Taught of early stage –

Careful to fully open sanctity of ones' own private cage;

Eyes trained never to release,

no good comes from showing emotional leaks....

no awestruck direction to which they could lead,

Though –

To fill caving floors by heavy down pours,

would shake a bit of the weight traversing core;

Confused as to how I've gotten forced into a revolving door,

dismiss my heart: when chewed through soul, with pleasurable escort –

Blind the horrific insecurities refusing me to go,

times: doubt walking silently by would break the entangled hold.

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