Another apology gift ㅠㅠ I have so many things that I need to accomplish so I can't finish the chapter I'm currently working on 😭 I hope you guys will like this tho

Happy reading

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"Honey, I'm home!"

Quick footsteps suddenly filled the apartment and I waited for him to come out, a smile on my lips. He emerged from our bedroom, his clothes wrinkled. Once he set his eyes on me, a grin makes its way on his lips. He opened his arms, running towards me to pull me in for a hug but then I noticed his hair and so instead of wrapping my arms around him, too, I reached for his locks and ran my fingers through it.

"You dyed your hair again?" I cried out as I stare at his silver hair that used to be the color of mint.

"Should I be reincarnated as someone else's mint hair in my next life? Because it looks like you miss my hair more than your boyfriend." He stuck out his lower lip and did puppy eyes before pulling me close to him.

"Stop that!" I said as I laughed at him, watching him act all cute and jealous.

"Stop what?"

"Acting all cute and jealous. Seriously, you get jealous over your own hair?"

His cheeks flushed but I wasn't able to take a good look at it because he buried his face in my neck, like what he always does whenever he's embarrassed. I just laughed before wrapping my arms around his torso.

"Have you eaten dinner already, honey?" He said, his lips pressed against the crook of my neck, sending vibrations all throughout my body.

I nodded my head yes. "Yeah. How about you?"

He hummed in response and pulled away, making my hands fall down on my sides. He smiled at me and all of a sudden, he scooped me up from the floor and carried me to our bedroom.

"Yah! Yoongi-ah! Put me down!" I cried out as he keeps on walking towards our room.

"As you wish, babe." He grinned at me mischievously before throwing me, my back hitting the soft duvet of our bed, making me shriek.

"Yoongi!"

He crawled beside me and pulled me close to him, numerous laughs escaping from his lips. I watch him as his laughs fade, my eyes trained on his gorgeous face. I can't help but smile when my eyes caught sight of those all-too-familiar wrinkles beside his eyes that appear only when he's smiling or laughing.

He then turned to me and caught me looking and stared back, a smile on his face. I grinned at him when he took my face in his hands before our lips met.

His soft pink lips feels so right on my pale lips, I can't help but think that our lips are molded to be against each other. I wrap my arms around his neck and lean closer to him, making our noses touch and collide with each other. The kiss only lasted for about ten seconds because I immediately pulled away, my cheeks flaming.

"What's the matter, babe?"

I turned to him and bit my lip, one of my habits, and shook my head. He stared back at me and I looked away, too scared that he might be able to know what I'm thinking by looking at my eyes.

I heard him sigh before he stood up and walked towards his desk and sat on the chair, turning his back on me. I stared at his back before laying down on the bed and closing my eyes, trying to prevent the tears from falling.

It's always like this. My insecurities take over me whenever I'm with Yoongi and it eats me up. I tried to not let my insecurities get to me, but I can't do it. Maybe it's because I know that it's right. That I don't deserve to have this amazing guy with me. That I don't deserve Min Yoongi.

He hates it whenever I let my insecurities take over me, he hates it. That's why whenever this happens, we stop what we're doing and he goes away to give me time to calm myself down or to be alone. Even though I irritate him because of this and all, he still chose to stay with me, beside me.

I woke up because of the thunder and immediately sat up, taking short and quick breaths. I heard several footsteps coming towards me and then I felt someone pull me and I wrapped my arms around that person, clinging to him as if my life depended on him. He pats my back softly while moving us back and forth.

"It's okay, baby. I'm here. You're safe now. I'm here, babe." Yoongi said against my ear as I try to calm my nerves. A few minutes after, we both sat there in each other's arms, none of us have uttered even a single word.

"Let's get you to sleep, baby. Come on." He said and softly laid me down on the bed, his hand caressing my face. I gave him a smile before closing my eyes, loving the feeling of his hand against my skin.

Then I felt him lift up his hand and I immediately felt cold, missing the warmth of his hand already. My eyes fluttered open and I saw him standing up from the bed.

"Yoongi..."

He turned around and faced me after I called his name. I sat up a bit and my eyes caught the blinding light from the screen of the laptop. I turned to him.

"You're not going to sleep yet?"

"I-I still have to finish the mixtape that Namjoon and I are working on." He mumbled but loud enough for me to hear it. I frowned at him before patting the space beside me.

"Stay with me, please..."

He looked at me then looked at the laptop. Then he turned back to me and nodded before he started walking towards the laptop and shutting it down. Once I heard him walking towards the bed, I laid back down and watched him get under the covers. I turned to his side and faced him.

"I'm sorry."

He smiled at me. "It's okay, Nikki. You don't need to apologize."

He grabbed my face with his hands and I closed my eyes. After a few seconds, I felt his soft lips on mine. Our lips moved in sync, but when I was about to pull away, he tightened his hold on my face, preventing me from moving away from him. He continued kissing me and I felt my tears flowing from my cheeks because of embarrassment. After a few seconds, he pulled away. When I thought that it's already over, he kissed me again. That went on for a few more times before I felt his thumbs wiping away my tears.

"Why are you crying?"

"I'm so sorry." I mumbled as the tears continued falling from my eyes.

"Why are you apologizing? You did nothing wrong."

"I'm sorry for being imperfect. For being not good enough for you. For getting you stuck with me."

He looked at me like I was crazy and pinched my nose. "What are you talking about, babe?"

"I don't deserve you..."

He laughed bitterly. "You don't have the right to decide what's good and bad for me. And what are you talking about?"

He sighed. "Look, I don't need someone who's perfect. All I need is you, remember that."

"Why do you get insecure anyway? What's there to be insecured of? That beauty mark beside your eye? It looks perfect for me. It wouldn't be called a beauty mark if it's not  pretty, isn't it?"

"You having a slim body? There nothing's wrong with it. You still look beautiful, and I loved you just the way you are."

"Those eye bags? Baby, even if you have those, you don't look any less beautiful. Your chapped and dry lips? You don't know how much those lips drive me crazy. They might not be that soft, but I love the way how they're chapped. I might sound cheesy or what but I'm really honored to be the one who got to taste and kiss those precious lips of yours. Those lips are mine and only mine."

He leaned closer to me and looked at me straight in the eye. "I liked you because you're beautiful, but I loved you because of who you are. Because of what's in here..." He pointed at my heart. He grabbed my hand and put it over my heart, making me feel my heart beat.

"Yoongi..."

"Thank you for being mine. Thank you for staying with me even though I don't get to spend much time with you because of my work. Thank you for choosing me. Thank you for loving me." He said wholeheartedly. I pulled him towards me and hugged him.

"I love you, babe..."

I smiled at him. "I love you too, Yoongi..."

And for the first time, I pulled him towards me and kissed him.

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Not quite sure if it's okay but I hope you guys like this! This is my one shot with my Yoongi and I'm not embarrassed to say that I cried whilst writing this. If everything was real...... I love Yoongi so much and I wanna be with him gaaaaaahhh~😭😭😭

Anyways, the photo attached is the photo I edited. I edited myself so it would appear like I'm with Yoongi XD

(This one shot is in my archive and has been written and completed months ago)