So, guess what.

I went to a competition today, and we went as a team of seven people. We were handed over Macbeth: Act I, Scene III. I was there exclusively as the playwright, so I wrote the dialogues, created a parody/satire, stuff like that.

Now there was a guy on my team. Hella cute. I'm sure 90% girls might not find him attractive, but I function on a different frequency. For me, a good knowledge of grammar and stuff and a funny personality overrules measly things like looks. So I was sitting there, absolutely floored over Mr Cutie here and guess what.

Mr Cutie has a crush on a girl in my class who is obviously not me.

It was so terrible! I sound dramatic but I felt so horrid when he kept asking about her and smiling shyly when people teased him and just eugh. Could you not.

So I sat there, my poor little heart broken, feeling more and more miserable as the time passed because now I had to spend a lot of time with him explaining his role. It was torture, I tell you. The worst kind of it.

I'm so fucking annoyed. And insanely jealous, I have to admit. WHY DO ALL THE GOOD LOOKING AND HEARTBREAKING GIRLS GET THE ADORABLE GUYS THIS IS SO UNFAIR I WAS BORN IN THE WRONG ERA WHY DOESN'T SOMEONE COURT ME BY WRITING LETTERS AND SENDING EACH OTHER GIFTS AND STUFF WHY IS THIS GENERATION SO FLIMSY I HATE IT

I might have sent him a follow request (oops) and he hasn't accepted it yet and now I'm feeling even more horrid with each passing second because does he not even consider me good enough to follow him like I know I'm not good looking enough and I'm a total idiot who gets friendzoned like 99% of the time but oh well atleast let me admire you from afar

In totality, Mr Cutie has broken my heart and he doesn't even know :(((((