P.o.V Soyi

When I finally sat in the car I couldn't help but choke up. Taehyung worriedly patted my shoulder and whispered some encouraging words to me.

"Why would he do that, Taehyung?"

"I really don't know, he would be the last person to hurt someone."

"So you don't believe me?", I huffed and hid my face in my hands.

"Of course I believe you! I will talk to him, I promise."

"Please don't... He might hurt you too..."

I could see it in Tae's eyes, that he still couldn't believe what his friend did to me, but I wouldn't tell him, if I haven't seen it with my own eyes.

In the break I had chosen to go to the toilet to fix my make up, but when I wanted to leave it, Bogum suddenly stood in front of me and harshly grabbed my arm. All I did was stare at him surprised and just as I wanted him to ask what he was doing in the girls room he furiously screamed at me.

"Why are you even here, you selfish slut?"

Confused I shook my head but he wouldn't stop yelling. I asked myself what the heck was wrong with him.

"You are untalented and crazy, why did the director even choose you? You will never be an actress. Deep down you know, you should have become what your parents wanted you to be!"

"Bogum, what's wrong?", I was stuttering, stepping back once again.

"I hate you! Everyone does!"

"What did I do to you!?"

"You... You..."

For a short moment I thought, that the aggression in his eyes had vanished as he was suddenly seeming to think about what he was doing here. Trying to calm him down I wanted to take his hands down, but at my touch he startled up electrifiedly.

"You bitch better leave this place soon or I will..."

The last I saw, before I felt the stinging pain his hand caused on my cheeks were his desperate eyes. Regretful? Hurt? Sorry.

After I had told Taehyung every detail about it he oulled me into his arms and caressed my forehead with a little kiss. With hatred in his eyes he hissed through gritted theeth: "I'll never talk to him again."

"Taehyung?"

"Are you sure you want to go home today?"

"Yes. But Tae..."

"I will bring you home..."

"Fine but..."

"Don't worry it's no problem..."

"Kim Taehyung!"

Like a child he glanced at me with big eyes and finally kept quiet. Sighing I left the car and headed towards the side of the car, where the driver sits, opened the door and then proclaimed: "You'll stay here."

"No way."

"Bogum broke down after he hit me! I called the doctor and waited until he had arrived. Then you found me on the hallway."

"Is he?"

"I don't know, but you better look after him!"

Taehyung willingly got out of the car and sprinted back to the studio. Hopefully Bogum was save...

I shook my head in pain. How can I feel sorry for him right now? The pain in my cheeks was still there, but what hurt me even more were his words, that were still resounding in my ears.

"I hate you! Everyone hates you!"

"You will never be an actress. Deep down you know, you should have become what your parents wanted you to be!"

Somehow I never had the feeling he felt about me that way, but now that he said it, he was so right.

I always missed the lines I should have practised, I was late for work, I couldn't concentrate during the shooting. This job was a dream, but not my destiny.

He couldn't know that I missed te lines, because I had no time at home to practise, as I was told to do all the housework. Mom wouldn't do anything, even if she was at home all day.

He couldn't know that I was late for work, because I finally found someone, I want to spend time with. This time was not only for him but for me. The time with Tae felt so good. I'm a selfish slut.

He couldn't know, I couldn't concentrate during the shooting, because I constantely think of the problems at home.

But those things were no excuses for my behaviour. Dad always told me to follow my heart, but my heart always chooses the path no one wants me to go. I'm a loner.

All I wanted to do was quit the job and make everybody happy. Everbody except myself.

But when I finally ate with my parents, something kept me from telling them about my plan.

Like I had given myself a second chance.

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Hmm Bogum my boy what are you doing? :z did u expect him to do such things :0
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