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(Pray -- School 2015 OST)

Taehyung kicked his foot making it collide with the metal trash bin, he was letting out his anger over himself.
What have he done? He didn't mean to say any of this to his stepbrother, it all happened too fast.

The punch, the shouting, his collision with the cold hard marble floor-- it was sudden.

It was all unintentional.

Taehyung heard the pattern of audible foot steps come closer to him, in between his anger and guilt he looked up.

Rapmonster was walking to his mate intending to comfort him, he felt all this was because of him.

He was careless, he was oblivious, and he was impulsive. He felt all the faults and distresses were because of his wrong doings.

Yet, he knew he didn't mean any of this to happen. He was hurting too, this was also hard for him. But Taehyung didn't really know that.

Rapmonster got harshly pushed to the side by the furious Tae, he then passed by him leaving all the seven boys behind.

Taehyung walked aimlessly, passing his fingers angrily through his hair every once in a while.

He looked around, left and right, then left again. He was walking no where.

He saw the men's rest room near by, he wanted to go back and stay by his sister's side till she wakes up and finds him beside her.

And after that, he will never do the same mistake again. He won't let her off alone again, he silently made this as a promise with himself.

Will he be able to keep it?
Should he keep it?

He rushed into the washroom seeking refreshment, he turned on the water letting it pour into the white sink.

Cupping his hands, he filled them with water then splashed it on his face getting his front hair strands wet.
He looked up, at the mirror-- at himself. His face showing anger, guilt, and regret.

He looked everything but what he used to look like; he wasn't Tae nor the dorky happy alien he is.

He rather saw himself now as a twisted man; not knowing what he is supposed to say, not knowing what is wrong from what is right.

He felt angry at himself.
He felt his jaw clinch, and his fist itch.
He did the inevitable, he punched the glassed mirror hard making it shatter into small glass pieces and spread on the ceramic floor.

His knuckles then bleeded from the impact.

Yet there was pain to be felt, he didn't feel it-- not one bit of it; his internal pain was too much stronger.

He then placed his bleeding hand under the tap letting the cold water wash his blood away, yet it kept bleeding on and on.

He didn't care less.

After a short while, he took some paper tissues and wrapped his bleeding knuckles.

He glanced at his injury, he felt that he deserves this-- even more.

He exited the rest room, walked back to where his sister is laying unconscious still.

He passed by the boys, his parents and his brother with his head hung down in shame not able to look them in the eye.

"They moved her to her own room Taehyung, go see her" his hyung, Jin, told him.

Taehyung looked around and concluded that they all went in and saw her already.

He gave a weak nod, then walked to the room Jin mentioned not noticing that Dongwoo wasn't present among the others.

He took his lifeless steps to So-Eun's room, he stopped steps away at the sound of sobs and murmuring coming from inside the room.

He peaked through the transparent glass vertical rectangle of the room's door to see what made him freeze in confusion.

"So-Eunah," he was able to hear Dongwoo's cracked sad voice say while sitting on a chair close to So-Eun's bed wrapping her hands in his.

"Why didn't you wait for me? I didn't mean any of the things I did, I was just... jealous" Dongwoo confessed, Taehyung stood deciding to listen to what is being said, attentively.

"I was missing you, and you weren't talking to me too busy with your brother, WooBin, I did this only to get your attention." Taehyung listened feeling confusion.

"Please, come back to me. I need you" Dongwoo finished sobbing with his cheeks visibly wet, just then Taehyung understood.

He understood it all; what Dongwoo was saying, why he was here, and what happened between him and his mother.

More, he knew now why his sister was crying while he sang for her.

He felt angry, Dongwoo made his sister cry. What more did he need to feel? Also he felt angry over the fact that he didn't know.

He was about to let his anger control him when his chain of thoughts was cut.

"You didn't know, did you?" An asking voice interrupted, Taehyung turned around laying his eyes on Woobin.

Woobin was standing feet away his hands in his pockets as he looked at Taehyung nonchalantly.

Taehyung looked back at Woobin unsure, Did Woobin know too? Did they all know while he didn't? Unanswered question made him feel more frustrated.

When he looked into Woobin's eyes he remembered what he said, immediately he looked to the floor feeling in regret and guilt.

"I'm sorry about earlier--" Taehyung began and was cut off by himself when he heard footsteps.

He looked up to find Woobin sighing heavily as he took a seat on the bench opposite to So-eun's room; Room 205.

(What's up User name reference yaw!! Lol mian go on)

"Leave them some privacy" Woobin said as he patted the seat beside him gesturing Taehyung to come sit.

Taehyung frowned before obeying anyway, he felt like he is no place to talk back to his older brother meanwhile.

"I'm really sorry, Woobin hyung" Taehyung finished looking at his lap, no courage present to make him look Woobin in the eye after what he said.

"Oh now I'm your hyung?" Woobin mused mockingly bitterness audible in his voice.

"I really didn't mean any of what I said, it was all too hard for me" Taehyung persuaded feeling the gulp in his throat.

"Me too,"

Taehyung shot his head up at Woobin's reply, he didn't get it.

"I didn't mean any of what I did" Woobin continued while twisting his fingers.

"I really missed you all you know, just when dad told me what is happening to So-eun I felt apprehensive and paranoid. I felt angry and did things I didn't mean to do"

"I thought you were the only one responsible for this and acted impulsively by punching you, sorry" Woobin apologized, Taehyung listened as relief occupied his soul.

"Thank you" Taehyung muttered.

"There is till pay back bro!" Woobin said hitting Taehyung's shoulder as they both chuckled simultaneously.

"Wait what is this?" Woobin asked reaching for Tae's wounded hand.

As soon as Tae noticed his brother's notice of his wounded knuckles he immediately looked away hiding his tissue paper wrapped hand behind his back.

Room 205's door opened interrupting their unexpected fast make up; they we're brothers after all, if not by whole blood then by lifetime brotherhood.

They both looked at the door opened by Dongwoo, Taehyung clinched his fists eyeing him furiously.

Woobin noticed the intense interaction and hit Tae's forearm with his elbow to have Tae shot a confused look at him.

"Come on, I saw it between them. If you try to interfere you will just ruin So-eun's happiness. The guy is not bad, I don't think he will hurt her." Woobin whispered.

Taehyung let the words sink into his mind, he looked back at his friend- Dongwoo.

He knew the infinite boys were gentlemen who could be trusted, their few encounters and interactions proved so.

"I will tell you what happened today when I was with So-eun later, I will prove it to you don't worry" Woobin convinced.

Taehyung let his fists lose and nodded slightly, he got off his seat and walked to room 205; where Dongwoo was standing.

He shot him a faint lip stretch; he still couldn't smile feeling uncomfortable with his sister's boyfriend and above all his sister's current state.

He went into the room shutting the door behind him to see Woobin nodding at him with a faint smile from the outside, he nodded back and took his seat near So-eun's bed grabbing her hand in his.

He felt it warm, he got up feeling the other hand on confusion.

Just as he guessed the other hand was cold, her right hand was warm because of Dongwoo's grip around it.

He exhaled quietly in realization setting back into his chair, he felt a little comfortable towards Dongwoo having his sister's heart now knowing he cares for her.

He let his eyes drift to So-eun's still pale face subconsciously scanning the big white bandage around her head encompassing her loose brown long hair.

He scanned her arms and legs to find other bandages covering the other minor injuries the doctor mentioned.

"I'm sorry, So-Eun. I shouldn't have let you go out alone. But for now, please come back quickly. Come back and punch me for doing this to you, punch me and make me feel better. Come back dongseng" Taehyung said feeling the gulp in his throat and his cracked voice.

He held her hands tight as his tears began falling on them.

"You got so much to tell me, wake up" he said hopelessly looking down.

Just then he felt his sister's hand tighten around his, he felt the slight movement and instantly shot his head up as his eyes rounded.

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How was it?

I tried to make it good enough but there is just too much on my mind these day...my exams are starting this week.

I can't focus on anything meanwhile so I'm going to take a small break for a while.

I will try to make my next update which is to be on the 25th of May better.

Thank you so much for reading ♡

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