I felt cold, very cold. I tried to feel around but couldnt feel anything. "B-Ben?" I called out remembering that I was asleep in his bed, but no respone. I started to panic, opening my eyes I see that I was asleep on a churches floor.

"W-what?" I asked confused, why am I in a church? Looking around my eyes widened. There in front of me was a funeral pannel. It had Ben on it. "oh...no...was that all a dream about me meeting him?" I asked feeling tears go down my cheeks.

"B-but it felt so real!!" I couldnt help it anymore and cried and cried. "This cant be happening!!, Please say this is a dream!!" I screamed with tears rolling down my eyes. "P-please... I dont want to lose Ben again..."

I stood up and wobbled over to the funeral case. Putting my hand over his bed, I smiled through the tears. "T-this is a b-bad time to be s-saying this I k-know" I said trouggling to get words out while crying.

"B-but if I dont s-say it now....I'm going to h-hate myself..." Taking a deep breath, I open my mouth and all of my feeling come out. "I-I like you, and not just as a friend !! more than a friend !!, I feel stupid with not saying anything before you died"

The tears kept on coming while I spoke. "B-but I was too scared that you wouldnt like me back and I would have ruined our friendship.." I felt my knee's give in and I fell onto them. It hurt but I didnt care.

"T-this may be stupid to ask but...please be happy for me... I dont want you to feel bad because ai feel sad over you...". I smiled gently, then got up and walked away with a smile, 'I'm so happy I could actually tell him how I feel finally....'

~Author-chan's P.O.V~
As (Y/N) walked out still crying a little, Ben stood from behind the bed. He looked at her as she went. A melancholy smile. "I'm sorry...but you dont deserve to live my life". Ben sighed and walked to the front, where he found a necklace peace, his eyes widened.

"Thats...her half of our necklace" he smiled gently, picking it up. 'She really is something isnt she' he looked the way (Y/N) went, and whispered under his breath. "I cant promise you that I can be happy, but if you are, then I am as well"

Taking out the random phone he carries around, he puts it on the ground and jumpped through the screen, where he pops out of (Y/N)'s TV. "What the-" he heard footsteps come up the stairs panicking he looks where to hide and crawls under her bed.

~back to your P.O.V~
When I finally got back home and went to my bed room, I saw that my TV was on. "What the- I don't normally leave it on even if I have to go to something depressing". Sighing I turn it off and flop on my bed. "I cant believe I just confessed to a corpse-" I laughed nervouly as my phone rang. "Huh? who could that be?"

I quickly answer the phone. "Hello?". "(Y/N)! I have been trying to get in contact with you for a couple of days! where were you?" My eyes widened. "What? a couple of days?" I heard her hum a yes. "Yeah, ever since you met your deceased friend-" my eyes widened at her words. "Met my deceased friend?" I asked not wanting to see that I miss heard her.

"Yes, did you forget what that?" I shook my head and said no, while putting my shoes on. "Can I come over, Jess?" I asked grabbing my bag. "Yeah sure, my parents arent here for a while so why not." I smiled. and began walking out. "Thanks Jess, you're the best!" I heard her giggle and I began to run to her house.

UPDATEE BITCHES. YES IM CARRYING ON THIS BOOK NOWW. I was like: wtf why did I end it like this. And plus I got a very cheerful comment by RonyNavarro3 so thank you !! You have encouraged me to carry on this book. SO LETS GET THIS DONEEEEEE