A month later, I met up with Dre and Cube to discuss our new movie Straight Outta Compton. They asked me to help them produce it back in 2010. I didn't want to do it but I'm glad I changed my mind. This has been an amazing experience. We filmed it last year in 2014 and it's finally coming to theaters on August 14th.

I casted Carra and Jason to portray me and Eric. They are both very talented and trust when I say this, Jason will be the star of the movie. Watching him portray Eric on set was unbelievable. I felt like I was watching Eric. He definitely brought him back to life. And as far as Carra, when I met her I told her to just do her thing and she did. Watching me and Eric's relationship on the big screen brought back so many memories. I didn't want to add every detail but I made sure I included that we used to smoke weed together in bed most nights.

The trailer is already out. I am so excited. The world is going to finally know about N.W.A. and why Eric is nicknamed the Godfather of gangsta rap.

After I met with Dre and Cube, I went back home. Daijah ran up to me as soon as I walked through the door.

"Mama look at Erin's twitter! She is still throwing shade at you," she said.

"What is shade? And I told you and Dom to stay away from her and Tracy."

"Shade means to slick diss. But read her twitter page, this aint cool."

@ WeWantEB "this bitch ruined Ruthless Records! My dad worked so hard for his company."
            "#fuckAaliyah"
"I can't wait for you guys to see the N.W.A. movie that's coming to theaters soon. But just know that half of the movie will be lies and fairytales."
"This money hungry bitch is still using my dad's last name even though she's been married to Tierre Blizzard for years."
"She left me and mom out of the movie but she made sure she included herself. My mom was with my dad througout the N.W.A. era and she was not shown in this movie at all."
"She married him on his deathbed twelve days before he passed away. She must think that she was the only woman he was with. #golddigger"
"Anyways, Straight Outta Compton is coming soon and in the meantime, be on the lookout for my documentary called A Ruthless Scandal: No More Lies 😊"

"Is she serious? I don't have time to beef with Erin and Tracy. This happened over twenty years ago and they obviously can't get over it. I'm not worried about her, she's just a little brat. And as far as this little documentary, I own the rights to your dad's estate and his music which means that they have to get permission from me first. If not, best believe I'm going to sue."

I took a long hot shower and went to bed. As far as Erin, she needs to get over it. I am one of the producers of Straight Outta Compton and was in charge of Eric's character. Of course I didn't include Tracy, why should I? This bitch put him through hell so why should she be in the movie?

And of course I included myself. I was the last woman in his heart when he died. I would be an idiot to not put myself in the movie.

While I lay in bed, I'm thinking about how Eric spent an entire year trying to get my attention. We met again in 1991 at The Vault Nightclub. N.W.A. hosted an album release party for their album Niggaz4Life. After the party, I swear he was stalking the shit out of me.

Eric approached me of course and once again I wasn't interested.