Before I start this chapter, I wanted to apologise for ghosting for so long. I.. wasn't in a good place, mentally. For a while. I feel better, but I don't know how often I'll be updating this. Sorry if y'all wanted to read this regularly :)

Now let's talk about friends!!

I ADORE my friends. I have a few circles of friends that I love to bits.

But because of the state the world is in right now, I haven't been able to see them months.

I still text them if course! But it isn't the same.

I just miss being able to hug a friend.

But we make the most of it!!

So far, me and my best friend (the one who told me about the people who liked me in the Crushes chapter) have talked a whole lot!

He and I have been friends for about 5-6 years, so we have a lot in common.

It's like our interests are in different fonts????

So we've compiled a playlist full of songs we love, and watched a few music videos together.

I'm not as happy when I'm not talking to a friend, and tonight was the hardest I've laughed in so long.

Even though I know he isn't reading this, I'd like to thank him.

Thank you R. For being there when I was sure you'd be tired of me. For making me feel alive again, for making me feel worth something. I will never be able to repay all your kindness, but I'll damn well try.

I love you!!! :)
<3

(Platonically, duh)