the past few weeks have been rough in terms of writing and I'm about to scream. I practically promised myself I'd have pre-made chapters ready to go up when they're supposed to, but that never happens.

and then when they're supposed to go up, I'm stressed and write the chapter very messy and then i convince myself that it's not good and I justーUGH

another thing that gets on my nerves is that I often look up books similar to mine and make myself feel as if none of my writing is good and I try so hard to make them like everyone else's and it just fkdjjdjd

I'm so over feeling as if my books aren't enough but I'm trying out new things and so far I love them sooo yeah

fuuuuck my life lmaoo