I've been gone for so long, everyone has forgotten me (which is sad but I kind of deserve it)

anyway, hi, let me run things by you again.

• I'm yusra, a 17 year old student in her senior year at high school.
• I write (I promise I do, don't let my inactivity fool you) and you can head over to the link in my bio for that
• I also write on Instagram under the name of cowardsandcarnations, you might find that interesting because I'm working hard on it (kind of)
• I have short hair that hangs down to my chin and bangs along with it, I hope it looks nice because I definitely love it very fucking much
• I served as the fucking Editor in Chief at my school's Model United Nations which has probably been the best and most incredible experience of my entire life so far
• I have absolutely amazing friends who respect me for who I am and support me a lot and I'm so unbelievably thankful and grateful to them
• I have a massive crush on a very close friend and he's adorable and I want to die
• I have gained a lot of confidence and improved my self esteem in the last year and I'm very very proud of myself
• I finally plucked up enough courage to break myself out of a nearly four year long toxic cycle of supposedly loving this one guy and going back to him over and over again by breaking up with him and maintaining a clear distance (this is the bravest thing I've done in years, thank you)
• I have exams from Monday and I haven't started studying yet and I'm probably fucked but oh well
• I'm making conscious efforts to be a better person, a better friend, a better sister and a better daughter (and I'm doing well on that, yay)
• I'm becoming stronger and allowing myself to be independent in a lot of spheres I previously believed that I absolutely needed someone else to guide me in
• I'm not a wreck anymore, and it's okay because I'm accepting myself and I'm beginning to like who I am very much

that turned out to be very sentimental ewwww
anyway, hi, no, I'm still the stupid crackhead I always was and I still love you guys the same, talk to me okay? I missed all of you so much.

drop me a DM and I'll give you my Instagram so we can talk.

lots of love,
yusra