Amidst the many machines beeping around me , my inner monologue won't stop recalling everything that happened. Im so tired but somehow i want to remember everything one last time. 

'This is my story.'

'A man sitting beside me.'

'Few doctors, who were hoping to save me.'

'A friend, who was insane.'

'A girl, who dedicated her life to me.'

'My mom,

dad, and the lanes of ChiangMai.'

'And my body, that had left me.'

'And my chest, where the fire was still raging.'

'l could've got up, but for whom?'

'l could've screamed, but for whom?'

'My love, Chiangmai, Namtan , Bright...'

'... they were all slipping away.'

'But, why would l have stayed back for?'

'The fire inside me could've kept me alive, or kill me.'

'But, why get up now.'

'Who's got the courage to fall in love again..'

'..suffer a heart-break.'

'Somebody stop me.'

'This man besides me with the blank stare..'

'..l can still get up for him.'

'But no. l'm not in the mood anymore.'

'lt's better to close my eyes. To get into deep slumber.'

'But, l will get up again some day.'