Harry's POV
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"AVADA KEDAVARA,"
The words burned a hole in my head as I saw green light hit Sirius' shoulder, burning the clothing in a little hole.
He looked at me, mouthed 'I'm-' and fell into the portal.
I screamed out, and Remus came to hold me back from running in after him. Sirius was gone. Dead.
It's your fault. A voice said in the back of my head.
Bellartrix skipped out, and i smashed the prophecy on the ground before running after her.
Then there was a flash. I saw a baby. No, it wasn't me. I couldn't make out the faces of the baby or the people, but there was an adorable baby. It's eyes were half blue half violet, which looked awesome, and-

I woke up in a cold sweat. I was gasping for air, and I was taking in the room. My dorm. Well, mine and my boyfriend's.
I bursted into sobs, and held Draco's hand tighter. One arm was draped over me, the other under my side. I curled into a fetal position, and Draco snapped his head up.
He immediately repositioned himself so that he could take me in his arms, and pet my hair.
"Th-this sucks ass," I wept. He held onto me tightly.
"I know honey. I don't know how to help besides hold you. I'm sorry." Draco said. I hugged his torso like it was the only thing keeping me from levitating off the bed. I cried into his shoulder, and he kissed my head.
"I l-love you," I stuttered out.
"I love you so much Harry." Draco whispered. "We'll get through this together, yeah?"
"Together," I nodded. I kissed his neck softly, then nuzzled my face in his neck.
"Hey babe?" I asked, my voice cracking a little.
"Yes, love?" He asked.
"Do you promise you won't leave me?" I asked him, uncertain of his answer. I've been a lot to handle recently.
"If course I won't. Why do you ask?" He asked me.
"Well, everyone I love always ends up leaving me." I whispered. Draco lifted my head up and gave me a passion filled kiss.
"I'll never leave you. You're stuck with me forever." He whispered, and I laughed.
"Okay," I said. "Hey babe?"
"Yes, Harry?"
"Can we just sit by ourselves on the train tomorrow? I don't want to socialize." I said.
"Whatever you need." He said.
"Do you know a baby with violet and blue eyes?" I asked out of no where.
"That's a random question. And nope." Draco laughed.
"I saw a baby in my nightmare/ dream. But I don't know who's it is or what it looks like, other than the eyes." I told Draco. He huffed and shrugged.
"I honestly have no idea." Draco said. I cuddled up to his side and put my head by his.
"Do we have pizza?" I asked.
"Harry, no, we don't." Draco chuckled. I sighed.
"Damn." Draco laughed a little.
"Have you ever wondered what would have happened if you never kissed me?" Draco asked. "I mean, would we be together?"
"I don't know, but I'm sure as hell glad I did. A voice in my head was telling me 'just do it you asshole.' So, I did. Like the asshole I am." Draco laughed and kissed my head.
"What if we were enemies? Like arch rivals. Like we always insulted the other or hexed each other?"
"Then I'd die inside. I don't like yelling at you." I told him.
"You've never yelled at me before," Draco said.
"Yeah but we've been in pretty bad fights before. I still can't forgive myself for when I made you cry." I told him.
"Baby, that was years ago." Draco said. "And hey, what's a relationship without obstacles. You know I love you and I'll never leave you. Unless you cheat on me because in that case you're out the door." He said.
"And why on earth would I ever cheat on you?" I asked. He shrugged. I kissed him. "Well you don't have to worry about that." I told him.
"ow! Why the fuck? What the fuck?" Draco suddenly said, looking around.
"What?" I asked.
"I felt my arm hurt out of no where." He muttered, and shrugged. "Oh well. It's gone now." He said. I kissed his head.
"Okay." I said.
"I wonder where umbridge is," I said.
"Hopefully that bitch is dead. I'm still angry." Draco growled.
"About what?" I asked.
"For using crucio on you. I still just wanna... I don't know, light her on fire." Draco said.
"Go into her office and throw gasoline all over." I said.
"Then maybe some dynamite," Draco said.
"Then add umbridge," I continued.
"Then with the flick of my wrist," he showed a hand motion. "Boom. Explosion."
"Dead," I sighed. "If only."
"Yeah. Hey Harry? I have a question." Draco suddenly whispered.
"Of course love, I'm all ears." I told him.
"Would you not love me anymore if I became a death eater?" He asked with tears in his eyes. My heart sank.
"Draco are you a death eater?" I asked calmly. He shook his head.
"But I'm scared that I will be." He said.
"So you don't want to be one?" I asked as I stroked his cheek. He shook his head. "Would you say no?" I asked. He sighed.
"It's not that simple." He said. "I would love you say no and walk out a room full of death eaters, but if I Were to say no, Voldemort would torture me and kill my parents. Then he'd kill me." Draco explained, and I nodded and kissed his forehead.
"No, I wouldn't hate you. No, I wouldn't stop loving you. I'd be sad, but that's because I'd be scared out of my mind for you." I told him as I looked in his eyes. I pressed my forehead to his.
"Promise?" He asked.
"I promise, Dray." I said. He smiled and nuzzled his face in my shoulder. I put my chin on top of his head and held on tightly.
"I love you so much Harry." Draco whispered into my neck.
"I love you so much." I whispered back.
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