Pleasant effervescence lacks entry,

Keep silence those hideous memories,

for worse, they are mine to repeat,

burn through skin, admission for recovery;

Seasons fail to revive,

extract they don't, faults that are in no way mine;

Greying clouds lure my forgiveness,

rain hugs anyhow the sickness;

Grown warped, and attached,

if left now, weep of collapse;

Overhear grave rhymes,

leaving trails to which I fail to climb;

None consider you should pay,

yet, I am the one still reliving the rapes;

Hollow out those dreadful fossils from mind,

tell not where to find;

Evil encircles the weak,

feasible targets as me, to seek;

Beg goodbyes are delivered upon the illness,

consume with intent, and quickness.