Your heart thumps fast as the day that you have been waiting for all your life has coming. How you wish that TOP will make on the first place to meet you but his job is way too important. Maybe he could show up after this you thought.

You walking alone as way its too crowd at there and still didn’t find any one of your friend and end up meeting Cap that still talking with Chunji. You wave at him making he smile and call you. You slowly walk towards him and he pat your shoulders.

“Don’t be too nervous” 
“I’m not the one who being nervous here, you are” You laugh the way he react. 
“He just like a little girl, I’m depressed.” Chunji stop himself getting frustrated from CAP behaviour 
“It’s okay, we’re going to end it soon anyway” You pat Cap shoulders making he turn to you 
“Oh where’s Seunghoon? He’s not come yet?” Cap look around 
“And, where is other guys? Team B, and BAP and Winner?” Chunji look around too 
“Winner maybe can’t make it today since they have a schedule, BAP I don’t know, where could they be, Team B probably had some late practic e I thought, and where the other Teen Top?” 
“Coming late since each of them got solo schedule, only me free that’s why I come to support all of my “senior”” He tease both of you 
“Shut up” You laugh

Three of you still talking until there’s a scream from girl making you know Winner van already arrived and you could see Seunghoon coming down from there. He bow at them while receive bunch of flower from all the girl since “star” going to graduate after all.

“Look at hyung face” Chunji laugh while arranging his hair seeing Seunghoon smile

Seunghoon run towards you and grab your collar jokingly

“I thought you will wait for me, it such an embrassing out there” He laugh while playing with you making Chunji and Cap laughing too. 
“Hyung, you really cool when you come down from Winner van,” Chunji still teasing him making he laugh even more 
“Shut up, you” Seunghoon grab him collar instead

“Finally, there’s several of ours had going to graduation, Happy graduation day my beautiful sister” BI say while give you a flower as Team B take some flower that girl bought for Seunghoon earlier. BI go to your way and hug you. 
“Thank you, I thought you guys will not coming” You hug him back and smile 
“ Are you kidding noona? Why would we miss this day? Where BAP and the other hyung?” Jinhwan look around as they still not coming 
“The other had solo activities, BAP not coming I guess..” Chunji answer
“Who say so?”

All of you turn back and saw BAP coming with a big smile on their face. Yongguk smile with his gummy smile and run towards you and hug you

“Finally!” You say making all of them laughing 
“Hyung, noona thought that all of we will miss the day of her graduate” Bobby laugh with his funny face. 
“I would love too, but after all...” Daehyun start teasing you making you glare at him and he had no choice but to burst into laughter 
“Happy graduation day noona, I hope you’ll become more beautiful when you start becoming lady” Zelo smile and pat your shoulders 
“She’s already lady, when did he become teenager?” Cap teasing you and you fastly turn to him while jokingly want to punch him but Yongguk stop you 
“There’s no way lady can act like this” Yongguk smile and grab your hands while pull you to him 
“Let’s take a picture!” Yongguk say and all of them agree and one by one they taking a picture with all of you.

5 minutes left and the ceremony starts and all of the students and parents become quiet. After an hour of the blabbering of someone on stage finally the students will come up on stage to get their graduation, the graduation song starts to play and all of the students were really, really excited.

“(***)” The adviser mentioned the beauty’s name and the students give you applauses. You slowly goes up on the stage with a rapid heartbeat.

“Noona’s turn? Glad we didn’t miss it! NOONA JJANG!” Ricky that just came with oher Teen Top.

You saw that Team B, BAP and TeenTop cheering on you making you let a sweet smile on stage and all the boys goes ‘aww’ but not to Seunghoon that from earlier close his eyes while holding his chest stopping from getting nervous. You laugh a bit on stage and receive your graduation.

Seunghoon turn and you fastly sit while cheering on him, he let a nervous smile and you could see that Teen Top, BAP and Team B cracking in laugh seeing him anyway you couldn’t help but to laugh too.

After 30 minutes, the graduation had finish and you were with your friends talking outside while parents and child taking their picture.

“Finish already? Did we late???” All of you turn to Jinwoo that coming with school uniform and run towards you. It just him you thought but it can make your lips curve to smile. 
“Hyung, just don’t come” Seunghoon joked making all of you burst into laughter 
“Anyway, thank you for coming” Cap smile and pat his shoulders 
“Hyung, you look really good on those uniform” BI turn to him making he smile and pose with V pose.

“I’m cute, I know it” He laugh after posing cute

You excuse yourself to toilet and since they not listening, you just walk but stop by Zelo.

“Where are you going?” He look at you with blurred face 
“Toilet” You turn to him 
“Oh, be careful” He smile and you just nod and smile back.

You just finish your things in toilet and after 5 minutes, you walk out from toilet and shock a bit when someone hug you from behind and his breath just close at you.

“Happy graduation day baby” He say and it fatsly make your lips curve as you know who is it. You turn back and hug him tightly

“I thought you’re not coming!” You let him go and saw him smile sweetly at you and put your hair behind. 
“Why wouldn’t I? Its your graduation day after all” 
You just love his smell and continue hugging him, you could feel all eyes on both of you but you did not care at all since it was your time. 
“Lets go with me..” He smile and pull your hands with him 
“Seungyoon, what about the others? They plan to celebrate after this, they would get mad if I absent” You stop him. 
“I don’t care, I just want to be with you, lets go” He look at you and pull you back.

You have no choice but to follow him, you want to be with him too after all.

In the car, you have to call Seunghoon to say that you won’t be able to join them since you’re with Seungyoon now. You arranged everything and Seunghoon understand. After a minute of driving, Seungyoon stop at the beach and you wondered why. You look at him and he smile at you while asking you out from car. You nod and start walking with him.

Both of you sit at bench over the sea and the view is just nice.

“I always want to bring you here” He say still looking at sea 
“Why?” You turn to him 
“Because I go to this place to let all my anger when I saw you with Zelo, and now I’ve got you” He smile and holding your hands. He turn to you and smile sweetly 
“You know I love you right?” 
“Yea” You smile and nod 
“If you do too then, kiss me” He close his eyes while smiling and do this face

“Stop it Seungyoon, here’s too many people” You look around and he did not hesitate but to kiss you on your lips making you widen your eyes. 
“I have something to tell you” He open his eyes 
“What is it?” You back to normal 
“I’ll be gone to Japan for 1 year, and I’ll go tomorrow” He turn to serious and have a slow talk with you and your hearts feels like going to stop, at there, at this moment. It’s one year on sake and what would you do without him? 
“Wh...” Your tears start building up and you avoid looking at him 
“Liste...” 
“But why Seungyoon? I know its because your work, but I can’t be without you” You still looking away not wanting looking at his eyes 
“I’m sorry baby, but I have too. Its for my work, Winner will debut at Japan and do full timing schedule at there, I promise that I’ll be back and meet you, but first I need you to wait for me, can you?” He hold your hands and turn your face towards him. 
“ I’ll wait for you Seungyoon and I’ll die for that” You finally let out your tears and hug him. 
He smile a bit and hug you back.

The day had come and you get ready to send him at airport, you arrive at airpot and saw that they’ve been guarding by guard and you try to come meet with them but there was too crowded and you couldn’t help but to see Winner just walk away. You try to call him but all of Winner phone had turn off. You cry a bit when you couldn’t send Seungyoon and didn’t have your last kiss with him and have to stand for one year.

3 month had passed and Seungyoon still didn’t call you, you feel like you were completely hopeless without him, you still always checking your phone for each day hoping that he would call you, come on, don’t he miss you? You miss him like crazy and there’s still no news at all about him, what you supposed to do? To come at Japan and meet him? It would be hard. You still looking at your phone and someone had calling and you fastly answer thinking it might be him.

“Hello??” You answer 
“(***)!! Lets play with us! You always lock yourself in house! You could be die in pale skin!” The voice of (p) had been heard in phone and it makes you sigh and maybe its a great to meet with them now. 
“Okay, come meet me” You say making she smile and fastly answer 
“Yes yes, we’ll come fetch you up”

She hung up and you change your cloth not knowing where could she bought you, after a while there were honk infront of your house and you fastly go outside and saw that BAP van fetching you up. You look at them and there was no (p) at all. You thought that BAP maybe want to bring you out too.

“Emm, I wait for (p) Oppa, where do you plan to go?” You ask them 
“(p) have to fetch the other and come with us, we’re on same destination though, lets go!” Youngjae excited and you smile and go with them.

You sit beside Zelo and he smile at you for a sec and look outside from looking at you.

“Noona, how Seungyoon?” Daehyun ask and it makes you choked. 
“Why? Something happen?” Yongguk turn to you 
“No, it just, I dont know whats up with him, he just didn’t call me..” You look at him 
“Oh, no wonder you’re so blue” Jongup say and smile 
“I’m not okay?!” You dont want to sound pathetic 
“You are” Yongguk say once again making you just let a sigh 
“Well, I do. I just miss him” You look down 
“How about you call him? Maybe he wait for you to call?” Himchan suddenly think 
“Yea I thought so too” Youngjae nod 
“I had try, his phone is off...” 
“You should try to stop it noona, if you’re that important, he will try to reach you” Zelo suddenly said making all of them nod. 
“I dont know, I hope I was someone special” You joked to stop the awkward moment 
“Might be ordinary” Himchan joked back making all of you laughing and Zelo just smiling.

Finally you already arrived, you look around and it seems like jungle, you look at them one by one and they let out a things in van, its a camp. Wow you thought, you didn’t have bring any of cloth. Why wouldn’t they said before?

"Who’s bright idea was it to go camping?" yougrumbled as you looked at all of their bags on the ground around them while the others helped unload the van.

"We had to do something fun before summer ended" Himchan reasoned 
"How come we couldn’t go to a movie or something instead?" you whined back, hitting his hands on the sides of his legs to catch more of his member’s attention. 
"We always watch movies, besides being outside is good for you" Himchan happily carried the wrapped up tent over to flat ground 
"But there are bugs!" you whined more, stomping his food this time

"Come on Gramps, it will be fun, maybe you will have fun if you just relax a little" Daehyunteased, carrying over the propane tanks for cooking their food.

 "Of course you would be okay with this~”you retorted while you glanced over yourshoulder at Yongguk already crouching and taking pictures of the nature around him. 
"Yah Jongup , come and help" Youngjaecommanded 
"He is okay, he told us that you would help"Daehyun smiled and passed Youngjaesome sleeping bags to put in a pile at his feet as Youngjae and Zelo carried over the cook station.

Finally unloading everything from the van, Yongguk , Himchan , and Daehyun helped set up the tent on the flattest ground while Zeloand Jongup help set up the cooking station and a table and a camping canopy, so that they could keep out of the sun.

Hours ticked by as Youngjae just set up a camp chair and watched all of his members work.

"The tent it up!" Himchan happily called, high-fiving Yongguk and Daehyun as they started to bring in the bags and sleeping bags and rolling them out for the night. 
“And by the way? Where is (P) and (A)?? They lost or what?” You still groning and look around as they all working. 
"Shall I make you something yummy then?"Zelo ignored and asked you as Jongup and him both finished soon after.

"I actually want to eat something good~"Daehyun giggled as Yongguk giggled a little 
" Youngjae should cook something since he didn’t help set up" Jongup proposed 
"Great idea!" Zelo happily chimed as he pranced over to Youngjae and asked him to make something good for dinner.

After a minute, (p), (a) and Teen Top coming and its enough for you to relieved since you dont know what to do with these boys.

“Where those Team B?” You asked playing with some root 
“They’ve got a practise and didn’t have a chance to take a break since Mix and Match will start soon” Cap answer 
“AHH~ THIS IS SO EXCITING!” Ricky run towards BAP and look at those camp.

The others let out their things and began to arrange their things with some helping from BAP.

Everyone helped with dinner, with some making a fire to keep warm while the others helped chop up vegetables and meat that they brought. With happy conversations floating between the members and the angelic laughs of all of the guys filling the forest around them along with the smell of a warm dinner cooking.

The grumbling on thunder drew Cap head upwards towards the sky, watching the sky get a little darker, he tapped your shoulder.

"Do you think it is going to rain?" Cap asked quietly, your eyes lifted up to the darkening sky between the tree tops. 
"The sun is going down Cap " you chuckles as Chunji hands him the things that he cut up. 
"But I heard something rumbling" Cap added 
"It is probably (P) stomach, you know how loud it can get sometimes" Changjointerjected as he came over to get a little snack to hold him over until the meal was ready. Cap giggled as he looked over at Daehyun , in several layers while he swatted away the bugs that surrounded the fire.

Once dinner was ready, they all ate and finished off all of the cooked food for the night. With their stomach’s now full and happy, the sun started to fade a little more, however the grumbling of the distant clouds caught everyone’s attention.

" (P) was that your stomach again?" Changjoteased as (P) glared at him with h er squinted eyes. 
"Does it look like I am hungry?" (P) snapped back 
"Is it going to rain?" Ljoe asked anyone who will listen

"Night rain storms are common in the summer time" Yongguk adds before he puts the last bite of food in his mouth, Jongupnodded his head as the others started to clean up after dinner.

Quickly, the rain clouds moved in, blotting out the remaining sunlight as Zelo pushed all of the members inside of the tent. Zipping up all of the windows and making sure everything was tied down tight, Zelo took a flashlight and made sure that nothing was being blown around too badly. 
However, one of the camp chair covers, blew off and started to dance with the wind, running trying to catch it, the rain started to come down hard, but once he caught the fabric covering, his flashlight came onto someone who was huddled under a tree.

" (***)?”Zelo tried to call you over the howling wind, knowing that you couldn’t hear him, he approached you carefully, pulling his jacket tighter around him as he tapped your shoulder.

"Are you okay?" He kneels down, seeing your shaking shoulders and your blue lips. Shaking your head slowly, you dropped your gaze, before he placed his warm hand on your cool body.

"Why are you out here all alone and without an umbrella?" He questioned you as he started to take off his top jacket for you. 
“I don’t know, it just..I have too many to think about” You told him.

" Until you hurt yourself this bad? ?" He questioned, not wanting to hurt you further. 
“I just found this...” You still crying showing a picture to him, he take a look and saw the article.

- Winner Seungyoon’s ex girlfriend reveal that both of them getting back together and having some nice day in Japan nowadays, the old picture of them bring out back since netizens found it-

“I thought giving you to him was a good idea”Zelo grinned his teeth and couldn’t help but to get angry.H e wrapped his arm around you as he helped you up onto the slick mud that was starting to form around you.

However, when you stood up, you became light headed and blacked out, falling into his arms, he caught you and saw your head roll over onto his shoulder.

“Noona, noona!” Zelo called your name, getting a little louder with each try before he started to shake you, seeing that you were out cold, he carefully maneuvered you onto his back.

Everyone start to go out since Zelo was loud and all of their eyes widen when seeing you were so pale and didn’t wake out of place.

“What happen? Why with her?” (A) was getting panic 
“You know, you could maybe help with some new cloth for her to change, she was out of control now” Ljoe say to (p)

"Zelo! What happened?" Yongguk points to the what happen as he carefully lays you down on his sleeping bag , unwrapping your legs and arms from around him, you lay on his sleeping bag, your body slightly shivering as Himchan looked over at you.

“She just found out that Seungyoon new relationship with his ex” Zelo says peeling off the wet jacket from around you and carefully sliding you into his sleeping bag to keep you warm. 
" Really? This is too much " Niel defended

" I knew this going to happen hyung, I shouldn’t listen over you guys " Zelo groaned as he laid some more blankets over the top of the sleeping bag .

" How did she know? " Ljoe snarled

“Its a thing called internet hyung” Zelo say as he started to peel off some hair from your face.

BAP and Teen Top took turns watching over you as Zelo tried to did not leave you while you slept, Himchan just stared at you with Zelo , Ricky tried to sleep on his sleeping back and (p) with (a) already passed out sleeping when there were bunch of guys could take care of you.

"I’m going to get her a warm drink so she can drink some when she wakes up" Zelo tells them as he marks his page in his book, 
"Don’t touch her, guys" Zelo warns as he crawls outside just for a moment to warm up anything that they had.

A pain in your head woke you, pressing your hand on your head, you heard gasps and muffled talking while you opened your eyes, blinking a few times, your eyes came into focus while a bunch of guys hovered over you with a worried face .

"W- What happened ?" You stuttered still being a little cold.

"Oh, now you didn’t remember at all why you going with stupid idea out there? " Cap getting angry as he worried too much seeing you

“Hyung, cool down” Jongup pat his shoulders

Zelo unzipped the door and came in with some hot chocolate for you that he warmed up quickly.

"Why are you all crowded around her?" Zeloquestioned, gently pushing his way through. 
"She woke up" Himchan say 
"Give her some space then" Changjo called as the members backed away a little. Zeloleaned over you and smiled, sitting next to you, you carefully sat up and pulled a blanket up around your shoulders.

"Here, drink this, it will help you feel better"Zelo shuffled the warm cup over to you, your cold hands grasped it and nodded your head as a thanks.

“Okay now, would you mind saying to us what happen?” Yongguk slowly approached you and you just bite your lips looking at them one by one.

“I just found out Seungyoon back together with his ex and now they were doing well in Japan, I couldn’t help but to feel angry and dissapointed at myself, I miss him, I miss him so much and I just let it out by there. I’m sorry, I dont know it can be this bad” Your tears start to falling down once again.

“But still, its danger your health, you know that right? If you want to cry, then you can go aheead telling someone so that you will get better” Daehyun patting your head making you nod and smiles.

" Hyung can she stay the night?" Zelo asked while Youngjae hummed in agreement

"Fine, she can stay, but everyone has to leave her alone since she is recovering" Yongguklaid down the rules as the members nodded.

"Lights out in five minutes" Changjo mumbled as he laid down in his sleeping bag.

Everyone changed and slid into their sleeping bag as Zelo sat next to you, tending to your every need.

"I’m sorry, I don’t mean to be a bother" You whispered feeling like you were stepping on their toes.

"Goodnight Youngjae , Daehyun , Yongguk , Himchan , Jongup , and Zelo " You called out to everyone.

"Goodnight (***) " They called back in unison, before the lights were turned off, resting your head on your pillow, you looked over at Zelo , still seeing him sitting up.

"I took your sleeping bag didn’t I?" You whispered as you looked around seeing every other bag taken.

"It is okay, I like to sleep under blankets anyways" He tells you, laying down and covering himself up with one blanket. Looking over at him, you knew that he would get cold throughout the night, pulling over some more blankets from on top of your sleeping bag over him, you covered him and moved closer to him as you shared a part of the sleeping bag with him.

His chocolate eyes looked into yours as he moved closer to you with a nod of your head. Cuddling up next to him, he wrapped his arms around your protectively, feeling his warm body against your cooler one, you took in his scent that surrounded you in the sleeping bag too. Youngjae silently take a picture and post it at his SNS media social with caption - The sw eetest couple I ever seen aww~ keke^^-

"Thank you" You whispered against his shoulder, a nodding of his head and a small smile grew on his face.

"Goodnight" He rested his head against yours with a smile curling on his lips.

Sleeping soundly that night, you wished that the sadness that you feel over towards Seungyoon would just dissapear as you wish that he explain everything to you right now, Deep in your heart, you know that you can trust his loves towards you, and its hurt when he just decide to being silent, it makes your head growld wilder just to think about him.

The sun had come up and you slowly open your eyes when there was no people at all in the camp and you just wake up with unclear eyes since you’ve cry too much last night. You slowly unzipped the tent and saw that all of them laughing with each other while some of them cooking and some of them joking with each other.

“Emm...” You sound a bit and could see that all eyes on you. 
“Do you feel better?” Hi m chan say as he eating some snack 
“I feel better” You smile as they worried about you 
“Today we’re going back, let just enjoy this moments” Youngjae say while dancing like crazy.

The day was going with crazy action and you knew that you enjoy the camping with them.

The day had passed so thats going with the month, hour by hour passed and on fully year had been taken over in your calenday and you know if you were still with Seungyoon, you could get fully excited like fully one year you’ve been waiting. You dress yourself in black and no one could recognize you since you fully covered yourself and secretly going to airport to see Winner, not Winner actually, its a Kang Seungyoon, after all.

You drove off to airport and saw there was too crowded at there but its helps you from not being recognize. After an hour you’ve waiting, you heard that girls start screaming and you could see Jinwoo oppa coming out and your eyes eagerly searching for Seungyoon. You finally saw him that just out while looking around. Hoping his girl to fetch him you thought. Maybe his girl come back early from Japan because of her fit schedule and meet him again at here.

Whatever is it, you dont want to fight with your own jealousy and give up, its enough for seeing him you thought, atleast you saw him after all the fight in your heart saying that you miss him so much. Seeing him a little bit more making you want to hug him but after all, you know you can’t do that.

You drove back from airpot and your tears drawling a little when you found yourself became pathetic just to cherish him. He had other girl, why would you fight for him? And his girl already know him for a long time, better than you. Your phone suddenly ring when it was Seunghoon that called you, probably they in van right now. You answer it while wiping your tears.

“Hello?” You answer softly 
“Ya! Where are you?! I wait for you at airpot earlier and you juts nowhere to be found! You forget that today we’re going to back?! Whoa, that was nice friends” He nag non stop 
“I..i’m sorry..” You suddenly choked making your slap your own forehead since Seunghoon can’t know that you were crying right now. 
“Wait, are you crying?” Seunghoon voice turn to serious. 
“No...I..” 
“You clearly are! Oh my god, what happen with you? Lets meet! Now” He said 
“No no no, its okay. I just fall and its hurt my knee, I’m going bye” You hung up fastly your phone cause you’re not ready to meet anyone right now, and importantly, you’re not ready to be in drama right now.

You run at your room and throw all things while your heart getting stabbed cause you were suffering so much from Seungyoon. You know you shouldn’t say anything since both of you break up in ‘silent’ and there was no one knoe what your current relationship with him. Even you. You dont know whats going on. You just too lazy to fight with your own.

Today was just another day.You woke up in your bed, finding yourself in messy hair after getting crazy over yourself last night and looking around. Your phone ringing and you fas tly answer it, it was Seunghoon.

“Hello?” You answer 
“Noona, you’re sleeping?” He ask 
“Just wake up, why?” 
“Lets go out, the wheather is nice!” You could feel his smile in phone 
“Okay, lets meet up” You say without thinking twice since you’re not in fear to meet him.

After you fully get ready, you drive to Seunghoon place to get him over. You could see that all Winner going out wince they were going to practise and only Seunghoon meet you up. Your eyes didn’t listen to your heart, it stil searching for Seungyoon that just go out without looking at your van, he just straight to his van making you dissapoint a little. Seunghoon enter your car and turn to you.

“Lets go!” He said excitedly and you just smile while drive away.

He asking to both of you eating at restaurant and you just nod while being gloomy. You ordered your food and same goes to him. Both of you being silent and he start to talk with you.

“Are you okay? No, you’re clearly not okay” He ask you 
“You knew it” You sigh 
“Seungyoon?” He guess 
“No, why would I think of him?” 
“Clearly its him” He nod

“I don’t know what to say Seunghoon, I didn’t meet him for one year, I miss him so much”You let it out.

“And what stop you for telling him?”

“He’s got a girl! Dont you know?” You fastly turn to him

“Oh..we heard about that but, we dont know if its true since Seungyoon didn’t say anything”

“He didn’t bother to explain to me, I’m his girl after all”

“Its going to be okay one day (***), trust me”Seunghoon hold your hands and you just nod.

“Tonight, you’re going with me okay? ” Seunghoon smile making you just look at him asking him to say where to go. 
“Tonight we have a party at YG buildings since our success in Japan and our comeback in Korea” He drink a water. 
“Oh, I think I had some...” 
“No excuse, I know its because of Seungyoon” 
“I dont know” 
“Just, c ome with me” He say.

You can’t resist anymore since you’re doing this because of Seunghoon.

2 Hours before the party started, you dress your self beautifully using black dress since it was a party, you wait for Seunghoon to pick you up and after an hour waiting for him, he finally showed up infront your house. Both of you drove to YG buildings and he smiles at you.

“Do you know that you were absolutely gorgeous tonight?” He praising you making you chuckle. 
“I know, thank you” You smile 
“Welcome”

You arrived at Yg buildings with many of gorgeous girl over all the place and this is the first time you saw Eunbi that the one crazy over Seungyoon back then, you’re not sure about now bout anyway that’s Seungyoon girl job to handle. Not you.

Winner had spot your way and you could see Seungyoon eyes fix on you making you dazed and try to look away, you can’t be defeat by your own feelings. You still had a pride for being treated like this.

“OH NOONA!!!” Mino jump like a little kid and running to hug you 
“How I miss you” Taehyun smile and pinch your cheeks making you try to run away from them.

“Stop it hurts” You rub your cheeks and end up by getting a kiss on cheeks by Jinwoo.

“I miss you sooooooo soooooo sooooooo soooo so much” Jinwoo say and you couldn’t help but to laught after being kiss by him. Well after all, there was no one kiss your cheeks before Seungyoon and Zelo. After all, the party had start and all of them enjoying themselves while you just standing there not knowing what to do.

You saw that Seungyoon try to drink as much as he could, you know you can’t stop him and just decide to stand there. After a second, you could feel that your hands was being grab harshly by him and you had no choice but to follow him.

“Its hurt” You try to struggle but he didn’t care and let your hands go when both of you in toilet.

“What are you doing?!” You feel hurts when he treat you like some..you know. 
“ We’re just met, why would we keep this heated up atmosphere?” He smirk and you thought taht he was drunk when he actually wasn’t. 
“Dont call me that, you should call someone that” You bite your lips stopping your self crying when he act like nothing happened.

You could see that he start getting piss when he let a heavy sigh and look away before look at you back.

“I forgot that someone had call you that” He smirk with you dont know what he was talking about.

“I dont have anything to say, did you have anything to say to me? About you with her?” You trying to let him open up to you.

“Me too, I dont have anything to say. Lets just break up” His glare getting stronger when he say those words to you.

He left you there without know what actually happen and its just your tears walking out while you froze there not knowing what to do. Your mascara ruined up and you have to go back now.

Day by day had passed and you dont keep crying non stop while (p) and (a) always be there for you when you had thought for killing yourself as you really love Seungyoon and couldn’t accept that he had someone than you. But people change, he does, and you does. After all, you still couldn’t accept anyone for replacing him, not even like him.

It was on Saturday night when Team B and Seunghoon come to cheer you up. They come at your house and you ask them to play in your bed while they just shaking their head seeing you.

“Are you okay now? You still broken hearted?” Jinhwan ask you and you fastly shaking your head.

“No, I was completely forgetting him, no worries” You smile and Seunghoon pat your head.

“Ahh~ thats great! You’re too pretty to kill yourself” Bobby joking and Yunhyeong laugh at him.

Junhwe let out a bottle of alcohol and you just widen your eyes seeing all of them enjoy drinking that until their face all turns to red, start to get drunk you thought.

“Lets play truth or dare since it was too bored!” Seunghoon say and all of them nodding their head and so on you, you couldn’t resist.

The first round not having on your good side you thought when the bottle stop spinning on you.

"Truth or dare, (***)? " BI asked when the bottle pointed at you . Just one look at yourdrunk friends face and I could tell he'll ask you about Seungyoon.

"Dare" Your voice saunded a bit unsure. Yousaw devilish sparkles in BI eyes, but it was too late to change your decision. You knew he was thinking of something big and youknew you would't like it. You started regreting that you didn't drink as much as him.

"I dare you..." he started and smiled creepily "to broke in Seungyoon’s place and bring us his things" your jaw fell open, did you heard him wrong? he wants you to broke in Seungyoon room steal his things and more over not just any guy's, KANG SEUNGYOON . You hated him after all the things that he have done to you since the day that he say don’t come to his life anymore

"What?" you shrieked and widened your eyes at BI , doe's he gone crazy?

"You heard me" BI said and you turned to other guys for help, but they all seemed amused by your dare, you looked and at yourlast hope, best friend Seunghoon.

"You picked a dare, (***)" he said and crushed all chances to get out of this shit.

"But I don't have a keys? moreover breaking in is a crime..." you tried again but Seunghoonput something in your hand.

"There his key to his place, so technically you wont be breaking in, and I heard him say he'll be out today, so his house is empty" he looked at your apologetic but you just shook my head ant standed up.

"Thanks, Seunghoon " you said sarcastically, he was as close with Seungyoon as with youso of course he has his key and he always had that crazy idea to put both of you on friendly relationship, You would rather bite of his head and you are sure Seungyoon would do the same if he will caught you in his place.

You can't believe that you listened to these drunkards, you sweared in your mind and pushed the key into the lock which by the way was not even yours . But what can you do? as long as they say you coudn't do something you would do it, just to prove them youhad completely forget him . And this is not an exception. You turned it and heard the lock clicked you pushed the handle down and the doors opened, you was welcomed by the dark empty hallway and the doors slammed shut behind your back, there's no going back now.

You stayed still for a moment, the silence confirmed that there was noone exept youand questioned your self should you turn the light on or not. After a moment decided not to and fished your phone out of your pocket to get some lighting. From the dark leater couch and a big tv,you guessed that you was in the living room, you saw two doors in the right wall and desided to chech there. First one leaded to a  bathroom, and second to a bedroom.

Your eyes caught up on something that looked like a dresser. You decided to chech your luck and pushed open the first drawer to take some cloth , you found what you was searching for, you took one of his cloth then froze. Something was wrong, you turned offyour phone and listened carefully, you heard footsteps coming your way and paniced there was no time to open a window and jump down, moreover it was a second floor. With no further discussion you fell on the floor and crawled under the bed. you was just in time because the bedrooms door opened after a second. Noone turned on the light, with a laud knock a sportbag fell on the floor and a person who you knew was Seungyoon lay on the bed. Your body tensed up and you was afraid he will hear your breathing 
"Shit" you sweared aloud and it was the death of you .

You felt how Seungyoon got out of bed and heard how he zipped up his pants you was holded your breath hoping he just decided to take a shower or something, but then he knelt down and looked under the bed where yourwas hiding. you shut your eyes close and tried to become invisible, tho theres no way it would work.  you felt how his hand, the same hand that usually hold your hands grabbed your arm and pulled you out.

“Noona?” You heard his surprised voice above you and opened your eyes.

Seungyoon looked at you speechless . Youwas afraid to say anything or even move, once he's angry he's unpredictable, so youstayed still. Slowly his eyes moved from yourface to a hand which was still holding his cloth and it makes you panicked and threw it under his bed.

"It's not what it looks like" You said and tried to free your hand from his grip, but he grabbed your other hand and pinned them both above your head.

"I'm sure it's not" he said amused, oh how much you wanted to punch that grin from his face but you wasn't in the position to that.

"I swear" you hissed thr ough your gritted teeth, burying your pride somewhere deep deep even althought you wanted to spit on his face, but he had you pinned and you had no idea what he was planning to do, better not to dig your own grave, even thought youalready did it when you stepped into this devil's nest, so lets not make it deeper. 
"Hmm" you cleared your throat and pointed at your arms that he was still holding, with yourchin, Seungyoon followed with his eyes and chuckled a little

"You want to run away so fast, you just came, or how long have you been at my h o use?" he asked and you couldn't help but blush, it was embarrassing. 
"What is it, noona ?" there it is again he's using those sweet voice even thougth he knows you loves his sweet voice that always calling you when need him, you just need to get free from his grip and beat him up. Who did he thinks he are? He’ve got a girl already and why would he messed up with you?

"ca nt bite your tong ue ?"

“Seungyoon-ah” you frowned of idea you had to ask him nicely "Let me go" the s ou nd came out so quiet you could barely hear it your self but Seungyoon ears caught it.

"No" It was just one word but it was enough to make you panic. You squirmed and tried to br eak th rough again, but his grip was strong and you just hurted your self.

"Aish" he hissed and sat on top of you . Yougulped suddenly remembering the erection that was still in need to be fixed. you stayed calm so he wouldn't feel it, or he will make fun of you for the rest of your life.

" Seungyoon-ah” you asked your voice high cause you caught him staring where of yourshirt was rolled up.

"What?" he asked still staring at your skin shamelessly.

"What are you going to do?" you asked getting his attention back to your face, yousighted relieved that you was out of dangerous zone again, not completely but still better than nothing.

"I'm thinking how to punish you.." he said as he leaned closer to you and you stopped breathing waiting for what came next, Youclosed your eyes out of fear again, but nothing happened, he didn't hit you or kiss you , not if you was waiting for it, he just chuckled waiting till you open your fear filled eyes again so he could laugh at your face. 
" Where you expecting something?" he asked, but you pretended to be dumb.

"Why do you need to punish me?" you asked and mentally slapped your self, you sounded as if you was asking for it.

"Because you been a bad child, doing things that can't be overlooked like breaking into my h o use and stealing my cloth for god knows what reason" he said faking upseting tone.

"I can explain everything" you started and didn't waited for his permission to talk  
"First i didn't break in i was using the key Seunghoon gave me,  second it was a dare, we were playing truth or dare and BI made me do this"

"Still you not even apologising and even throwing the blame on other people"Seungyoon looked as if he was thinking hard what to do with you , and you didn't liked it.

"I'm saying truth, do you think i would go there, i didn't even knew that what happened if your girl caught me up " you almost shouted "I have key in my front pocket" Seungyoon turned around to c he ck yourpockets.

shit you sweared in your mind when youheard him saying 
"Whats that? Oh? Oh, my... (***) since when did I felt those jealousy ?" he asked you as he brushed his hand over your stomach that revealed by your rolled up shirt 
"S ince you were fucking leaving me to go with that bitch, you fucking jerk! " and now you really wanted to bite your tongue off, you’re dead now, goodbye world, you said in your mind when Seungyoon turned around to face you again and he wasn't angry but his gaze made you shiver under him. Why with those reaction. He does have a girl.

“Oh..” He say silently and his gaze become stronger once again. 
“ How about you with Zelo, does he give you those work out? Want me to let you down?” His grinned become evilly and you knew what will happen.

"Don't even think about it" you shouted as youfelt him unzipping your pants. 
"No! Seungyoon !Stop! " your scream turned into a moan even thought your mind hated the idea of it, your body wasn't listening to it. You were screwed like for real screwed, he's gonna screw you right here right now, on this floor near his bed not asking if you like it or not.

It was so embarrassing you closed your eyes cause you didn't wanted to meet his gaze, when you heard the zipper again, no way this is not happening you replayed it in your mind when you opened your eyes again and faced Seungyoongetting his fingers ready , you bit your lip, and tried to look away, anywhere but not there, You met his eyes and then yourgaaze droped at his lower part again,

His smirk grew evil and he kiss your lips while you didn’t resist and you biting his lips when his fingers slowly enter yours and now bam. Your virgin is gone. Just because of him. You know you still loved him and you know he worth it, but the fact is, he’s got a girl and this is wrong. So wrong.

" Noona " His voice brought you back to reality, he looked at you with a frown 
“Can I just being yours on this fucking time?”You trembled your voice talking in your mind 
"Can you? what?" he asked you and you could hear a bit of teasing in his voice, did he read your mind? Or am you so obvious? 
"Nothing" you said frowning and what he did next shook you deep inside, he leaned in and you felt his hot breath on your ear 
"Do you want to be mine once again , (***) ?"You more felt than heard his words, that feeling in your stomac h felt like it could kill you. You nodded instinctively without thinking and both of you changed end the ‘sex’, maybe you could call that, since he just break your virgin.

He was sitting on his bed and you was kneeling in front of him.

"To tell you the truth I didn't expected this from you" 
“What” You look at him slowly 
“I don’t know that you still had a feelings for me, I thought you’re being enemy to me” He wipe his lips that just chopped by your lips stick. 
“I won’t force you, you still got a girl..” 
“And you still got a boy” He answer back 
“I don...” 
"Enough" you heard and lifted your eyes to meet his .You say something wrong? youasked him without words, he shook his head and stroked your neck 

" Noona , come here"   he said patting his lap.

You walkyour self from the ground and sat on his lap and his hands wrapped aroud yourbody and pulled you closer, your heart beated so fast trying to jump out of your chest as Seungyoon leaned in and your lips touched him . T he soft sensation you felt on your lips. The way his lips moved with yours was fit perfectly together it felt right, he pulled yourbottom lip with his bite asking for permission you gasped when your eyes slipped down his body, another smirk.

" Noona you have no idea how hot you look right now" he breathed out and you felt that feeling in your stomach again, but youignored it and leaned in to whisper in his ear something you never thought of saying to him, ever "You the hot one here, Seungyoon ".He pulled you in another steamy kiss. 
"Ahh" you whimpered as he bit eyou , licking the spot he just bit and whispering 
"You'r mine" to it. Your hands stuck in his hair
"Do you mean it?" You asked into his kiss. 
"What if i do?" he asked leaving your lips 
"Then I'm yours" You said and reached for that sweetne e s again.

“What about your girl?” You break the kiss. 
“Fuck it, I dont have a girl, it just you my girl”He start getting annoyed when he have to endure your jealousy for thousand time. 
“But, the one..” 
“You’re always go with your own thinking, I dont have any relationship with her, she just a crazy artist that crawling over me, I didn’t give any statements cause I thought people knew how crazy she is to me.” He explain to you 
“Why you never tell me??? ’ Your tears start drowling down as you knew he never cheated on you. 
“Why would I when you’re just go with Zelo?”He look away hiding his red face from getting jealous. 
“I didn’t be with Zelo” You look at him straight on his face. 
“Oh yea? So what with this?” He let his phone out and show it to you the picture that Youngjae upload on his SNS making you start laughing while tearing after crying 
“Oh my god Seungyoon, I was passed out that night getting broken because of your rumour andZelo just trying to care for me, and its not only us in there, they were whole member of BAP” 
“Really? ” His face turn to calm yet blur. You nod while hugging him back.

"Be sure I won't let you leave me again EVER"Seungyoonsmile sweetly and hug you back.

"I hate you for this misunderstanding! You wont explain to me!” You suddenly said frowning as he slowly let go of hug 
"You love me" he say and you blushed, he smirked and leant in to kiss you but youpushed him away remembering your mission 
"I have to go". You jumped out of bed and started dressing up 
"and i need your cloth " You said searching for the ones you was thrown somewhere but he pulled his own off and hold it out for me and you snached it and pecked his lips

"Thanks"

  You pulled the handle off your room's door, when you came in everyones eyes was on your messed up hair. 
"You did it?" BI was the first to open his mought eyeing Seungyooncloth in your hand 
"Yes" You smile

"What took you so long?" Seunghoon looked at me with worried look on his face. 
“Just wondered if both of we could have a chance” Your smile just couldn’t dissapear on your face.

The day had passed and you decide to play with BAP that just thought of watching a movies in their dorms while Team B and Teentop and (p) and (a) joining too. Winner had a schedule so all of them can’t say anything.

The situation had out of control when Bobby and Ljoe fighting over the cooking and you just sit on living room while Zelo talking with you. You know that Zelo had fully give up on you when he knows how much you love Seungyoon and could kill yourself if your friends not by your side just because of Seungyoon.

“ Hello my noona, how are you?” Zelo speak in English making you laugh of his cuteness. 
“I’m fine thank you” You answer back and he chuckle while pinch you’re cheeks 
“You’re cute” He say and you laugh seeing his reaction.

“What’s up on there? Both of you dating again?” (P) that just playing with her phone turn to boh of you 
“I wish” Zelo yawn and sit beside Youngjae and lay himself beside Youngjae.

“The winner is...congratulation its winner again this week” Baekhyun as MC announce that Winner had win on SBS inkigayo and everyone at your place was clapping hands and screaming.

“THAT’S IT OUR HYUNG!!!!” BI screaming making all of them laughing.

“I’ve got something to say” Seungyoon take the mic and all of eyes turn to him, Bobby and Ljoe give up on cooking and sit for hearing some announcement.

“I was in relationship right now, and I take all the blame for my relationship, but I just can’t keep this secret. She is (***) and was a sister of TOP sunbaenim.” He bow making all Winner shock.

Seunghoon smile after that and start jumping like crazy. Mino laugh like crazy and all people in there was clapping their hands and congrulate them.

“REALLY???” Bi shout and look at you that just still blur what happen. 
“I told so! Both of them couldn’t be serprated!” Ljoe smile and high five with Bobby 
“But when did both of you getting back together??” Yongguk turn to you after laughing so hard at them boys. 
“Emm...” 
“TELL US!!” Daehyun that couldn’t help his excited and all eyes turns on you.

“On the night we’re playing truth or dare” You fastly answer making they start smiling. 
“ASSA~ THIS IS BECAUSE OF ME!!” BI get up from his place and high five withYunhyeon that couldn’t stop laughing.

After an hour, Winner had come to BAP dorm and all of them singing congratulation Winner for getting no 1 and those scandal. Seungyoon just laughed and you could see that all of them giving ahint so that Seungyoon would kiss you.

“Why should I?” Seungyoon laugh and walk towards you 
“Ahh~ just stop” You getting embrassed 
“Okay, let just kiss” Seungyoon said making all goes ~wow~

“Make some promises infront of us!” Seunghoon joining Bobby team that alaways teasing both of them since earlier 
“Its so gross” Seungyoon laugh and eat the food that had been served. 
“Okay!!” BI didn’t care anymore and just eat.

You just laugh and Seungyoon turn to you while all attention not goes to you two and he take a chance to kiss you.

“Stop it, they were watching” You say 
“No, they’re not. I love you” Seungyoon say and smile sweetly 
“I love you too Seungyoon, so much” You smile back and kiss his lips.

“OH I SAW IT!!” Ljoe smile and clap his hands 
“All of we” Himchan laughing all the way with Bobby face laughing too.

“Shut up” Seungyoon say and eating the cake that Jinwoo buy earlier.

THE END