currently sitting in my room in the literal dark crying my eyes out, love that

like I haven't been feeling myself lately and it really sucks because I can't find the motivation to write or really do anything else on here :( I'm not leaving or anything but it sucks to not do the one thing I love

uh like also I feel super looked down upon in my family right now, I have no idea why,, like I feel like no one wants to talk to me let alone cares and uh that sucks too

exams have just been really tough, and so have my classes, it's honestly just too much for me to handle uuuhhh so that's cool

mk I'm done ranting