You ran as fast as you can since you already late for watching BAP comeback today, you get in you car and rushing over your phone, when you found your phone you call Zelo number as fast as you could while driving, You hoping Zelo will answer it so that you know that BAP not perform yet, with you way, he answer the phone after a minute

“Hello? Zelo! I’m sorry if I late! You already perform??” 
“Oh, not yet, maybe 5 minutes after this, there still two performers left, where are you?” 
“I’m on my way! Wai t ...” 
“You talk to me while driving? You know that’s danger right? Hung up, I’ll text you when its our turn, bye” He hung up, you just silent seeing he still take care of you, he really care for you like he used to be, you mean, why would he? When he maybe hurting with you and Seungyoon, you sigh and put away your phone

After a minute, you already arrived and you enter by backstage, guard let you come in because you had BAP VIP ticket, its was when a family or somehow related want to greet them, they’ll given that card for easier to communicate with them, you run in BAP room, they was getting ready while Daehyun still eating acting like nothing happened

“I’m sorry guys! I’m late!” You bowed at all of them, they all turn to you and smile 
“As long you make it, btw you’re too busy right (***)?” Yongguk turn to you while he’s get ready on his makeup 
“No..I’m not..I just got something to do..” You sigh and sit beside Daehyun, Daehyun just smile at you while eating his rolled egg, he pat your head and give you a little bit and you had no choice but to eat it too since you really hungry and you didnt have any breakfast before, 
“Ya, have you check our MV? I cry so hard in that part, which part? Wait, yes! When I look at theater about me and her, do you know what? I’ve got some talent for being actor, don’t you think so?” Himchan moved at your place and talk with you excitedly, he really like to praise himself making you laugh a bit seeing him 
“What? Is it funny?” He look at you curiously 
“Hyung, she probably annoyed with you” Jongup using his jacket and look at Himchan 
“Really (***)?” Himchan turn to you 
“It’s not of course! Yes, I think maybe you had a talent for trying acting”

You smile and he smile back to you while taking a bit Daehyun food and eating away, you glance over Zelo, he didn’t really talk when you come in, he just play a game on his phone while hairstylist doing his hair, you don’t have a courage talking to him even you really wanted too 
“Zelo! You didn’t say hello to noona, what kind of maknae are you?” Daehy un talk with his full mouth, the n Zelo turn at you and smile a bit 
“Oh hello noona” He smile and back to his place again, right, he really didn’t want to talk to you again 
“Hi” You answer shortly since he didn’t see you anymore, when Zelo go away for changing his cloth, you decide to talk with him, you go in his room and locked that door, he shock seeing you in there with him

“What are you doing in here?” 
“Why you avoiding me? You let me go, and why you acting this way?” You try to talk with him, he just silent for a moment and relieve a heavy sigh then turn to you back

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to avoid you” He say softly 
“Please talk to me, I don’t like when you ignoring me” Suddenly he moved towards you and hug you 
“I won’t do it again, I promise..” He smile and let you go softly

What more you want him to say? Even you standing there for a long time, he won’t say anything beside keep saying sorry to you, now he really thinks that he’s the one who acting wrong while you thinking so too, you’re the one who should say sorry to him, but he just didn’t blame you at all

“Do you mind talking with hyung now? I need to change my cloth” He smile at you, why would he still kind to you? If he was Seungyoon, you’ll probably will be scold right now, or even wrost, he maybe acting like you didn’t even standing at there watching him 
“I..I’m sorry...okay” You out from that room and all BAP eyes on you 
“You didn’t cry again right?” Jongup look at you with curious face 
“No..Why must I?” You faked your smile even you didn’t want to be like this 
“Maybe it’ll turn to flood in there, we thought” Yongguk stand up froom his chair and use his jacket 
“It’s mean..why would I?” You grinned your teeth and sit beside Daehyun again 
“Are you really okay?” 
“God seriously..I’m okay” You hit his hands a bit making he laugh 
“You can be cute sometimes” Himchan smile and go away

“In 3 minutes, you guys need to be side of stage now...” PD say after knocking BAP room, they all nod, and after 1 minute after Zelo change his cloth, they all get ready, you go at side of stage and watching their performance

They did it excellently and you feel that they really into the music, when Zelo part, he rapping seriously making you doubt, are he really mad right now? He rapping like he’s going to kill someone with his words, after they finish performance you clap your hands while smiling at them, you followed them in room and they bowed to all staff, you run at them and they laugh at you

“BAP AWESOME!!” You cheering for them 
“Thank you noona! We’re happy that you still supporting us” Daehyun wipe his sweat while smiling at you 
“Why would I?” 
“Maybe because our friendship with Winner? It’s not really good” Yongguk continue 
“No way, I’m still supporting both of group..” You smile while Himchan grinned his teeth 
“So you’re not royal BABY huh?” Zelo joked to you while pinch your cheeks hardly and when he let go your cheeks had turn to red 
“It’s hurts!” You rub your cheeks 
“Should I put on beside more?” Jongup joked make all they laugh 
“You can’t touch her” Zelo joked too making you silent, he joking right? He must be..BAP still laughing 
“Why can’t I? She’s not yours” Jongup fight back 
“Because she’s Seungyoon hyung’s girlfriend” His sentence making you flinch a bit, why would he say something that might hurt his heart too? 
“Enough guys, we need to take rest early today okay? I’m tired” Youngjae stop laughing 
“Okayy, me too” Zelo open his jacket and wipe his sweat, you bowed at them excuse yourself too, you smile at them and go away

In your car there was so many things that you have to think right now, but your phone cut you off, your phone ringing and you answer it fastly

“Where are you?” You could tell who is him when he ask you coldly 
“On my way to back home, why?” 
“Finish meeting Zelo? How their comeback?” 
“It’s cool, god Seungyoon, why with you?” 
“Nothing, let’s meet” 
“When?” 
“Now, meet me at my dorm, now” 
“Okay” You hung up and grinned your teeth, its always on his way! If he want to meet you, then he should be the one at your house now but you can’t fight him since his blood is type B, he would get annoyed easily and would blame you after that

You drove off at his dorm and when you already arrived, you knock his door and Taehyun the one who open it and smile at you

“Oh you came?” 
“Yes, where’s Seungyoon?” 
“Wow, you came at here just asking about him only?” Taehyun sigh chuckle and go away 
“I’m sorry, how about you guys?” You laugh after a second and followed him around, Seunghoon turn to you 
“You came? Why with Taehyun?” He look at Taehyun run away from you and feel weird when you followed Taehyun like a couple who just fighting 
“Hyung, she don’t need all of us, it just Seungyoon on her head” Taehyun scream in room and all winner just can laugh 
“Noona, Seungyoon in his room, you can go there” Mino said after laugh at Taehyun 
“Thanks, okay” You smile and go at Seungyoon room, Seungyoon change his cloth and your eyes widen when seeing he open his cloth, he look at you and didn’t care, he didn’t really have a shame you thought

“Ya! I’m coming here, use your shirt fastly!” 
“Shut up noona, you hurt my ear” He growl while rubbing his ear 
“Ugh” You get annoyed and turn to him, he not using cloth but still using pants and you just dared yourself seeing him 
“Why?” 
“Why? You’re asking me to came here okay?” You look at him with disbeilive face 
“Oh did I?” He act cool 
“Seriously” You muttered and meet by his laugh, he chuckle at you and hug you from behind 
“I miss you” His sweet voice making you smile, but you feel weird somehow because his hands touching your stomach skin, it was because you still use summer outfits earlier, half cloth with short pants, you turn to facing him but his hands still hugging you, now you’re in his arm and your cloth was inch far apart at his face 
“You just met me earlier” You smile at him 
“Should I kiss you now?” 
“You’re always asking that!” He smile and kiss your lips

You didn’t break away because it was starting to get hot, Seungyoon slowly push you at his bed and now he’s on top of you, he still kiss you while his hands now already inside of your tops, you had flinch a bit because you never done with anyone this things before, maybe Zelo but he stop until your stomach only, but Seungyoon hands had reach your breast and you just decide him to do that since you must admit that he look hot, you keep making out with him until when his hands trying to unzip your short pants, you fastly pull him slowly

“What are you trying to do?” You look at him while he j ust look away looking annoyed 
“Why you stop me when its going to hard?” 
“But...I didn’t ready to lose my...” 
“Virgin? God seriously I won’t do that to you, I just need some fun with you” He cut you off, 
“I think that you’ll gonna lose mine if you continue try to unzipping my pants” You say slowly 
“No fun” He muttered after sigh chuckle at you and go away 
“He seriously scared me to death” You said under your breath as he walks away, you decide to arrange yourself and meet Winner outside,

You sit beside Jinwoo while Seungyoon sit at floor, they all watching TV

“Had fun?” Jinwoo look at you with his kind smile 
“For what?” You eat some chips that he eating 
“Today?” 
“Oh sure” You smile at him too 
“Btw noona, how’s BAP performace today?” Mino turns to you 
“It was good...” 
“Oh Seungyoon ah, Eunbi call me earlier asking you for accept his calls, why you avoiding her? Is that because of incident last day?” Jinwoo say straightly at Seungyoon making Seungyoon widen his eyes, All winner gasping and Mino close Jinwoo mouth fastly 
“Haha~ are you kidding hyung?” Mino fake smile at Jinwoo, Jinwoo blur but after a minute he finally understand the situation 
“What incident?” You look at them curiously 
“Nothing, there’s nothing...noona lets take a walk, since it was a nice weather” Seungyoon fastly faking his smile to you and cover up 
“No..it’s weird somehow, Seunghoon” You try to make Seunghoon say it to you since he was your bestfriend 
“Don’t look at me..I dont know anything” Seunghoon fastly look away 
“Fine” You finally lost your mood, why everyone keep a secret from you? Whats the matter happen actually? You turn to Seungyoon, 
“I’m going home, I’ll call you later” Seungyoon fastly look at you 
“Already?” He walk towards you 
“I didn’t feel good bye” 
“Well take care, call me when you at home” He try to hug you but you avoid it, you feel something wrong, he grab your hands and his face turns to serious 
“Are you going to act this way?” He look at you with his deep eyes but you let out heavy sigh and hug him 
“Bye” You say and go away

“So hyung! Are you going to explain that to her?” Mino scold Jinwoo 
“I’m sorry, I really don’t know, I thought you already say it to her Seungyoon ah..” 
“I’m really dead meat...” Seungyoon muttered while looking at them 
“I had a lot pressure! She will force me to say it” Seunghoon make his funny face until Taehyun laugh 
“Why don’t just you tell her? It’s not like you had intention though, so that she’s know, if she know from someone else, I swear on my life hyung, She’ll thinking twice for dating you” Taehyun say it cooly while watching TV, Seungyoon sigh and fastly grab his jacket, he’s on your way to your house

You already arrived and when you was about to out from car, you saw Seungyoon car heading towards you, he off his car and out meeting you, you look at him while he was looking at you

“I need to tell something” He look away while pulling your hands following him, he enter your house, you just silent following him, when you and him standing on your living room, he slowly let go of your hands 
“Last day, I was practising on my dance studio and I really didn’t expect that Eunbi...” 
“Whose Eunbi?” You cut him off 
“She’s my friends, or else...” 
“Why was she’s there?” You still talking 
“Because..” 
“Or you give some special ticket or something?” 
“No...It was...” 
“It was what? Maybe you...” 
“Shut up, I’m talking” He cut you off with his death glare at you, you decide to being silent and just look at him 
“She was a trainee at YG, she already being my friends since we’re in same audition programmed before, she conffessing to me that she loves me for all this while and fastly kiss me, all Winner and her friends also shock on that day, I was too but I didn’t accept her, I was not together with you yet on that time but I still love you, and I can’t accept other girl if it was not you...I leave her at there, and I forgot completely to tell you since I’m too happy that you’re conffessing to me, I didn’t think that it was important things to tell you since I had no feelings at her..I’m sorry” He said while looking down, you smiled a bit seeing he just cute for scared at you might leaving him, you slowly approching him and folded your arms 
“Are you sure that you had no feelings to your friends?” 
“Of course, she’s just my friends” 
“What if she’s asking you too choose between friends or love?” 
‘I’ll choose you” He now slowly looking at you, you hide your smile

You couldnt hide your smile anymore and decide to hug him, his lips suddenly smile and hug you back 
“I love you so much noona, you know that right?” He said through your ears 
“I love you too Kang Seungyoon” You smile back and he let you go slowly 
“So what’s make you decide to tell me?” 
“I scared losing you for a second time” He said while smile at you, you smile back and just being silent 
“Btw, I need to wake up early tomorrow, I wont be at school, I got some schedule, you should rest early too, I’m going home, bye” He kiss you on your cheeks 
“You kiss me too much already today..” You try to mad at him but he just laugh and pinch your cheeks softly, he give a peck on your lips again 
“Stop it Seungyoon” He smile and pat your head 
“Bye..I love you” He said it sweetly and walks away 
“Call me tomorrow Seungyoon!” You screamed 
“Okay I got it” He screamed back

You wake up in the morning because your phone ringing, you still close your eyes while talking

“Yah! Where are you!!” Seunghoon voice completely wake you up, why would he screaming like you’re goind to die any soon 
“Slow down, why?” 
“5 minutes for class starting, ya, we had exam today, dont you remember? I hardly excuse myself from Winner schedule today just to attend this shit!” You widen your eyes and look over your watch, you’re going to kill yourself because you had LATE!, You fastly hung up the phone and rush over your appereance, when you fully get ready, you dont have any time to found your car keys, you run fastly at school

Anyway, you had make it to school and run over your class, its been 15 minutes after starting, your teacher looking at you while correcting her glasses,

“What are you doing last night? Having a dead study?” She said while all students giggled while she still serious, Seunghoon just look at you and give you a sigh that you’re going to dead, well, you already a dead meat 
“I’m sorry, I wont late again!” You bowed for a thousand time already at her, she just silent and ask you to have a seat, you fastly sit at your place and get your exam ready 
“I thought it’ll be dead meat sit beside me” Seunghoon mumble at you making you just ignoring him

You start your exam and answer it very carefully, after your exam finish, Seunghoon walk towards you 
“So how?” 
“What do you mean?” You clean all your table 
“Seungyoon and you? Last night he chase after you right? Did he tell you?” 
“Yes, he did..hmm” You sigh and sit back again, he look at you and smile a bit 
“What’s with that sigh?” 
“ He’ll look at her face everyday still though, she’s a trainee..” 
“I sense some jealousy at here...” He teasing you 
“Anyway..What schedule that you have today actually?” 
“Recording Winner TV, and some photoshoot” 
You nod a bit and excuse yourself away, he was going to say that anyway since he had a busy schedule and have to go away

You go at cafe restaurant since you really hungry because you didnt have any breakfast, you sit alone without Seunghoon until Zelo go at you and he sit with you

“Can I sit here noona?” You look at him curiously and just nod your head 
“Its weird,” 
“Whats weird? We’re already friend remember?” He smile at you with his childish smile, he continue eating his bread 
“Where’s (a)?” 
“I search for her too, she just completely gone..” 
“Oh..Where’s BAP?” 
“They all didnt come to school today because they tired after comeback last night” 
“So you’re not tired?” 
“I’m not..thankyou” 
“Why?” 
“Because you’re worried about me” He look at you for a second and smile 
“Oh...it’s okay, btw Zelo, why you didn’t have any girlfriend for looking after you again?” 
“I don’t want” He say without looking at you 
“Why?” 
“I just love it when it was you who cared for me” His answer shut you up, you just nod a bit and eat your food without looking at him 
“Anyway noona, let’s play at theme park that just open..come with me after this” Zelo fastly look at you 
“I want too but...” You scared that Seungyoon would know about this, yes it was maybe you had nothing wrong but Seungyoon just the type who believe on himself, he would not really asking you what happen 
“Seungyoon hyung? It’s okay..I understand” He look at you again 
“I’m sorry” You look down 
“No no, it’s okay, I should be the onw who say sorry”

You remain silent seeing it would be no end if you and him keep saying sorry, you excuse yourself since it was awkward and you walk until your house, you lay in your room until you suddenly thought of your old house, you miss it so much, but even you’re back, there’s no one at that house, it just your maid, they maybe have some fun time but all your room in that house had been locked..Seungyoon name suddenly pop out in your head, he still hasn’t call you, you trying on call him but it was no answer..why he was so hard to reach out? After a minute you’re going to sleep but your phone cut you off, you answer it

“Hello?” 
“Did you call me? Why?” Seungyoon voice suddenly making your hearts thumps, you open your eyes and acting cool 
“Why? You had promise that you’re going to call me right? Why you didn’t call me??” 
“So you’re waiting for my call?” He chuckle making you get angry because he didnt really have any idea that you miss him 
“You won’t call me??” 
“I’m sorry noona, I’m too busy that’s why..” 
“You’re at YG buildings now?” 
“Yes, why?” 
“Eunbi at there?” 
“Eyy, she’s not here, she’s at YG training center, want me to go at there?” He answer you annoyedly 
“No, I miss you” You finally gave up and slow your voice 
He just being silent in phone making you wondered that he still there 
“ Are you stay still?” 
“Yes” 
‘Why dont you answer me?” 
“What do you want me to say?” 
“Seriously Seungyoon? Don’t you miss me too?” 
“I miss you” He answer honestly making you shut 
“Let’s meet now” You said 
“I can’t..I’m too busy, tomorrow I’ll meet you at night, I still can’t go school tomorrow..” 
“Okay..” You sigh 
“I need to go now..I’ll call you later, take care” 
“Now?” 
“Yes..bye” 
“Okay” You said slowly and hung up

You throw your phone away and close your eyes but still you cant sleep, after 16 minutes or some minutes, you heard that your door had been open, who would coming at you this evening? You start to scared since you had give a key for TOP and Seungyoon, but it was impossible they’ll coming at this time because they had a busy schedule, you scared and try to call Seunghoon but your phone wad out of battery, you slowly go at your living room and your light all had turn off, you more scared and your tears slowly out from corner on your eyes, you could hear someone footstep beside you and you just freeze at there when he touch your shoulders, the light had open and you still close your eyes, you could feel that ‘Someone’ hand still touching your shoulders, ‘Someone’ had blow on your face making your hairs flew away and you slowly open your eyes, you widen your eyes when you saw Seungyoon smile infront of your face, you get angry and punch him at shoulders making him flinch

“Ouch,” He Holding hsi shoulders 
“WHY ARE YOU SCARING ME???” You wipe your tears 
“I’m sorry, I didnt know that you’re this scared” He fight you back 
“ How can..” You cut him off by hugging him, he fall a bit when you hugging him tightly 
“I think my life would end” You said while hugging him, he speechless and laugh after a second, you let him go and just look at him, he laugh like crazy at you, he hold his stomach still laughing at you 
“Why you laughing?” 
“You’re too funny, why would someone kill you??” He still laughing till you look at him seriously, he stop laughing but still smiling 
“I’m sorry” 
“Why are you here? You tell me that you’re going to meet me tomorrow night” 
“I just feel like to come here, why? Can’t I?” You sigh chuckle looking at his ego, why dont just he admit that he miss you? 
“Oh I see” You look at him annoyedly 
“ Someone here dying for missing me” He mocking you and go at your kitchen, 
“When did I?” You didnt want to admit and followed him at kitchen, 
“I’m hungry, lets have some food” He smile and turn to you

You smile back and nod, you and Seungyoon cooking on your kitchen, he didnt really know how to cook, you laugh at him when his nose had something black strip after he try to make black noodles, you wipe it off and smile at him, his cheeks turn to red a bit, you just smile knowing that he fall to you even deep, he keep cooking and smirk, he put sauce on his corner of his lips, he look at you and you look at his lips

“Why your lips bleeding?” 
“It’s a sauce” He smile cutely at you, you just sigh chuckle at him, he hold your hands 
“Can you wipe it out for me?” He close his eyes

“Seriously this guy” You chuckle seeing him and wipe using towels, when you were about to wipe his lips he move your hands away and kiss your lips, he break it off after a second 
“This sauce is sweet somehow” He said while smiling at you, you just sigh chuckle and both of you continue doing your own works

After 30 minutes, the food was ready and you both eat together, he eat so deliciously making you just smile seeing him, he somehow had feed you too and he smile seeing you just accept it, both of you had a good time until his phone was ringing and someone asking him to back at YG studio, there was still many song to recorded again, he hung up phone and kiss on your forehead,

“I need to go now, I’m sorry bye” 
You nod and smile at him, anyhow, you had a great time with him..he walks away while you still eating..but he rarely saying ‘I love you’ at you unlike Zelo, but maybe he didn’t really like it, you just slowly accept it.

“What is this?” Your eyes widen and stop eating, you know that voice and you clearly sure who is it, it was your brother TOP, finally back, you go at your living room and smile seeing him, you run and hug him

“I thought you didnt have a time to come back” 
“It just for a moment, you already eat? I thought to bring you having lunch at somewhere” He sit while looking at you

“I just did..well, I can keep you company if you want too”  You sit too 
“I saw Seungyoon car at here earlier, he coming?” You shock when TOP ask you something like that, 
“Emm...he” 
“Listen (***), better tell me if something happen between you two, so it didn’t get me into trouble..if you telling me what the truth is, I can help you, I’m not useless brother okay?” 
“He...actually” 
“Actually what?” 
“We’re together” You slow your voice 
“He break the rules because of you, you know that right?” He say after being silent 
“But you say you’ll help me” You fastly look at him 
“I’m not gonna say anything since it was already break the rules, but I’m not going to tell anyone” You smile and hug him 
“Thank you oppa” He just smile a bit

You had spent time with him overally, but he need to excuse himself for his schedule, you hug him tightly not wanting him to go, but there’s nothing you can do since it was very important to him to go, you nod and let him go

Day by day had passed now today is your graduation day, You didnt see Seungyoon for 2 weeks and that’s w hy you miss him like crazy, but you have to endure it because his schedule which making him to going crazy soon, you just saw Zelo everyday and he still talking to you like normal but you know he would avoid it when you starting to talk about how much you miss Seungyoon, but anyway, today is your special day and you decide to call Seunghoon

“Heyy Seunghoon! Where are you?” You said cheerfully 
“How nervous I can be today, more than when YG decide to accept me back day, oh myyy, I’m still at dorm..” 
“Seungyoon at there?” 
“Yes..why? talking with him?” 
“Yes! Give him a phone” 
“Okay”

Your hearts thumps fast because you miss him so much, his phone was continuely off because he didnt want any disturbing when he make a new song, you could hear Seunghoon calling him and when Seunghoon pass phone over him, he answer it

“Hello?” He still didnt have any ideal who’s calling because Seunghoon didnt tell him 
“Ya Seungyoon! You’re going to forget me already??” You fired him, 
“Noona?” 
“Which noona?” You sound annoyed 
“Eunbi noona?” He say bluntly making your hearts in pain, 
“Find your eunbi!” You sigh and wants to off your phone but he was chucke in phone 
“I’m sorry noona, I know it was you, my baby” He said while smiling, you smile after a second knowing that he just teasing you 
“I miss you jerk” You said slowly 
“Wow, it makes me feels good, btw today is your graduation day right? Good luck, Im sorry I cant attend it” 
“Its okay, but I want to see you” 
“I’ll meet you if you promise that you’re all mine that day,” You could feel him smirk on phone, you fastly catch up what he trying to say 
“Ya! Is that all you thinking??” 
“I’m just kidding, btw I miss you too noona” You flush a bit hearing that he miss you too but you still need to act all cool 
“I need to go to school now..bye” You actually didnt want to end up the conversation because you miss him so much 
“Be careful, I love you” Now you give up, your tears falls down after hearing his sweet voice saying that he love you and that’s why because he didnt really say that ‘thing’ to you 
“I love you too” 
“Bye” 
“Bye” 
“Ok..bye” Both of you didnt want to hung up but Seunghoon fastly take a phone from Seungyoon and scream at you 
“YA! BOTH OF YOU WON’T DONE IF CONTINUE SAYING BYE! AND ANYWAY, IM GOING TO MEET YOU NOW! AT SCHOOL” He Hung up, you could tell that he was annoyed and you just could laughing at him