Voice doesn't carry sound as spiritedly anymore,

course mind has lacked portraying assertiveness as recalled before;

These walls detail variated shades of rubies stained spills,

wish-washy emotions tend to battle each one or another to stay

– Still,

Don't apprehend what mood shall rise to be victorious today:

blue skies of rainbows sprayed,

Or yet, one more dirty storm cast colored array;

Would thy help to make it change?

Apologies: mine heart didn't come with a form label warning,

thousand wishes to eliminate emotional scars scrapped out for sorting,

But, suppose that's how one gets to learning;

Though –

something 'bout who I was changed when hazel swooped mine,

arms carry such an effort for own troubles laying benign,

not a fault that you carry for tears I reserve for deep cathecting time.