Sickened –

random appearances bear crippling wisdom,

brushed colors walls washed down 'till grey prisms,

stab throat of sham standing tall over my inner kingdom,

Could the swilling waters suck these frailties down clouding holes' ransom?

Skim edges just enough to leave emotions abandon;

Give my heart anything worth remembering,

such regretted memories you've become,

variant climatic moods swoon pestering,

wasn't I.... who never showed attention,

shriven fables manage folds of strung festering,

cursing stoned walls echoing bitter decisions –

letting firmness stain mind of thought....

mimic trivial gestures caught....

our once fanatical bond lies in some ditch of rot.