Desperate escape from this despair,

convince inner psyche there's no reasoning for scared –

No easy task one can take upon hand and never bleed from nightmares....

Strange how life has mocking hilarity,

leaves a bit of bitterness upon tongue,

moody carousel never pausing for clarity,

time glazes over again on my careening drum....

Swear heart, you don't take into account unsubtle warnings,

I couldn't be any more serious with temperament swarming –

Stars don't hold well within cramped fingers,

still, doesn't impose effort willing to take,

easy to forget strength never is gained through a mere winter,

hard to push self- destructions amongst the carnage others make –

But.... Its no-one's fault.... certainly, not from you,

listen to what has to be said within.... it will see upon tomorrow breaks through.