Have I mentioned how much I hate Lee Juyeon? That guy is a pain in the ass and I don’t know why he likes to involve in our business so much. Changmin doesn’t seemed bothered but I do. It was already tiring having to live with Changmin’s rule but Juyeon always had to add fuel to the fire.

Perhaps, could it be that Changmin is manipulated by Juyeon?

I didn’t want to attend one of Changmin’s match today. The crowd is giving me headache and its suffocating me. I already got Changmin’s approval not to be there but somehow that friend of his had manage to let him change his mind again.

So here I am, once again sulkily sitting with yet again a moody Chanhee next to me. It’s a routine now to sit next to him whenever we attend his friends game and since Chanhee is quite tall too, I was thinking he would be a player as well at first but nah, I realize he is better off in the bleachers.

“Be honest, you hate this game too right?”

He didn’t answer me at first and roll his eyes. I thought it was directed to me but it seems like I was right. He is bored as much as I do.

“Why am I here again?” he mumble but loud enough for me to hear. I roll my eyes as well, agreeing with him.

“How do I escape from here?”, I was mainly talking to myself, not expecting any reply from him but he proved me wrong.

“Get out while he is distracted. I will tell him you’re not feeling well”

His word shock me to my ground and my mouth hung wide open before he close them from me. I look at Changmin, he is deeply focus on the game. Despite his mean actions towards everyone, girls cant stop swooning over him and I scoff. I couldn’t be them.

“Can I trust you?”, I suspiciously eye Chanhee. The last time I trusted him, he leads me straight to Changmin when he obviously knew I was running away from him.

“Can you stop being salty over that day?”, as if he was reading my mind, he answered me.

“Never! But I owe you one”, I chipped in and left when Changmin wasn’t paying attention to the crowd. This is a bad idea and I can feel it but the sweat and the sound inside the stadium, they want to make me puke and Chanhee wont even be lying by telling them I don’t feel well when infact I don’t actually feel well.

I wander around the campus, due to the match in the basketball court, there barely is students outside and it feels peaceful. I decided to bring along my drawing paper and pencil case from my locker and went to the corner of the field filled with nature, hoping for some inspirations.

I sit down on the bench under a tree and open the drawing book. With a sigh, I start drawing anything that came into my mind, a little fish, an ugly flower in front of me and even the boy sitting few metres away from me.

My eyes widened, a boy? I stop drawing and look at him standing up from his seat and walking towards me. I panic and froze until he reach where I sit and took the space next to me.

“What were you drawing?”

I open my mouth but no sound came out. 'Breath Y/N its just Kevin. Shit! Its Kevin!'

He took a peak at my drawing and smile. He loves smiling, I know that now. I used to be like that too, before the ‘Changmin’ happened.

“Cute”, he said looking at my drawing. I quickly hid it in my chest and stood up before running away. I cant let Changmin see us. He has eyes everywhere and I wont let anyone gets hurt because of me again.

Especially the ones I like