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Chapter:69
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(A/N: You all know what would have happened after Sid's nooooooo , so i am skipping that.. coz i assume that you guys are already bored of this story or at least number of comments says that , so o don't wanna bore u even further...)

Let's begin:

**Present Day**

They walked around the holy fire taking their third phera ... Neet's condition got worse ... she was crying helplessly now ... her body was shivering ... all she wanted was to open that not so holy knot and run from this marriage... but she was helpless ...

**Flashback**

Neet: and you agreed ..

Sid: i didn't have any option ... i took him lightly and did stupid things there ... and before i could realize , i sinked into his plan ... i broke up with ... in the worst way i could do ... just to make you hate me ...

Neet: It hurted
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And she paused to remember all the things she went through...
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Neet: it hurted so much...

Sid: i know and i am sorry...

Neet: you might be sorry but u will never understand.. each second felt like a year ... i felt betrayed and cheated and abandoned and empty... it was like someone took a part of me ... i might be breathing but i was so dead ...  u wouldn't have done that ...

Sid: he would have kill you...

Neet: i would have rather simply died than feeling dead every day .. it was like  to wake up everyday and see myself getting more and more empty... it was all dark with not even a single ray of sunlight,  not even hope of getting one ... u did wrong... u shouldn't have agreed

Sid: i am so sorry... i genuinely am ... but u can't blame me like this ... even i suffered too .. being away from you,  wasn't what i wanted .. i tried to save you and protect you and for that i became the vilian .. my brother taunted me , my mother ignore me and my bhabhi  hated me ... so it was easy for me .. i felt so alone despite of having a family... but i was helpless and hopeless ..  i didn't have courage to fight with him , especially when the risk was your life ... so stop blaming me ...

Neet: i am not blaming you siddharth... i just wanted you to give an option to choose... it was my decision to make and not yours... i don't want to be saved,  i just wanted to be with u ... we would have fought it together... as a team ...

Sid: fighting him was a suicide mission...

Neet: but atleast we both would be fighting together,  on the same side .. and not with each other ...

Sid: i Don't understand why are u so mad at me ...

Neet: because he won again ... he did what he wants to do ... he was able to take my happiness again ... *breathes heavily* and the most importantly because i have to stay away from you ... blaming u , trying to destroy you... when all u did is protect me ...
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And she started to cry violently... she was just finding a way to divert her feelings ... by pretending that its hai fault and she is angry on him for that... instead she was just upset at herself, for not able to find about this before and not able to take out siddharth from this mess .... and sid understood this... so he just hold her tight and close and let her cry her heart out .... and when she calmed a little he spoke ...
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Sid: i wasn't your fault... i was none of ours fault... u were unaware and i was scared.. u know when Anushka and Riyaz came here and Anushka took jannat's side , coz she knew something was wrong coz jannat was with Taylor... i told her all this ... she asked me to tell you and give you a chance of decide what to do further as u just said ... but i couldn't take any chance ... i saw a gun pointed at you...  i would have never ever forgiven myself,  if something would have happened to you ... i was a coward and a loser ... and i didn't have courage to fight and get proves against him ... and even if i would have done that... it would have been very easy for him to get free ...  so i didn't have any option ... other then to let you go ... even if i hated it ... but i knew that you will jai and di , to always support u and i knew that u are strong enough to fight this ... way stronger than i am ...

Neet: I am not as strong as you think I am .. and may be that is why I am gonna accept my defeat and marry him....

Sid: AVNEEETT?!?

Neet: Even i don't have any option Siddharth ... I am sorry 

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And she stood up to leave ...
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Sid: Avneet what are u doing ??

Neet: taking a decision... as per u said , we don't have a prove and we can't do anything to stop him ... and he is so dangerous... and he would kill us ... so i better marry him then be dead ...

Sid: Avneet u talking about marrying him?? Really??

Neet: yes coz Don't have an option...
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And she started to leave when he held her arm ...
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Sid: Avneet... are u mad at me ?? If yess then i am sorry but .. u can't marry him he -

Neet (intrupts): i have to ... please let me go ... and don't follow me... it's best for us both ...
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And she left , freeing her arm ... she passed through the woods and walked alone on that remote confusing road , making her way to her car .. which she parked far away .. when someone held her arm and pulled her towards itself... and she gasped in shock...
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EOC

So that was the chapter...

I hope u like it ...

I don't have much to say about it ...

Okay byeee