It was really a waste of time trying to find this apartment just so my family would not find out about me and Changmin. Now it just looked like we abandoned the big spacious house to this timid place because believe it or not, Changmin never left and is practically living with us right now.

“You’ve been here for more than a year and why is there not much home utensils here?”, my mother ask me while trying to make some dinner.

I widen my eyes and ran by her side until Changmin beat me to it and help her take the pot from the high top shelf.

“That’s because she usually eat and sleep over at my place. Mrs.Kim, you’re not mad at her for doing that right?”

I shockingly look at my mother who was nodding her head like an obedience woman and see how Changmin smirk my way. He has completely brainwashed my mother.

On the other hand, from the corner of the couch, my sister just simply keeps glaring at Changmin and I can see someone is not affected by his charms, just like how I was before.

Since she was a late child and is ten years younger than me, she is like a baby to our family, but somehow, she took after me and didn't like being babied.

"Hey! Do you want to buy something from the store with me? My treat", I wink at her and she quickly agreed. Yeah, even a brats like me can't say no to foods.

We quietly left the house to go the nearest convenient store and I held my sister's hand.

"Eonnie, are you sure he is your boyfriend?"

"Ah...w-why not?", I almost choke on my saliva and trip on my words.

"It looks like you guys are not a couple at all"

I didn't know ten years old kids were so good at intuitive. Even if I lie, she could read me like an open book at this point.

"Do I look like I don't like him at all?"

My sister pout and nod her head. And that makes me realise she might be right. I am already convinced that I like him back now but thinking back about it, I never showed him that I care except for two three times.

We bought some chips and beverage before getting back and seeing a worried Changmin on the front door made me feel bad. My sister's word hit me like a truck so I walk pass him and directly to my room.

It was not him that I am mad of. It was me who is judging the people so much to the point I never once look back about my own behaviour.

"Hey baby, what's wrong?"

His voice made me feel calm but my tears drop at his soothing words. All these voice in my head is telling me I don't deserve him and cried harder.

Soon I can feel his warm hug on my body and him patting my back.

"Don't cry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean..."

"Just shut the fuck up Ji Changmin"

I push his hands away and glare at him. It was becoming too much. Not everything is his fault and sometimes he needs to be reminded that there are people who cares about him too. Not only he is capable of caring others, of caring me.

His shocked face made me crack up and I hug him this time.

"Stop apologizing every damn time when its not your fault. It made me feel sick to the core that I look like a spoilt brat"

A couple of minutes later after I stopped crying, he laugh softly and kiss my sideburn.

"But I love spoiling you"

I punch his arm and laugh with him but suddenly he stop and lean forward.

I knew what is coming and I didn't hesitate a bit before leaning forward myself and press my lips on his.

My stomach flip like there is a hurricane inside it and I have never felt so excited in my entire life.

I guess this is what kissing someone who we have a feelings for feels like.

I smile into the kiss affectionately as he deepen them before we got interrupted by a knock on the door.

"Can you two stop eating each other and eat the actual dinner now?"

Urgg wrong timing Mom!