so I recently saw this on my message board and thought it was suuuper cute in a way, so I thought it would be cool to do this ( i mean if anyone really cares )

but it would be cool to look back at this in like two months to see what my life was like - uGh I'm getting ahead of myself lol

here's my life update :,)

most of y'all who read this book know that most of my family and my brother's supposed 'girlfriend' don't get along very well - mostly her and I. If you don't know, the tea is in the literal 'I have tea' chapter. now, I can happily announce that she has not came over to my family's house since that fiasco. my mom and I saw her at my parent's bowling league, but of course she didn't speak to us, in which I honestly couldn't care less about.

considering that I deleted the chapter almost as soon as I published it, I'm assuming most of you don't know about my dog. to recap, my brother's girlfriend ( of course ) has a dog, and to cut things short, she bit my dog three times.

my dog ( his name is bob but yk I call him bubba ) has thankfully recovered since then, and I'm so thankful considering he had to go into immediate surgery and live with a cone on his head for a whole month :( however, bubba is doing so so much better! the only thing now is that he's started having seizures once in a while. ( really once a month basically ) but it's worrying me. like, I don't want to lose him, but I obviously don't want him to be in pain :( however, there's no need to think about that yet considering he's as lively as could be!

exam week is over with and I could not be more happier. last night I had a breakdown, which now that I think about it, really helped me emotionally. I've kinda got a clear head so that's nice to start a new school term with :)

I've been really self conscious lately, which sucks, but I'm completely going through a self-care 'phase' if that's what you want to call it and I'm gonna start focusing on myself yk? :)

anyways, there's that. thank u if you read this far lol <33