After Paul left my place, I pulled myself together and refreshed for the day.
He had agreed to meet Pearl settle . I was sure that we were going to be okay again, and this time for good.

I did not want to interfere with their meeting, but anxiety got the best of me. I decided to go there.
I wanted her to know that it was over between her and Paul. I wanted her to know that he was mine, mine alone.

"Well, she had her time and now it's over.
It's my time, and I will make it last," I said with a smug smile.

They were going to meet at Aer Lounge. I wanted to go there and see the look on her face when my boyfriend told her the truth.
I wanted to see how the pain would sting her after Paul spoke.

She might roll on the floor in sobs after he breaks the news to her. I laughed at how hilarious imagination.

I wanted to go and make her see the girl that had taken her place. The girl that her man had fallen for. I wanted to be there and show my cute ass to her, at least that's what Paul made me feel. Cute!

I called Caroline and told her what I wanted to do. Being the life saver she always was, she came quick to my place.

I changed into the most sexy dress I had. It clearly revealed every curve on my voluptuous body, and graced my appearance. You could think I was a model.

When I was sure that I looked stunning enough, I signaled to Carol that I was done with beautifying myself and then we headed to the lounge.

"Now that's a look for a fight," Caroline said.

I did a twirl to affirm her words. "Still want to see more," I said with my hands spread out.

"I've known you since junior high and you only get better and better."

"Thanks sweetheart," I replied. "Shall we?"

"Let's go."

Reaching the lounge we were welcomed by the sound of soft music playing from inside.  The place was decorated with dim red, green, purple, and blue lights in different places.

We entered the bar but they were not there. We decided to look at the restaurant and we still couldn't see them. I was starting to get frustrated so I shoved my hand into the purse and reached for my phone to call Paul.

It went through. I heard his ringtone from a distance of about a meter. Caroline and I  took a turn, following the direction where the ringtone was coming from.

I saw him, he was there. But to my dismay, he wasn't talking to her, he was kissing that bitch. My boyfriend, my lover, my angel, my baby, was kissing another girl. The girl who had caused harm to our relationship. I hated her with a passion.

I was so furious. I'm gonna beat the brains out if this whore. I was about to cause a scene when Caroline stopped me. She gave me a tight hug as I cried all my hurt away.

"But why Caroline? Why me? What did I do to deserve this? He promised me that he was going to fix this. He said that we were going to be okay. He told me that he loved me and only me." I cried on her shoulder.

"It's okay sweetheart. He is not worth it.
It's alright. Cry it all out," she said as she rubbed my back.

I pulled away and looked at her face, trying to tell her how much I loved Paul, and at the same time how broken I was.
She looked at me with consoling eyes and then asked that we should leave. She could not bare seeing me break down in public.

Those two love birds didn't even notice our presence, they were too busy getting intimate with each other.
We were both disappointed in Paul, we decided to leave.

What is left to fight for anyway? I thought.

The days that followed were the hardest days of my life. I had a difficult time believing that Paul had betrayed me.
What had happened to our agreement? It was supposed to be me with him, and not her.