Warning: this scene may contain glass breaking, anger and overall violence.

Donnie layed wise awake in bed, staring at nothing but the blank ceiling..

He couldn't erase it from his memory...

He just couldn't!

How was he gonna tell his family about this?

Why didn't he say something in the living room?!

But what was he supposed to say? What would they think?

Donnie breaths became heavier within every thought, he felt so discussed with himself...so angry for not doing anything about it...how could he?! He was numbed to where he couldn't move! He felt himself gripping his bedsheets..feeling the fabric crinkled up in his palm, almost preforming sweat.
Sitting up he got out from under his covers, standing up and made his way to his dresser...making eye contact with his reflection...that disgusting thing he called a reflection...

He hated himself for not screaming.

He hated himself for not telling anyone sooner.

He hated MEATSWEATS for what he did to him.

Anger crept onto donnies face as his fist made contact with the mirror, a huge cracking noise escaped as cracks appeared around the fist, a few glass shards wounding up on the dresser

Donnie flinched, pulling fist back where he was introduced to small cuts surrounding his fingers and knuckles, blood leaking out of a few as others faded into a deeper red color, overall it really hurt..

But he was still angry

Without any hesitation Donnie with somewhat force slammed his hands on the edge of his dresser and slid his hands across it, causing papers and pencil cans to slide off along with it, the cans making clanking noises as they made contact with the ground, Donnie then found himself slamming his fist into his dresser with force, tearing the mirror frame off the dresser and throwing it to the other sound of the room, he let out a growl as he did so, he got his hands on his chair that went to his dresser and used it to smash into the dresser more. Sounds of splitting wood filled the room.

Only until the dresser was completely smashed up did Donnie stop, as he rested Agianst the wall, heavy breaths...that did take a lot of energy out of him...glass shards and splinters surrounded him a few pierced his skin..he didn't care though...it wasn't as painful as the moment he had with meatsweats.

Donnie closed his eyes, his breaths became a tad lighter.

Would it of still happened if he stayed close to his brothers?

Would they of heard him if he screamed?

If he just had just told his brothers

"Donnie- holy shit!"

Donnie snapped his eyes open to see his twin brother lightly rush over to him, carful not to step on the loose glass and wood. When Leo managed to get close enough to his twin he lightly brushed away a few wood pieces to make room for a seat, he got on one knee and placed a hand on Donnies shoulder "Donnie? Are you doing ok?" Leo asked.

'Yeah I'm totally ok..just smashed my dresser with a chair but yeah- I'm ok' Donnie thought to himself

But it was obvious that Leo knew the answer

"Donnie, please answer me-" the "please" had a hint of despair in it

Donnie opened him mouth to talk,

"I'm fine."

The words almost made Leo jump...he took another glance at donnies room status

This didn't look fine. 

But Leo knew better then to push his twin. Besides..this could be just a donnie thing...right?

"If you say so..Mikeys making dinner..you should come e-"

"I'm not hungry."

The words were straight forward..almost a bit reassuring to Leo...Donnie is the type to turn down food..but that's only when he's busy.

"Alright then...bye then...I guess.." Leo stood up and once agian made his way around all the glass and wood shards...Leo looked at his twin one more time before leaving.

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"Where's Donnie?" Raph asked getting up from the counter and making his way to his blue masked brother.

"He said he's not hungry." Leo said gesturing his head near donnies room, the eldest made eye contact with donnies curtain and then with Leo

"Is he ok in there?" Raph asked, a hint of worry in his voice. Leo fiddled with his fingers before adding on "to be honest I'm not sure..he's not really getting along with his dresser." Leo said trying to chuckle at the end, "what's that supposed to mean?" Raph was getting a little annoyed, he shifted his feet a little
By the way Leo was acting told Raph to be ready to run to his little brothers room in case he is hurt.

"Well..I went in there and he was surrounded by shards of wood and glass and his dresser was all smashed up..not to mention he has some splinters and cuts on his hands."

"Jeez." Mikey commented, obviously worried next to raph who stared at Leo in awe

"What? You don't believe me? See for yourself." The red slider stepped out of the way, gesturing both his arms towards his twins room

Raph followed the command and made his way to donnies room, knocking beside the curten "Donnie..bud ya alright in there? Can I come in?"

No answer

Alright. Raph lightly opened the curtain, to see that Leo's explanation wasn't a hoax. It had been true...just how he described it.

"Donnie! What happened in here?" Raph said rushing to his younger brother, completely ignoring the thought of stepping on one of the shards.

"I smashed my dresser."

To be continued

I'm so sorry this took so long...life's been pretty busy...but I hope you enjoy and I hope to get the next chapter out soon!

Love you guys~ bye~