I don't feel so precious,

 I feel so doomed,

I don't know why,

I am the stranger and your the villain.

why do I always have to be the one,

who gets hurt,

and run over.

I just want to have a life,

where I live happily.

with my love, oh darling,

but do we ever get what we wish for,

no I don't think sooo.

ohh. mhmm yaaa

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I don't need your sorry's

I just need you here

living with me

hunting my own demons

no, no I don't want your shadow

I need your presence,

I need you here.

I don't want anything more than this

please just stay with me.

all I want is for you to be 

here with me.

laughing at our inside jokes,

all I need

 is us just watching the sunset 

ya that's all I need

ya all I need,

is just a happy ending.

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I kissed you under the moonlight

our demons flowing out of us 

my heart beating of my chest

oh my, I felt so VIP

I finally had you

after all these years of

praying and wishing

that I could be the lucky girl for you

oh how I wanted nothing more

that just belong called yours

you were perfect

the perfectionist, while I was 'it'.

oh oh

you were bound to see my flaws,

because in the end,

happy dreams always turn 

into one deadly nightmare

oh oh 

I wake up,

and then all I see,

is an empty bed space.

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I don't need your sorry's

I just need you here

living with me

hunting my own demons

no, no I don't want your shadow

I need your presence,

I need you here.

I don't want anything more than this

please just stay with me.

all I want is for you to be

here with me.

laughing at our inside jokes,

all I need

is us just watching the sunset

ya that's all I need

ya all I need,

is just a happy ending.

≫ ──── ≪•◦ ❈ ◦•≫ ──── ≪

oh your face was a work of art

mhm,

you were every girl's daydream

and I easily fell for your charms

for your smile,

for your everything.

oh how much of a fool I was

I only saw what was on the outside

I didn't see what lay beneath the calm exterior you had with me

I never knew an angel

could be dressed as a devil,

oh you pounced on my heart

you clawed it out

starting draining me

 getting me out of me.

you took away everything that shaped me,

into me.

now I am this broken girl

who feels nothing,

because you stole away my heart

at your expense

and then you moved to someone else

and now I lay here

crying in my bed

not knowing

which pieces of my heart

I should pick up,

so I can be myself again.

oh oh.

≫ ──── ≪•◦ ❈ ◦•≫ ──── ≪

I don't need your sorry's

I just need you here,

living with me,

hunting my  demons,

no, no I don't want your shadow,

I need your presence,

I need you here.

I don't want anything more than this

please just stay with me.

all I want is for you to be

here with me.

laughing at our inside jokes,

all I need

is us just watching the sunset

ya that's all I need

ya all I need,

is just a happy ending.

≫ ──── ≪•◦ ❈ ◦•≫ ──── ≪

you intoxicate me,

you ruin me,

but then why, why after all this damage

you caused to me

I still come back to you,

I am sure

there are people better than you

but I cant 

forget all the memories

me and you had shared 

they are engraved within my brain.

oh please let me go,

please leave me

I don't want you anymore

I can do this,

I wont need you

I will try my best

I will, 

oh I will.

≫ ──── ≪•◦ ❈ ◦•≫ ──── ≪

I don't need your sorry's

I just need you here,

living with me,

hunting my demons,

no, no I don't want your shadow,

I need your presence,

I need you here.

I don't want anything more than this

please just stay with me.

all I want is for you to be

here with me.

laughing at our inside jokes,

all I need

is us just watching the sunset

ya that's all I need

ya all I need,

is just a happy ending.

≫ ──── ≪•◦ ❈ ◦•≫ ──── ≪

A/N: dedicated to mac, bcz well she is an awesome human being and she is  writing an amazing book called "crushing bad" you all better check it out!

thank you mac for everything even of we only met :')

and for hyping my poetry book, when I was legit about to just write poems for myself XD

anyone hurts her I'll smack you guys heads to death -_-

so thank you <3

I hope you all liked this song :D

who do you think would be perfect to sing it?

stay safe everyone and take care!

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