~Y/N POV~

So far this dinner was a little awkward to begin with. I mean it still is but not as much as it were the first twenty minutes. Barely anyone spoke, not even Hope except for a few snickers coming from her randomly here and there but only to stop when I would give her funny looks.

Only the sound of cutlery off plates and now and again the sound of glass cling together if someone sets a glass too close to another.

During this dinner I made sure to be seated in the middle of Samuel and Hope. My parents sat on the end tables which was kind of weird since I thought that at least one of the kings would but nope. This table was so long that there was enough seats for all seven of them to sit across from me, spreading out on the opposite side of the table. Then there's Eric who just sat next to Hope on her other side, drinking as much alcohol as he can to subdue the torture of not being able to find his soulmate.

I do feel sorry for him, he's been looking for her or him for as long as I can remember. I think he's been searching since before I was even born.

It's a shame but I think he'll get there in the end.

Avoiding eye contact with any of the seven across from me. Every now and then I could feel their eyes on me but I choose to ignore it. I don't really know how to act despite Namjoon cuddling me to sleep yesterday and playing bowling with a further three more yesterday too.

Taking a sip of my water, Hope began to tap me on the arm so setting my glass down on the table I hummed, swallowing my drink and leaned in close when she waved me to come closer.

"What?"

I whispered to her, keeping my eyes down on the table.

"You know they keep staring at you right?" Hope

I hummed, yet shrugged to her sitting back in my chair, picking up my fork to poke at my food on my plate. However I felt the need to look up from my plate so I did and immediately flinched when I met eyes with Yoongi. I expected him to look away but surprisingly he didn't. Instead he held it, my eyes baring into his own that changed from their dark brown to their crimson red, followed by a curve of the lips, indicating he was smirking. I could look away but I found myself not wanting too.

Something of a glitch happened, one second Yoongi was seated across from me, smirking, the white walls and chair to match behind him and the next he was seated across from me, a large crown on his head, also smirking and the walls behind him the dark grey of a brick wall and a massive painting behind him. It only happened for a second but I saw it. Just like a flash vision.

Making me so confused, I shook my head breaking the eye contact and blinking several times to try and think if I truly was going crazy or not.

Drinking some more water, Yoongi cleared his throat gaining the attention of everyone at the table including myself. Crap what's he going to say next.

"Y/n how are your headaches today?" Yoongi

I was surprised by his question yet I shrugged at him, setting my glass of water down just to shyly look at him from across the table. Not wanting to make that same eye contact as before with him.

"Okay I guess. Thanks."

"So none today? No headaches?" Namjoon

Now he got curious, sitting one person away from Yoongi with only Taehyung there to separate the two.

"None. I'm all good thank you."

"Y/n you should tell them what you see when the headaches come on." Samuel

He nudged my elbow and I glared at him just when I heard my dad chock and cough.

"What is he talking about Y/n? You see things?" Dad

I sighed, but made sure to give my brother a death glare but he just grinned at me and went back to eating his beef. Scoffing at him with a roll of my eyes I turned to my Dad by the end of the table.

"Nothing. It's nothing."

"Ha! Liar, you see them. But dressed in different clothing and in a different place. Just be honest sister." Samuel

I gasped and quickly japed Samuel in the side with my fist. He winced at first but then let out a laugh.

"Is he telling the truth Y/n? Have you been seeing things?" Mom

Throwing my head back I already felt defeated.

"Yes okay fine. He's telling the truth but it's fine. Whatever it is I'm sure it'll pass and everything will be back to normal. I'll go to therapy or something."

"You don't need therapy Y/n." Jin

I made a quick glance towards Jin, sitting on the other side of Yoongi. He showed concern for me yet I just ignored him and looked over to my Dad when he began to speak.

"Y/n if this is happening I think you should spend more time with these guys." Dad

He pointed towards the seven vampires across from me. Ignoring Eric's sudden burst of laughter and Hopes little giggle, I chose to glare to each one of them. Feeling nothing but irritation and angry right now even if I don't fully understand to why but at the same time another part of me does know why.

"Hell to the no. No offense to you guys but no. Nope not happening."

I crossed my arms, ready to defend myself if needed. I may be the only human in this room but that doesn't scare me one bit. I'm use to it, I've grown up this way so it doesn't intimidate me one bit.

"Y/n don't be rude. Your a guest in their home so be polite." Mom

I scoffed.

"Actually Herian sh-" Hoseok

"I didn't ask to be here. I was very happy where I was. I'd gladly go back to where I was instead of here. In this house feeling like I cant go anywhere beyond these walls. At least back at Facility 11 I was able to wonder to the closest bit of the outdoors as I could be here?! It's like prison."

"Y/n, stop." Dad

"No Dad. I cant do this anymore. I told you how I felt already in just being here and it's just hard."

My dads eyes soften slightly and he looked down to his plate in thought. I felt Samuel reach out for my hand on the table and held my own in his.

"Can you tell us why it's so hard for you to be here Y/n? Maybe we can help." Namjoon

Help?

Now they want to help me?

Abruptly I stood up from the table, Samuel refusing to let go of my hand but gazes up at me in wonder. All eyes were on my but I couldn't bring myself to look at anyone right now.

"Excuse me please."

I mumbled lowly to every one in the room knowing very well their vampire ears could hear me and I left, tearing my hand from my brothers and rushed out the room not waiting to hear anyones response. Behind me as I ran through the halls I could hear three separate steps behind me. I know straight away to who it was but that didn't stop me.

Running towards the stairs I just wanted out that room. Seeing all seven of them at once, to be in the presence of them all was just overwhelming and just too much to bare as the weight in my heart grew heavier by the second. Sure they ignored me after the age of 10 but still, why does it hurt so much?

I ran straight to the apartment space, rushing through the doors once they opened and straight towards the stairs that leads to my bedroom but a rush of quick air brushed passed me and I ended up colliding into someone's firm chest. Their arms around me straight away preventing me from going anywhere.

"Just let it out Y/n. We know you need to."

Eric.

I hugged him back, my own arms around his torso pressing myself more into him. To his soft words, my tears just fell. Desperately clinging onto him, I cried. The reason to why? I don't know.

Except that there's a deeper reason that I'm not sure of yet.