A/N- I am going to put my song in this chapter please no hate because yes I no it sucks.

As I sat there in the hospital bed I felt so lost... So broken. I felt so guilty. Katie told me that I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and just get over it, but how can I do that? I loved her with all my heart. How am I just supposed to forget?

"I loved her" I whispered.

"But in a friend way... Right?" I looked up to see Katie standing right next to me.

"N-no. Katie I loved you." Her expression changed from nervous to sad. "What's wrong I asked." She looked at me for a few minutes before answering.

"Caden you know that I would never hurt you on purpose, right?" She asked biting her lip which was a sign that I wasn't going to like what I was about to hear.

"Yes of course I do!" She gave me a small smile and then opened her mouth like she was going to speak but quickly shut it again. She looked into my eyes for a few more minutes before finally speaking.

"Caden... I don't... I mean didn't... Feel the same way." I could feel my heart break in my chest. I could feel a lump in my throat and tears in my eyes. It took all that I have not to let those tears spill.

"Y-you di-i-in't" As I spoke I could feel my heart break even more and it finally snapped when she nodded her head.

"See Caden this is even a better reason for you to just get over me and-"

"Get out" I didn't let her finish her sentence. I didn't even look up at her when I spoke those words. I just kept staring at my lap.

"Caden I-"

But I cut her off once again. "I SAID GET THE FUCK OUT!" I screamed finally looking into her eyes which were full of tears. I felt a stab of guilt and tried to ignore it as I watched her leave the room.

I felt a few tears fall and watched as they dripped off my chin and nose and onto my blanket and hands. Then I did the only thing that I could think of. I started to sing.

I love you! I love you! Do you love me back? I feel you! I feel you! You don't feel the same way.

I shouldn't have yelled at her. It's not her fault that she doesn't like me back. The heart chooses not her.

But it hurts since bad when I see you! All I wanna do us hug you! But I can't 'cuz you don't feel the same about me.

It does hurt though. Seven years is such a long time to like someone. She can't possibly know what is happening right now. Not like I can say much. She's fucking dead!

I love you! I love you! Why can't you love me. I feel you! I feel you! You don't feel the same way.

I wish she did though. But life seems to have different plans to be so I need to expect that.

But it hurts so bad when I see you! Yeah you. You with him. And I ask myself why can't you be mine.

I remember how hard it was to hide my feelings when she would get a boyfriend or girlfriend. Or when I would try to date but couldn't.

I love you! I love you! And you don't feel the same. But that's okay 'cuz I'll keep being your friend.

I knew that being rejected isn't the end if the world no matter how hard it hurts. Especially by a dead girl. No matter how hard I tried to stop though. The tears still kept sliding down my face. I sat there and cried for I don't know how long. It felt like days, but I knew that wasn't possible since the doctor hasn't come in to see me.

Speak of the devil. A doctor who looked about 37 came in. He had tan skin with dark hair and brown eyes. He frowned at me when he noticed that I was crying.

"Why are you crying." I bit my lip. I couldn't tell him that Katie had come to see me. I would look insane, so I just shrugged my shoulders instead. He gave me a strange look but didn't question me.

"I am here to tell you that you will need to stay in the Hospital for a few more months and go to counseling because of your recent suicidal behavior." I just blinked. A FEW MONTHS! I wasn't even trying to end my life!

"No no no no this is a misunderstanding that isn't what I was doing." He gave me a bored expression then look at his clipboard.

"Then what were you doing Mr-" He paused for a moment reading my last name. "Callahan"

"I-I was..." I trailed off not knowing what to say to him. He nodded then turned to leave.

"No! No don't go." I sighed. "I was talking to my best friend Katie then fell." The doctor blinked at me.

"Isn't Katie dead Mr. Callahan" He gave a strange look and I slowly nodded. "I see... " He trailed off. I know he doesn't believe me I can see it in his eyes. "I will look into these hallucinations. For now good day." Then he turned and left the room.

OF COURSE HE THINKS I'M INSANE! Who wouldn't I've been seeing my dead best friend since she died! Oh fuck I really am going mad.

A/N- Welp that sucks for Caden. And that doctor was a real dick hahaha. Anyway please comment if you think this story is going to fast and I'm not adding enough detail and life into the story. Anyway have a great day. (The song by me was called Love Me Back hope you liked it) (1009 words)

-Jason