Marco Pov
For a moment she was here and the second she was gone..I knew she was trying to see me but her mother was really keeping her away from me? Am I that bad that she is forbidden to see me at all? Am I not good enough for their daughter who is also reckless when she wants to?

I go to my room and look at myself in the mirror and take my leather jacket, my beanie and everything else that seems to make me not good enough. As i look at myself I see that boy I was years ago..the nerd and socially awkward freak that had no friends and couldn't even get the most popular girl at school

"This is the old me..if I have to go back to being the dork I was when I was younger than so be it" as cringed at myself I wanted the comfort of Star, she would've told me I'm still me, I'm still smart and charming and nothing is gonna change but that's the problem..I'm a completely new person..I don't really give time to school,

I just forget it and skip..my old friends don't even look in my direction and my new ones kinda hate me. I'm a mess it doesn't matter if I'm the nerd or the bed boy because it won't please stars mother not even a second look and she'll say I'm a bad influence.

I quickly put my stuff back on including my plugs and hat and fingerless gloves, I'm me and if she doesn't want that then I'm sorry..but I love star no matter what and she loves me for who I am on the inside.

"Marco, I heard banging..is everything okay?" I look up and see my mother, she looks like hell...dark circles around her eyes, her hair is loose and not tied up like it's used to, her face looking pale

"I'm fine mom..sorry for waking you" she sighs and walks in and pulls me into  a hug "Its hard I know but you'll get through it" as she let go she held my face in her hand "You be who you like to be..your my son and I will always love you no matter what" I smiled as she placed a kiss on my cheek "Thanks mom"

she smirks and heads out but not before I hug her from behind "I'm sorry for causing so many problems for you..I shouldn't be treating you like this..your my mother, the person who raised me to be a gentleman and how to treat a lady..the person who picks me up after I fall..the person who will unconditionally love me after many mistakes..I'm sorry Mamá for everything..I love you"

I started crying on her shoulder and she held my arms and missed my head "Your my son, it's my job...now sleep you need it" as I wiped my face she tucked me in bed and smiled "I haven't tucked you in since you were 6..sweet dreams Marco"

I chuckled remembering all the times my mom was there for me even if I didn't want her to "Night mom, get some rest" she nods and leaves and I lay there staring at my bare ceilings and think of Star again..

Her beautiful smile and eyes that keeps me in a trance, how I wish I could see her again and hold her and never let go..but that's a dream that's way too far out of my reach "Someday..someday"

A/n wow look at that I updated..😂😅 sorry bout that I've been busy with things and I was meant to update this a couple days ago but stuff happened and I couldn't focus but I hope you enjoyed this quick little part I made and trust me next part will be longer I hope