"I know you're there,  Alexa" He said loudly for me to hear and turned his head to my direction with a smirk again.

Why couldn't he have just ignored the fact I was here? I was perfectly fine behind this tree. I realise I probably shouldn't hide behind trees anymore,  it clearly doesn't work well for me.

"Don't call me that" I said angrily,  still stood by the tree,  not wanting to come closer to him. I didn't know what he wanted or whether he wanted anything in general.

"You don't want me to call you by your name?" he laughed and leant his head back against the tree as he sighed after the laugh began to end.

"I don't exactly want you to talk to me in any way" I stated and came out from the tree slightly and crossed my arms in an attempt to look bigger.

"Yet you followed me here?" he commented with a smirk and turned his head to my direction. I couldn't disagree with him on that one. Honestly it's not my fault I followed him,  it wasn't exactly a conscious decision of mine.

"You shouldn't be around here" I said and walked a little bit closer so that I could see him better. I didn't want to be too close,  I still was hidden in the shadows more than he was.

"You didn't seem to have a problem last time I was here" he smirked again and began to stand up, brushing the dirt from from his trousers.

"That was before I knew who you were" I spat,  it came out more aggressive than I wanted it to be. But honestly,  he deserved it.

His smirk disappeared,  he looked down to the ground and scratched his chin before looking back up at me with a serious look. He began to walk over to me in my direction,  at a fairly slow pace. I didn't move from where I was stood as I watched him walk towards me,  closing the space between us.

"I didn't mean to act so rude to you yesterday" he said quietly and looked down at the floor,  before looking back at me,  meeting my gaze.

"Of course you didn't" I said sarcasticly and rolled my eyes before pushing past him and walking over to the stream. I stood there and looked up at the stars, I squeezed my eyes shut as I questioned what the hell I was doing here.

"Was that guy next to you your boyfriend?" He asked as he stood next to me and looked up at the stars as well. I was taken a back by his question,  I hadn't even thought it looked that way,  I had forgotten that I held Yoongi's hand the whole way through our interaction at the canteen.

"Even if he was,  why should it matter to you?" I asked,  still not wanting to look at him at all.

"It doesn't, I was just wondering since you were holding hands" he said quietly and let out a slight sigh. I looked in his direction,  not really looking at him,  but looking enough to see the small cloud of vapour escape his lips along with his sigh.

"I was holding his hand so that he didn't kill anyone since your group killed both his parents" I said quietly,  as I looked into the sky,  imagining that Yoongi's parents were probably up there somewhere looking down on him and looking after him.

"What?" Namjoon said in shock, realising what I had said.

"His parents are dead thanks to your father" I fully turned to face him,  I could feel my eyes burning from the tears of the memories of the last attack.

As soon as my mum heard of a attack,  she made me hide out in the woods for two days straight. She couldn't risk me being harmed. Although the fight was 20 years ago,  the scars were still fresh and the memories still hadn't faded. Although I didn't see what happened first hand,  I saw the after math and that was enough.

Instead of saying anything,  Namjoon sat down on the floor again and started picking the grass on the floor. He mumbled something but I couldn't hear what he said.

"What did you say?" I asked and sat down next to him. I pulled my legs up to my chest and wrapped my arms around them as I leant my head on my knees as I looked towards Namjoon,  still picking at the grass.

"I'm not like them" he just said and looked towards me. I blinked my eyes shut, letting a couple of tears fall down my cheeks. Namjoon noticed,  his hand instantly came up to my cheek to wipe away the tears. I flinched away though and wiped them away myself.

"I swear I'm not like them" he said again and lowered his head.

"How can I believe that after how you acted yesterday?" I said and sniffed. I looked up to wipe away my tears so that I didn't look so weak at this moment.

"I had to act like that. Plus I didn't know it was you with the sunglasses on" He responded,  he let out a light chuckle,  but stopped straight away, realising that it probably wasn't a good moment to laugh.

"Why would you have to act like that?" I said and looked at him. He let out a slight laugh that showed his dimples and looked up. He stretched his neck,  emphasising his Adams apple and the rest of the structures in his neck.

"You know what my father is like? If I acted anything other like a version of him I'd be chucked out" he laughed and looked at me. I could see the pain in his eyes as he thought about his father.

"Why?" I said as I looked into his eyes,  they were still so beautiful even though the pain behind then shon through.

"I'm not like the rest of them there. I don't enjoy killing people,  I don't enjoy acting as if I am better than everyone. It's not who I am" he admitted. I could tell he was being serious,  he wasn't acting, he was being honest and true.

"How many have you killed?" I asked,  I was curious to see how much he was a like to his rumours.

"Enough to be known as a mass murderer" he said and began to create a sad laugh as he looked into my eyes. My heart sunk at his confession, I didn't know how to feel.

"You were going to kill someone the night we met weren't you?" I asked and lifted my head from my knees so that I could look at him better.

"Yes,  but I didn't." he responded.

"But your friends killed an innocent person" I commented and bit my lip.

"He wasn't innocent,  they wouldn't kill anyone who's innocent" he defended and turned his whole body around to face me.

"What do you mean he wasn't innocent?" I asked and turned my body towards him so that we could look at eachother comfortably. His face was calm,  atleast it looked like it now, I knew it wasn't always like that. I'd seen it before.

"It doesn't matter, I don't want to keep talking about it. Another time?" he said and smiled,  his face was bright. The moon light brightened his face.

"Who says their will be another time?" I asked and smiled slightly. He smiled back and lowered his head once again before bringing his hate back up with a smirk.

"Your choice" he responded. I couldn't help but let my smile grow bigger. I know what I'm doing was wrong and I shouldn't even be talking to someone from Quarter Moon,  let alone the son of their leader. I shouldn't even be enjoying being around him either.

"Tell me about yourself" he said quietly,  looking deep into my eyes. His eyes travelled down from my eyes down my face.

"Why should I tell you?" I asked and scrunched my face up to tease him.

"Because deep down you want to" He said and winked playfully.

"Fine,  what do you want to know?" I asked,  I shouldn't tell him anything about myself. Deep down I knew this was wrong,  I knew everything that I was about to do was wrong. But something told me to carry on,  to see what would happen. To risk everything just to get to know this man.

"What is your favourite colour?" he asked straight away,  I laughed slightly at the innocence of the question.

"I wear a lot of black,  but honestly I secretly like blue and purple,  especially together" I said a giggled slightly.

"How old are you?"

"180"

"Have you ever drank human blood?"

"Yes,  but it's not fresh and it's not taken from killing anyone"

"Why did you go into the woods the night we first met?" he looked more serious as he asked this question.

"Didn't I already answer this question?" I asked and scrunched my eyebrows together.

"Yes,  but I want you to be honest" he said. I was confused by this,  but I answered anyway.

"Have you ever had that feeling,  you know deep in your guts that tell you to do something even when you know you shouldn't? I had that and just started running into the woods" I said and laughed over how stupid I probably sounded.

"I know the feeling" he said quietly and smiled,  before looking up into the stars. We fell into a comfortable silence as we both looked up into the sky.

"You know I've been alive for 220 years,  and I still don't think I've ever seen such a beautiful sight" he spoke softly. I smiled as I continued to look up at the sky,  I couldn't not agree with what he was saying. I looked down to see him looking at him,  he smiled when he noticed I had noticed him.

"Why don't you just leave?" I asked, this caught his attention as he seemed to waken up more by this question than what we was like before. 

"Leave what?" he asked confusingly.

"Quarter Moon" I said softly, not knowing whether this would be a touchy subject or not. He sighed and decided to turn his body around again towards the stream and slowly laid back down onto the floor.

"I can't" he just said,  I decided to just leave it at that and join him laying on the floor.

"You know I should really be with my friends and brother right now,  but instead I'm laying with you. Someone that I really shouldn't be" I laughed and laid my hands over my stomach.

"Won't someone be looking for you?" he asked and turned his head to me.

"I don't know,  probably. To be honest I think I'm too far gone as it is to be bothered" I said and carried on looking up at the stars.

"This has turned into a weird night,  I was pretty sure that you were going to attack me at the start" he laughed and leant on his side looking down at me.

"I would have" I said and looked over to him.

We laid together looking up for ages,  people probably thought I was missing by this point. I felt calm laying here though. I saw that the sky was beginning to become lighter, showing that the sun was starting to rise. I sighed,  knowing that I was going to have to move.

"What?" he asked after hearing me sigh.

"I need to go,  the sun is starting to rise" I said quietly.

I was about to get up when I saw Namjoons faced over mine. He looked down at me into my eyes. He didn't move from above me,  his eyes trailed down from my eyes to my lips. My eyes done the same, as much as I loved looking into his deep brown eyes,  I couldn't help to lower my eyes to his lips,  they were practically perfect. They were thick but not too thick,  plump was a good way of putting it. I bit my lip as I looked at him.

I looked back into his eyes again,  a feeling shot up through my stomach. It was indescribable. It felt like butterflies were flying all around my insides,  along with fireworks going off. It was more than that though. I don't know how I could ever begin to explain what the feeling was like,  but I couldn't get enough of it.

I could see in his eyes that he could feel the same as me as he smiled,  his eyes were bright and smiled too. His eyes turned that smokey grey colour once again,  he didn't try to get rid of the change this time. Instead he lowered his head and brushed his lips lightly against mine. I hated the teasing,  I lifted my head up to connect my lips with his. The feeling I had before exploded again,  more intense this time. I felt my hand wrap around the back of his neck as I pulled his head into me more,  deepening the kiss.

Namjoon was the one who broke away first. I felt like I had been torn away from the most amazing feeling I'd ever felt before. I looked into his eyes,  they were still grey,  he closed them,  changing them back to the deep brown eyes he normally had. I began to realise what had just happened and I sat up instantly, getting ready to run.

Namjoon grabbed a hold of my wrist and stopped me from moving any further.

"You can't just leave me,  not after that" he said,  looking heartbroken almost at the thought of me leaving.

"That should not have happened" I said as my eyes widened. This was so wrong but it felt so right.

"It was going to happen sooner or later,  you and I both know that" he said in frustration.

"I know! Do you not think that I know that? But--" I said,  I couldn't get my words out of my mouth, my head was a mess.

"You can't ignore the bond" he said quietly and let go of my wrist. He walked closer to me and moved a piece of hair out of my face and placed it behind my ear.

"What now? This shouldn't have happened between us" I said quietly,  lowering my head. I could feel my ears tearing up for the second time tonight. He placed his hand underneath my chin and lifter my head up to look back at him.

"I know,  but we'll have to figure this out" he smiled slightly,  I could see he was forcing the smile threw his concerned facial expressions.

I hope so.