i KNEW watching my bestfriend's wedding at midnight was a HORRIBLE idea but you know what? my ass still decided to watch it !

made me feel 100x lonelier considering the current state of my best friend and i cos i've liked him for 5 WHOLE ASS YEARS and my stupid ass brain can't ever let go of him and you know, that mf movie hurt my heart. SUE!

also pretty sure i have the flu, isn't that fun :) lol gonna pass out gn x