Dongwoo's P.O.V :-

Sungkyu hyung said that we are going to leave for practice and that so-eun will stay here.

I still can't conceive what happened these past days, about Taehyung, her being so late and even when they were talking about him yesterday.

I was afraid and angry at the same time.

Afraid that anything could happen to her when she was late, and angry that she didn't answer our calls.

Also now knowing what I feel about her I was even more afraid, and more angry because of all these things.

Now that I'd think about yesterday, our hang out was bitter and sweet at the sametime, I was happy being with her and also felt hurt when they talked about Taehyung.

Am I starting to hate that guy?
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Sitting on my bed watching so-eun on her phone apparently not noticing any of her surroundings.

Everyone was on their phones or something like that too, but I was just staring at her.

I noticed hoya was staring at me, I automatically looked the other way.

Did he see me staring at her? That won't be fun.

He got up, I just pretended I didn't take notice but I knew he was coming my way.

"Whats up!" Hoya said sitting beside me "Hey" I replied.

"Are you okay?" He asked staring at my face "yeah, am fine" I answered as he looked at me suspiciously, man how can anyone be able to lie to that guy?!

"Spit it out" he simply said as my eyes widen at him.

Busted.
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Knocks on the door were heard before So-eun lifted her head up looking around, no one got up.

Therefore, she got off her bed walking to the door to open it.

It all went silent, Sungkyu got up to see who it is with the rest following.

They notice now? Idiots.

I got up as well fixing my shirt, then started walk to them with Hoya ahead of me.

I held up my wrist to check what time it is in the process.

Where is my watch?!

I went back in searching for it every where, but couldn't find it.

I was too afraid to lose it because my dad got it for me. I was too busy to even hear anything around me.

I continued searching for it unstoppably. I searched in the bathroom near the sink, its not there. On the drawers, not there either.
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Finally, after many failed searches I found it near the bathtub. I ran to it quickly and almost kissed it, I wore it then checked the time.

Omo! Am almost late!

I rushed to the door quickly, opened it and was about to exit when my eyes landed on them.

Play the audio attached please (Without words--Park Shin Hye)

Taehyung was hugging so-eun to his chest tightly while she was rapping her arms around his waist.

I felt my heart burn, I felt afraid and angry once again. But now I know why.

" I love you So-eunah" he said, my eyes widen and I felt that feeling of what they call a broken heart.

"Me too jerk " she said, I turned around silently sliding down to the ground stunned with my eyes were getting wet.

I was racked with a violent shuddering beyond control.

He loves her? She loves him too? Since when have they been together?

I should have known earlier, there were a lot of signs already.

She would never be mine.

For a split second I remembered my conversation with Hoya.

________Flash back_______

"You see, I think I like someone" I said hesitatingly, he looked at me totally unsurprised just nodding.

"Why are you like this?" I asked him before he flashed his smile.

What the hell?

"You know, since bangtan appeared its all too obvious, your stares and how when you get angry it'll always be after she meet bangtan or have any interactions with them. You like our stylist, kim so-eun don't you?" He asked, my heart beats fasten.

________End of Flash________

I felt angrier, more hurt.

I don't know what happened it was as if the devil possessed my being.

I got off the floor on my feet, opened the door roughly, got out then slammed it close as they looked at me.

I didn't say a word, just stormed out the room.

Kim so-eun's P.O.V :-

I decided to just let it go and forgive him. I am really mad at him, but he did enough. He cried after all.

"Me too jerk" I finally replied feeling him hug me tighter as a smile was drawn on my face.

Suddenly, I heard a disturbing voice before a loud slam, and when I say loud I MEAN LOUD.

I let go of Tae and looked at the voice's direction to find Dongwoo standing by the rest room's door with an indescribable look on his face. He flashed out of the room without saying a word, Tae and I stared in confusion.

"What's wrong with him?" Tae said with his still groggy, dry voice.

"I don't know, wait here" I told him walking to where Dongwoo went, but turned back again then kissed Tae.

"I Love you bro" I said patting his shoulder twice before I walked out the room to find all bangtan standing in the hallway.

"So-eun ah!" Jungkook called, I looked back at him after my eyes were following Dongwoo to where he is going.

"Jungkook, wait a second. I'll be back" I told him with the rest listening, as soon as I received his nod I ran after Dongwoo.

What is wrong with him seriously? What is wrong with me?! Why am I following him?!

I kept walking in the hallways not knowing where am going, am just following him.

Why was he still there anyway? What was wrong with his face? The slam? What the hell is wrong?!

I walked into another hallway before another and another after him.

Lastly, I walked into one but didn't find him this time.

I got in the closest room, he wasn't there.

I kept opening doors and getting out hopelessly, I think it was an empty staff hallway. It clearly wasn't a bed room's one.

I got into one, finally, I found him there. He was standing with his fingers held up in his hair, he was sighing heavily. As if a disaster happened to him.

Seriously! What is wrong with that guy?!

Not waiting any longer with all these questions running in my head, I spoke "Dongwoo ssi? Are you okay?"

He turned around with a dark expression on his face.

"Since when? JUST TELL ME!! SINCE WHEN?!" he started nearly whispering then shouted crazily, I was totally startled by his sudden attitude.

Play the audio attached please
( 너의 얘길 들어줄게-- t 윤미래)
[t Yoon Mi Rae]

I couldn't answer from the shock, but he continued loudly.

"Oh, Is it only him? Or all of them? You are dating them all right!? ALL OF THEM!! KISSING HIM!! HUGGING THE OTHER! ALL OF THEM!!" he went on shouting, with his fingers running through his hair.

What is he saying?! WHO IS HE TALKING ABOUT?!

"What are you talking about?!" I asked not able to take it anymore.

"Huh, don't try. I SAW EVERYTHING! How can our boss hire someone like you?!" He shouted again.

"Like me?! What is wrong with me?! And what the hell are you talking about?!" I shouted back.

"I know what's between you and him, or them!! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?!" He continued.

I seriously don't understand any shit now.

"WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE?!" I finally shouted so loudly that it rasped my throat.

In matter of seconds, I felt myself quickly pushed roughly to a wall with his hand around my neck going through my hair, another around my waist.

Soon, without any warnings, his lips crash on mine,

kissing me roughly; but passionately.

At that point I was too shocked to even react, he used his hands in the current positions to get me closer deepening the kiss while my eyes were open wide. I couldn't move a muscle.

When he finally let go, I stood there shocked.

My heart was soon to jump out my chest.

"You know now?" He asked stepping a tiny step backwards so our bodies weren't touching anymore.

He took off the hand behind my neck, but left the other in place.

I was just standing with my knees shaky, my eyes wide open, and my heart thubbing like crazy.

I couldn't do anything but RUN
I couldn't do anything but escape and go away, couldn't do anything but leave.

I literally turned around pushing his hand off my waist and ran out of the room.

I kept walking to nowhere, I was walking between the hallways with no destination, my heart and my brain where in a critical condition.

I couldn't feel a thing around me
"So-eun ah! Where were you?!" Taetae said standing infront of me with his hands on both of my shoulders, I pushed myself into his chest.

My heart beats can still be heard.

My first kiss is gone?...no that's not it.
He kissed me just now?...maybe that's why?
Why is my heart like this?!
He kissed me? I liked it?!
What is happening to me?!

I felt Tae shaking me "ya! What is wrong with you? Are you okay?" He asked cupping my cheeks after I let go.

"I a-am okay" I said stuttering before looking back at the floor once again.

"Are you sure?" He asked, I couldn't reply.

"Ah, lets go!" He said pulling my hand with him.
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As we were soon standing infront of the rest, all panting heavily.

"yah-- you found her?---- Thank god!!" Namjoon said getting cut by his heavy breathing while he was resting his hands on his knees.

"YA!! SO-EUN AH! you know how much we searched for you?!" Jungkook said next hugging me as I hugged back "am sorry" I muttered.

I am not over any of this.

"Ya, are you okay? What is wrong?" Jin said pushing a strand of my hair behind my ear.

"A-am fine" I replied "yaaah!! What did you do to her?!" Jimin asked Tae pulling me into a side hug.

"What?! I told you everything! I didn't do anything to her!" Tae defended himself, my hands were still shaking.

We all heard foot steps coming our way as we looking to the direction its coming from.

Soon Hoya and L showed up running our way, panting heavily.

"Where is-- Dongwoo?" Hoya asked breathing hardly with his hands on his knees.

"Do you know-- where-- is Dongwoo?" L asked panting as well with one hand on his chest, the other on his knee.

I stared at both of them, same for the seven of bangtan.

I couldn't speak, I won't speak.

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Much drama happening these days right?

So, I would like to specially thank fatma_saad97 aka ,Mimi, for her great help not only in editing but also in sorting out the events of this chapter.

(Fun fact: she was freaking out these past few days about a Harry imagine that was written FOR HER)

Thank you so much for reading till here and hope you are having a good time.

See ya all soon!!

Lots of love~~~!!
(that's not really ma style but I want to express my feelings XD)

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