so idk this seems vv petty in my head and I don't wanna seem ungrateful or anything but I needed to get this shit off my mind

okok so I have this best friend, we've been friends for like seven years right,, so anyways we both like Ariana Grande and so when she announced her swtnr/tun tour he said he copped some tix to our city's show ( like I'm not even kidding he's fucking rich asf, which doesn't matter rlly but just a fyi )

so I was literally thanking him every second and promising I'd pay him back bc obvi I'm not one of those ppl who use others for money bc that's just ugly asf

so I've been excited literally these past 5 months for our show and obvi I didn't buy tickets bc he even showed me PROOF that he copped tix ygm

so anyways we were at our end of school festival a week ago and I asked him if we were still on for the show and he mf admits that he didn't get tickets

my heart literally shattered into millions of pieces because I love ari so so so much, like it's literally unexplainable

so I'm like okay, it's chill, I'll buy some of my own yk, but literally almost every seat is sold out and resale tix are $300 for two seats,, like I'm able to go alone which is only like $99 bc it's a single seat and I'm actually making enough with my job to pay my parents back, bc I don't have a card or anything yk

but like I'm so fucking heartbroken over that whole fiasco and i'm 70% sure my parents are gonna say that I can't go,,

I've literally been in tears everyday since then like I'm not even kidding and ur probably thinking that it's super lame n shit to be crying over this but like idk man

I've just been totally out of it lately :( ahahahahha love that for me, bye 😗✌🏼