Lauren's pov.......

I can't sleep like a normal person, it is very hard for me, when I lie on the bed I can hardly take a breath. I have been coughing up blood a lot lately.....

I didn't go to school for 2 days and I didn't tell Watson also because he got very much homework at school.....

My surviving rate is only 5% because of cancer and I checked about heart cancer in net and it devastated me......

I am very sad but I can't do anything......

If I could not do this carelessness and perfectly cross the road then it did not happen to me....

It is because of me only......what Will I do?