Tried to do a song that doesn't sound like I'm drowning in my own tears XD
Here's the outcome...

Sometimes, it's hard
To keep my thoughts at bay
Sometimes, I mean,
All the time
It's hard to tell, to say

You may not even know
How far I'd go
How my heart would
Shiver and dance,
If only you'd give me a glance
If only,
You'd let me hold your hand

But I'm so shy,
So terribly insecure
That my heart lied
To yours, oh so pure,
Once again.
And so,
Even if it makes no sense,
I take my leave,
I make my stand.
I'll do it once again.
I'll do it all over again.

Again, a sad ending.

(Pun intended *lenny face*)