn't hear anything,  no sound of whispering or movement. Someone had to be in here though,  I just knew it. Like I could sense someone.

As I continued down the hallway,  I noticed the dim lights appearing from the room that I had boxed in yesterday. Creeping slowly towards it,  I could hear the sounds of two males talking quietly inside of it. I decided to get closer to the door.

As I began to lean against the door,  in hope to listen to what they were talking about. I felt the door suddenly give way,  leaving me fallen on the floor. Awkwardly,  I looked up,  to see J-hope and Yoongi staring down at me. Yoongi instantly burst out laughing, J-hope looked shocked above all else.

"What were you doing?" Yoongi asked,  as he calmed himself down from all the laughter. J-hope still looked shocked,  but couldn't help but let a smile break through,  along with a laugh as the watched me laying on the floor.

"The lights were off in the building apart from in here so I wanted to know what was happening,  but instead I... Well you know" I explained,  trying to get up off of the floor.

J-hope offered his hand out to me, and pulled me up to him. I brushed down my t-shirt and legs,  remembering that I was still in my pj's. Yoongi and  J-hope looked at me,  confused at what I was wearing.

"Are you in your pyjamas?" J-hope asked and chuckled lightly at me. I looked down at my grey pj shorts and oversized band t-shirt. I didn't think I looked that bad.

"Yes,  is there a problem with that?" I asked and raised an eyebrow at them as I placed my hand on my hip.

"No... But why are you out looking around in a desserted building,  in your pyjamas,  during the full moon?" he asked and raised his eyebrows at me. The way he had put it,  really made me question what I was doing.

"Well I woke up early and wanted to find Namjoon,  since he wasn't there when I woke up" I admitted and grabbed ahold of my arm, and looked over to Yoongi and J-hope. Yoongi looked sympathetically at me,  whilst J-hope looked away in thought.

"What is it?" I asked,  as I looked at him confusingly.

"Why wouldn't he be there? He's never been one to get up early for much" J-hope commented and looked at me. Yoongi looked between the two of us and then moved over to me.

"Is that bad?" Yoongi asked,  it sounded somewhat bad by the way
J-hope spoke. I hadn't thought about that,  but then again,  J-hope had known him for a long time.

"No,  it's just unusual. Plus,  he always wants to be with you whenever he can" he said and smiled slightly. I couldn't help but smile as he spoke of Namjoon wanting to be with me whenever he can.

It made me think back to when we first arrived here,  during the week I was recovering and rarely left my bed. He was always coming back to our room when he could,  making sure I was okay and comforting me when I needed it. I think during that week,  my feelings for him grew more than ever.

"Wouldn't he be working?" Yoongi asked and threw his arm over my shoulders, and looked between me and J-hope once again.

"I doubt he would be working,  he doesn't start until 11pm" I commented and shrugged,  I'm sure he was just walking around or something. Atleast I hoped he was.

"Do you want us to help you find him?" Yoongi asked,  I nodded instantly. It was cute that he was talking for the both of them. I have a feeling I had interrupted something when I fell into the door.

"Come on then" Yoongi said,  his arm was still wrapped my shoulders. He grabbed ahold of J-hopes arm and pulled him along with us. I could tell they had bonded by now,  it was blatantly obvious.

"So did this happen this morning?" I asked cheerfully as we walked out of the room. J-hope stopped as I spoke and looked at me.

"How did you know?" he asked and looked at me intensely,  it wasn't a mean look,  more of an intrigued stare.

"Because I have eyes and ears that notice things" I said and rolled my eyes. To be fair,  since Yoongi had told me,  I had noticed their interactions and it made it fairly obvious. If I hadn't been so distracted by other things recently, I'd have been able to notice it much faster.

"And because I told her" Yoongi admitted and shrugged and started walking forwards again.

"That's good. I told Jungkook and Namjoon" J-hope admitted,  I suddenly turned and looked at J-hope. He must have told them whilst I was with Yoongi.

As we started to walk through the corridor,  I noticed the lights had been turned on inside the gym. I looked over to Yoongi who had clearly noticed it too and furrowed his eyebrows together as he looked towards the lights coming off of the room. We all walked towards the room. Yoongi pushed me behind him and J-hope moved in front of me too,  I don't know why they were acting all protective,  I mean I don't understand,  it was probably just someone wanting to get an early session in.

"Jin" Yoongi shouted in a relieved tone,  moving forward so I could move inside of the room too. I saw Jin sat on one of the weight machines with his earphones in. He smiled once he heard us and removed the earphones.

"Why are you here?" Jin asked,  still sitting on the machine. He was looking at my eyes and then what I was wearing. I think they were used to seeing my eyes turning purple,  although they were going to be like it the whole night.

"Looking for Namjoon" I said and blew a piece of hair away from my face.

"I think I saw him walking towards to school building" he commented,  I instantly created a confused expression. Why would he be going to the school building? Even I don't go there.

"Are you sure it was him?" I asked,  it seemed really strange for him to be going there.

"I think so,  it looked like him" Jin replied and stood up.

As Jin began to walk forward,  towards us. He suddenly began to fall down,  twisting his ankle. I watched in slow motion as he landed onto the floor. I saw his ankle twist around and heard a loud crack on his way down.

"Jin!" I shouted and ran straight over to him. I knew first aid,  well at least basic first aid. Mum had taught me when I was younger,  she mingled with everything.

"Oh my God,  are you okay? How much pain are you in?" I asked, panicked over the look of pain he was in. You could see he was holding in the pain,  only letting out a few groans as he squeezed his eyes shut.

"Don't touch him,  we don't know how bad he's fractured his leg" Yoongi said,  he was much better with these situations than I was.

"Fuck" Jin groaned and threw his head back down onto the floor. Not too hard,  or else that would be another medical problem. I was shocked at hearing Jin swear,  but then again,  that just proved how much pain he was in.

Suddenly I moved closer to Jin and looked over his leg. I don't know why,  but I felt the need to touch his leg. To place my hands on it. I didn't want to hurt him,  incase something went wrong and caused him more pain. But I felt that,  that is what I needed to do.

"Move out the way" I said to Yoongi,  he looked at me confusingly,  but moved away. I looked over to Jin who still had his eyes squeezed closed as he laid in pain.

"Jinnie,  I'm going to try something. I don't know if it will work,  so I don't want to put you in too much pain" I said,  I used the old nickname I had for him when I was younger,  in an attempt to calm him down and put some sort trust in me.

He looked up at me, I smiled reassuringly towards him. He looked at my purple eyes and nodded slightly before laying his head down. He held his hand out for Yoongi to take and began to squeeze it.

I took a deep breath in and looked away from Jin and down at his leg. I quickly glanced back over to him again before gently moving my hands down onto his legs. I took hold of his lower leg and instantly began to feel warmth from his leg,  alongside a growing feeling of tingling coming through. I looked over to Yoongi who was staring at me with his eyes wide,  along with J-hope. Jin let out a loud noise of pain as the tingling and warmth grew. I could feel myself loosing energy as I continued to hold onto his leg.

Once the tingling sensation dispersed,  I let go and flopped back down onto the floor. I felt exhausted from what had just happened,  I'm not entirely sure if I had helped. For all I knew I'd pulled a Harry Potter stunt and just managed to get rid of the bone all together.

"Alexa" I heard Jin say,  I opened my eyes and pulled myself up off of the ground and into a seated position. I looked over at Jin who was sat up and moving his leg around with ease. My eyes widened as I watched him stand up.

"Alexa,  how did you do that?" Jin asked in amazement. I signalled for Yoongi to come over and help me up,  he instantly moved over to me,  and practically lifted me up. I'd seemed to lose all my strength.

"I don't know,  I just felt like I should do something and that is what happened" I admitted and leaned onto Yoongi who supported me.

"So you've never done that before?" Yoongi asked,  he seemed suspicious of me. I don't blame him though,  it was the first time he'd seen me do anything similar to this. Namjoon on the other hand,  had seem me create the barrier for us.

"That,  no" I said and looked at them. Jin walked over to me and squatted down in front of me. I looked at him confused as he turned around back to me.

"Get on" he commented and waited for me to get on his back.

"What about your leg?" I said as I began to go onto his leg,  conscious that his leg may not be all that good.

"It's fine now,  I don't know what kind of healing magic you have,  but it worked" Jin laughed, and stood back up.

"Alexa, can you do anything else like that?" Jin asked,  as we began to walk out of the gym. Yoongi and J-hope walked by the side of us,  nattering quietly amongst themselves.

"I have done one thing before,  but I didn't realise I could do it either" I admitted,  there was no point in hiding it,  because it wasn't necessarily a bad thing to be able to do.

"What was it?" he asked,  we were outside now,  in the cool air. I could see my reflection in the closed windows,  my eyes blazing purple. I smiled slightly. I didn't exactly want to tell them how we got into the situation of finding out the barrier.

"I can produce a barrier against unwanted people. Don't bother asking how I found out,  but that's all I know so far" I responded,  I could feel my energy regaining as we moved. The cool breeze against my skin always helped.

"Most Queens are able to have 3-5 abilities" Jin commented, and I nodded.

"You would know" Yoongi commented and I laughed. Of course Jin would know,  his job was to know things and to teach and inform others.

"Where are we going?" I asked,  we'd past the school,  and were heading towards the main building. I'm pretty sure Jin had said that Namjoon was last seen heading towards there.

"To the library" Jin replied,  and continued to walk towards the building.

"But--" I began to question,  but I was interupted.

"I know where he is,  I've been seeing what he's been doing for the past few days" Jin sighed. I moved my head down towards his neck to look at him questionably.

"What has he been doing?" I asked,  this seemed suspicious.

"You'll find out,  I'm not even entirely sure myself" Jin commented as we walked into the main building. I still felt pretty tired,  so I continued to stay on his back as we moved towards the library.

As we moved closer to the library, I became increasingly weary of what was going on. It can't be bad considering if it was,  I'm pretty sure Jin wouldn't let it carry on. Not without me being aware or one of the others.

Once we opened the doors to the library,  I couldn't see anyone around. To be fair,  I had forgotten how early it was,  only around 8pm. I could only hear the light sounds of people talking further away. As we continued to move,  I could see multiple people moving around and talking to eachother in a corner.

Namjoon,  Taehyung, Mum and George were all stood around talking amongst eachother as Jimin and Jungkook were stood talking over away from the others. Namjoon was the first to notice me and looked confused to why I was on Jin's back,  but smiled at me nevertheless.

"What is going on?" I asked,  and everyone turned around to stare at me.

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