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Chapter:17
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*Sid's POV*

After i dumped avneet i wanted to go back to my place but jannat asked me to come over and i couldn't say no... so we went to her place ... it was raining heavily and i was quite worried if avneet if fine or not ..  but then i saw jannat and all those thoughts vanished immediately.... she said she is cooking pasta for us and i just kept staring at her meanwhile....
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Sid: u have changed a lot now ...

Jan: people change honey ...
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And i nodded understanding ... after the dinner i went back to my place... i didn't told anyone about me breaking up with avneet ... i just went in my room and i tried to sleep .. i was guilty of what i did with avneet but at last i did what i want too ... after a lot of efforts i finally slept...
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Around 1 in night
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My sleep was disturbed by my phone ringing ..  who the fuck is calling me at this time ... i cursed looking at the time ... i saw my phone and the display shows "AVNI💕"... aah i need to edit this name ...and  i received the call

*On call*

Sid: hello

Neet: can we fix this please .. i can't loose u ...
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This was the sweetest thing anyone could ever say to me but again... i was more than sure what I need to do ... i close my eyes just to see Jannat's face
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Sid: i m sorry avneet ... but i can't

Neet: but why?

Sid: because i wanna be with jannat ...  i was with u because I thought u were the reason i could get fame but no its jannat ... i have a million follower on Instagram and out YouTube channel people see that because of me ... people ship me and jannat and thats what i want ..  fame ... and u could never give me that... i m famous i m popular and i deserve the girl who is famous too which is my jan not u ... i hope u understand and no don't call me ever
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I gae her the reason she demand for and the hang up the call.. i don't wanna tell her this coz I knew she will be heart broken... but she herself wanted to hear this so its not my fault
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*Sid's POV ends*
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Neet's call ? How ? Wasn't she D.E.A.D ?

Okay lemme tell u how ... lets go to the time when she was drowning...
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*NEET'S POV*

I was drowning and drowning till the time my lungs has no more air .. and my body has no more life...

Jai: promise me u will never attempt suicide again

Neet: promise

Sid: promise me avni u will never do any such thing again... not for anyone... not even for me ...

Neet: promise

Dev: neet yeh kya hai ... u can't leave all of u like this .. bacha please don't ever try to do such things

Neet: i won't

Vaish: i though my sister is much more strong and loves me a lot me ...

Neet: i love u di

Vaish: then y did u do this hn?

Neet: i m sorry

Vaish: please never do this again never ever .. 

Neet: never ever ...
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My mind was filled with all these voice and all those false promises i did to them ... and the next moment i breathe.. i gasped taking in the air .. my opened and i gained consciousness... almost like i got a new life...  i found myself drowning in the water when i gathered all my strength and swim to the bank... when i felt ground below me ... i sigh in relief.. i laid on the floor for some time letting the air switch its position with water ... i felt dizzy and was coughing badly ... plus the rain made the conditions horrible... but the strom inside me again overrule the nature ...
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(A/N: okay i know that was stupid that how she got her life back ... but but but i wanna show suicide thing and then realization coz i strongly believe that u should end your life or put it on risk because of someone... your life is a gift from god and its the god who decides when to take it back or when not ... please guys think about your loved ones and your family before doing any such stupidity... things are never that bad that u can't fight with them ... be strong... i know its easier to say but a lot more difficult to do but please talk with someone u trust and don't take impulsive decisions 🙏)
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had a lot of things in my mind ... but i first decided to go away from this place ... i somehow managed to recah near my car ... i sat inside and turned on heater...  i took my time taking in the air as well as taking in what just happened... and i relized that i jumped in the sea ... i tried to suicide... which i m so guilty of ... i can't do this i can't end my life... what will happen to jai after me ... JAI JAI JAI was the only thought i have... i can't tell him all this ... uf he will get to know about this he will be broken ... he will blame himself for everything... he has been with me guided me supported me like an elder brother... and i can't let him fail ... i can't... i won't tell him all this .. neither that ashu dumped me ... otherwise he will kill him.. he will kill my ashu ... and i m sure that he is doing it under pressure my ashu can't do this he loves me ... as much as i love him... i will talk with him and we will be fine ... ee will sort this i know ... and i drive back to my place hoping everything will be fine ...
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I went home and saw jai tasting my pasta ..
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Jai: its amazing twinny ..
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He said without looking at me ... and my eyes again filled with tears with i again wiped ... and i replied trying to sound as normal as i could
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Neet: really?
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And he looked at me with concern and shocked expressions
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EOC
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