welcome to this extremely sappy chapter, but i'm still not over this.

i was in the same room as a literal angel. my idol. the love of my life. i literally cannot get over this. however, i can't help but think that this might helped me in more ways than one.

i cried so many times during this, no cap. just being able to see and hear her vocals & voice love was a blessing, and i'm so so so thankful that i got the chance to see her oh my god.

lately my heart has been a bit empty. work has been taking up so much of my time and recently, i've had literally no motivation to write anything. but that night lifted me tremendously. for once, i felt energized, a bit of light was put back in me, and the motivation i yearned for came back

i really dunno how to explain it but her visuals & her voice calmed my anxiety so much, like, it's crazy. there was just something so calming about the colors she chose, the successful, nasa, rem, needy, and get well soon visuals.

get well soon helped me through so much, and hearing it live made my heart melt in so many ways. after that night, for once i legitimately feel like i'm alright. like my mental health is in a good place 🖤

i'm putting this sappy piece in here solely to remind myself that things will be alright.

i'm so so thankful that i 110% feel like myself and am not emotionally and physically drained. i've tried to write so many times these past few weeks, but i just couldn't. I can happily say that i finished writing something and I am extremely proud of it.

just a reminder to whoever is reading this, i love u so much. you're appreciated, loved, beautiful, and everything else. you deserve the world, and don't give up on yourself. 💙